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Date Posted: 03:11:52 11/13/05 Sun
Author: dEMON
Subject: media

I am a simple man from a simple place with so many personalities the government could pay me twelve peoples salaries as a one person think-tank
And I�d blow their minds
All this stems from free-thought so strong and so-fast it feels as though my brain is in a blender and that is before drugs
So much media is great because it controls you feeds you � but what about when you ingest to much and it pulls in too many different directions � let�s you know your sick
So many split personalities I don�t trust or know myself
I often want to off myself for something I did the day before because I don�t understand the me I was yesterday
And all this prior to drugs and alcohol
Drugs and alcohol only give me a silly excuse to play to others later

I use �think outside the box� as an explanation for my wild thoughts and I can bounce around the box to peoples be-wilderment
But really I can never even color inside the lines
I feel obnoxiously like I am getting fucked up to play at the normal man�s level
Not to sound like a dick because the mother-fucker who color�s within� the lines blows me away in social stature --- the guy who plays normal
I have painted myself in so many corner�s because they�re are twelve different assholes talking out my one blow-hole
And somehow I still fuck-up even when I censor because I am only letting the one�s who are egotistical and insecure talk because I feel the real me will never ride --- I�ve tried
People don�t want it --- maybe ten years after I say something they are on page with me or somewhere in between I realize how fucked-up my thinking was
Either way I am to red-faced come time to face it or feel it that there are ten to eleven different me�s doggin questions and acqusations
And I am way lost in the play somewhere

I know if I really let you feel me you would light up a red flag and label me
Labeling people is a way for society to feel in control
I read somewhere once that most as in 99% of all artists and poets are clinicly insane
I feel that when an artist lets it all out the psychologists can�t grasp it and it scare�s them because it is deeper than they allow there their mind to go and truer than they have ever been to themselves
So they control the situation the scary situation by labeling you insane putting you in a category they can control by feeling and saying something is wrong with that guy
Calming themselves
They may be right because I haven�t decided if what I feel and think should be let into the general public or not
I have had my thoughts promote violence and crime in others
I have seen my simple words and body language scare others
Does that make me evil or do I just let my thoughts stray further than others?

I scared my own wife by over-compensating trying to be tuff all the time made her think I was a sociopath
By letting yourself act like a sociopath are you?
I have let myself flow into that rhelgm of thought and had no qualms with it
But I was only trying to be as mean as the people I pull in in media
If you ain�t ready to kill you ain�t an American man
Whether you fuel yourself off of hip-hop, hard-rock, horror-films, CNN, the United States Military, Terrorism, car-jackings, there is always an excepted reason for killing someone --- I feel as though I am looking for the chance or an excuse so I can feel Alpha or wyatt erp
I geuss that is scystophrenia talkin� makin� it seem as thow CNN is tellin� me to kill
They will flow one story of a hero blowing up Iraqi children into a terrosist blowin� up American soldiers to a terroist blowin up civilians it really fog�s the lines because when Bin Ladin blew up American�s I wanted kill him --- but when we blow up their civilians we are hero�s and when they retaliate by killing are soldiers they are terrorists
Where is the line between fanatic and patriot

Is an Iraqi car-bomber a fanatic because his three-year old daughter was killed an American campaign and he blew-up soldiers or is he a patriot
I feel I�m more fucked-up than him because I am willing to go kill him because it is my job and George Bush said so
I have know problem with killing them so our gas is cheaper I can�t see why they won�t submit
Then you have my ex-wives perdicument she is sent over to help our soldiers who are so fucked-up they can�t stay and fight so they fly them through Germany to the US
When she is in Iraq she has to also help the people we just tried to kill --- I would find it hard to help someone after thay tried to kick me in the face
Then after fixing them having to shoot-one because someone shot my escort

But once again I sickenly rationalize that if I stay here I will dispense drugs as a Pharmacy Tech that you don�t need and will slowly kill you and I will do drugs that will slowly kill me
Or I can go there and kill people and die as a hero and get $250,000 for my kids?

As long as I play to everyone else�s thought�s and emotions everything is gonna� be fine again
Smile mother-fucker

ALL WE ARE IS ANALYTICAL ASSASINS---
ASSUMING ASUMPTIONS OF UNFOUNDED ACOLADES---
JUDGING AND AISSIGNING APPLICABALE ATTRIBUTES SOLEY ASSIOATED WITH RASH JUDMENTS ANALY UNFOUNDED BUT AGREED UPON---
ACTING ALOT LIKE ASSHOLES APRICIATING SOCIETIE�S ALL-CONFORMING STEREO-TYPES WE AXE EACH OTHERS PERSONALITIES BEFORE ACCEPTING ACTS OF UN-BRIDELED ANT-AFFILIATION WHICH REJECT ARISTOCRACY AND ANY AFFLILATION WITH ANY ASSOCIATION OF THIS ATTAINMENT OF FREE-WHEELING ANIMALISM AND ILL-CONFRONTED ACTIVITY CALLED LIFE.

