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Subject: i miss you like crazy... Author: PoPo(o"o) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 09:13:08 10/14/02 Mon honey....yesterday night....it was my fault....i think i fell asleep first.....and by the time i woke up....i guess you were gone la.......after that.....i couldn't fall asleep......i just keep thinking about you.....thinking about how wonderfull it is to have you in my life....but i also start thinking that i might not be the one girl that makes you feel loved......there could be other girls that might make you have that feeling too......i was so scared and lost......i dun want to share you with anyone else.......nor i want you to think of another girl besides me.....i want to be your only special one in your life.....and it's not that i dun trust you......just that i dun have faith in myself.......cos the deeper i thought about it......i just dun think i am good enough.....and you will not love me as much when you realize i am really not that good........i know i am sor to think that way......but i was just scared.....i dun want to lose you.......i dun want you to love me any less either....please dun think that i dun believe you ar....i really do gar.........honey....i am talking to lawrence right now.....he just said i rely on you too much.......and he told me to stop......but i just said why should i stop........low gon........am i really relying on you a lot??.......is it wrong to??.......argh...i am lost again.......so does that mean that if i keep relying on you.......you might get sick of me........and not love me anymore??......now he is even comparing me to others........ok......i guess i know the answer.....yes i am not good enough.....while all other girls are perfect and they are strong because they wun be upset when their bf is gone.......while i cried and be upset......so now i no longer can be a sensitive girl.......because it is wrong to be......i gotta change my whole personality becaues it is not right to rely on you so much.....bokbok......i am so lost....why didn't you tell me before that i was wrong wor.......that i should change not to rely on you ar........ho la......i really gotta think about this.......me ng write la......please dun go ask lawrence about what he told me.......please.....what he said was true........i really really really miss you.....i can't deny that.......and i really really love you.......i cna't deny that either.......and i know i really need you.......but...anyways...me go la.......i love you honey......*MUAH*........forever and ever........*HUGZ*....*LICK*......i still cna't stop thinking about you ar..... with love PoPo [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]