BEING THAT WE ALL BELONG BESIDE ONE ANOTHER AS BROTHERS---
BEFORE BULLYING EATCH OTHER INTO BUNG-RIDDEN BOGS BISECTED BY BOYHOOD BELIEFS OF BUTT-FUCKED RATIONALISM AND BRAIN-LESS JUDGEMENTS---
MAYBE WE SHOULD ALL BESIEGE ONE-ANOTHER�S FAMILIES BLATENLEY BOY-COTTING THE BUGEWA� BACK-BITTING BULL-SHIT WE ARE TOLD TO BE BLESS�ED AND BELIEVED.

CONSIDERING WE COLLECITVLEY ACT LIKE CUM-FACED WHORES---
COVERED IN FACIALS FROM, CHILD-ISH, CALICE, COSMOPOLITION CONFORMING CUNTS CALLED THE MASSES---
COWERING BEHIND COVETED CRETENS CALLED THE MEDIA---
WE SHOULD CONFRONT EACH-OTHER�S CON-FLICTING CHARATHERISTICS WITH CALCULATED CYNISYSIM, CONFRONTING CLYNICALY CORPESED CLICHɒS CORGIALLY.

DEGRADATION OF DIPLOMACY SHOULD BE A DISTINCT DETAILED DESTRUCTION---
DROPPING SOCIAL DUMPS OF DEGRADATION DRENCHED WITH DECISIONS DEVISTATING THE DELIGHTED DICKHEADS DETERMEINED TO DEVILUTIONIZE OUR DESTINED BUT YET DEJA� VU DOWNWARD DIVING DRUNKIN� DERELICT DISTRAUGHT AND �

EASILY EXPLOITED ELABERATLEY ENTICED�
EXISTENCE ENGINEERED FOR AND BY EVIL.
OUR ENLIGHTENED GOAL IS AN EXQUISIT EQAULLY ERATICT EQAUTION OF ELLATED EXALTINSIALLISM EMPLOYED IN AN EXERCISE BY THE DEVIL CAPITLIZEING ON AN EFFECT THAT EFFORTLUSSLY ENGULFS YOU IN AND END-LESS�

FISHING EXPIDITION---
FINALLY FINISHING IN A FINATICALY FULL-FILLING FUCK-FEST OF A DENSE LEGION OF FREQEUNTLY FICTICOUS FRIENDS ALL FAVORING ONE ANOTHER�S FRICTIONLESS DAILY DECISIONS TO FOLLOW THE CROWD ---
FEELING AND FONDELING EACH OTHERS EGO TILL SENDING THE GROUP�S COLLECTIVELY FUCKED-UP FIDELITY FONDNESS AND FAITH IN DOING WHAT THEIR TOLD IS WRITE INTO A FROTHY FUSILLADE OF FERMENTED FRAYING FUSSING AND FISTICUFFS FIGHTING AGAINST ANYONE WHO FINDS HIS THOUGHTS TELLING HIM TO FIND OUT FOR HIMSELF�
FIRMLY FURTHERING AND FRUITFULY BEARING�

GRATEFUL GIFTS OF �GOD-GIVEN� SELF-RITCHOUSESS---
GUT WRENCHING COMINGS AND GOINGS OF GOOD AND BAD---
GLUTENY AND GUILT---
GUILDED MIS-GIVINGS OF SELF-PROCLAIMED �

HAPPINESS.
HIGHLY HAP-LESS IN RIGHT---
HAVING FULLY SOLD HEARTS AND MINDS TO HELL ON EARTH EXCEPTANCE---
HURRIDLY HALTING HEAVEN AND HOLINESS---
WE HAPPILY HERETIC HUMAN BEINGS DREAM�

INVISIONING AN IN-ACCESSABLE INTELECT---
INCOMPASSING THE IDIOTIC INFANT LIKE HAPPINESS OF BLISS IN STUPIDITY---
IS AN ACT IMPOSSABLY IN-ACCESSABLE BY OUR IN-EPT INSANE AND INCAPASSITAED SOCIAL INSIGHT.

whenever you find you are on the side of Majority it is time to pause and reflect." Mark Twain

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