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Subject: @->-- A Rose for my Creator Author: Dorjan, Hayden [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 18:30:48 12/10/06 Sun In reply to: Keir 's message, "I Don't Wanna Die" on 18:09:10 12/10/06 Sun Dorjan caught the door quietly, moving into the room confidently behind Keir. As soon as he had entered, Hayden's eyes opened and the fledgling moved without being addressed or asked. The new vampire met Dorjan halfway in the room, on his knees with a pleading look on his face. One hand crumpled in the front of Dorjan's shirt as the other grasped his waistband. There were tremors in his arms, and the plane of muscle on his back was glossed with sweat. "Please..." it escaped him as a small whine, "Master..." Dorjan reached a hand out to stroke Hayden's hair, and the fledgling rested his head against the vampire's lower stomach. It seemed like his whole body had tremors now, and the clinging was almost desperate. "Shhh, Hayden. It's alright." He kept stroking his hair as he spoke, keeping his voice low and soothing. "I've brought you someone to keep you company. This is little one is Keir. He's going to take care of you." The fledgling glanced over at Keir vaguely, eyes hungry for something the young one couldn't offer. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> [> Subject: A Kiss By A Rose Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:56:22 12/10/06 Sun Keir nearly jumped out of his new white cotton socks when the male on the bed sat up. It startled him even more that his Master had come in as well. The exchange seemed to twist something deep in the boy, some longing that he'd never had. When Keir heard his name, he remembered just where he was: in a dark room with a half-crazed vampire who he was supposed to take care of somehow. The shifter stayed where he was, but bowed stiffly. Keir looked up briefly to see black-blue eyes needing something other than him right now. "Umm...Master? Shall I...leave for now?" Nothing about the fact that he couldn't see anything in the hallway, or that he had been ordered to listen to this crazy superhuman being. Nope, just asking for permission to go do something else. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- A Rose By Any Other Name? Author: Dorjan, Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:09:17 12/10/06 Sun The caring in which Dorjan was handling Hayden was not the same thing that was shown to Keir. In contrast, when Dorjan leveled his own gaze on the young shifter it was relentless. "You have your orders, boy." There was no mark of compassion in his tone or his gaze. Yet he turned his mood in an instant, bending down towards Hayden. The hand that had been clutched in the front of his shirt grabbed his collar as it came within his range, begging the other vampire down to him farther. Dorjan's mouth met Hayden's at an odd angle, and the fledgling seemed to try his best to be swallowed by the other. They remained outwardly frozen for a few long moments as an internal invitation was offered and received. Finally, Dorjan broke the kiss and righted himself, leaving Hayden to rock back on his knees, hands behind him for support, staring up at his master. "Now, behave yourself with Keir. He's not yours." Dorjan's voice was heavier, and it was no illusion that his pants weren't as loose as they had been earlier. Hayden remained on the floor, though he issued a small, throaty whine, as Dorjan turned for the door. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Smells Like A Rose Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:19:57 12/10/06 Sun Keir just stared blankly. Had they just...? Keir shoved the thought out of his mind. The dark hid his blush, for which he was thankful. He'd witnessed his first kiss. It was bound to happen, but not between two men. The kitty shifter swallowed a second lump in his throat, trying to get something out of it. But then, another thought crossed his mind, would he be treated like that? Hazel eyes shot open wide as panic spread through his system. He couldn't calm himself down because he was beginning to hyperventilate. He'd held hands with a girl before (only once, because he was escorting her for practice) and Krev and his Master because he was scared or in a different situation. That was the extent of his sexual history. Now, he was to be caretaker of one of the biggest lengends in sex history. The boy clenched his jaw and cut off any further excess noise that he emitted. He'd make due of his promise to the Master. He'd see Krev again, for sure. He took a small step forward and bowed again. His voice was whispering and nervous. "Is there anything you need, sir?" [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- Death to Roses Author: Dorjan, Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:26:40 12/10/06 Sun The door clicked closed behind Dorjan's exit, and the master vampire went off to do who exactly beyond him knew what before meeting Krev for dinner. It was really just going to be a few hours of Kier being with Hayden. Dorjan expected the other to learn a fair amount in this time, or to fail and be killed by the fledgling that couldn't control himself. It would make dinner interesting, to say the least. Hayden stared after Dorjan, another whimper catching in his throat as Keir spoke to him. Slowly, his head turned to view the shifter as if for the first time. And it really was the first time he actually saw him for being there and independent of Dorjan, not belonging to some hallucination or half-dream. It was a long while before Hayden finally spoke, "No," on which his voice cracked and bent into something very unmanly. His shoulders were shaking a bit, and the trembling was heavy in his arms and lower back. He needed, no wanted, no -needed-... he didn't know what. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Sometimes, It Helps To Just Stomp On Them Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:34:23 12/10/06 Sun The panic returned when the black-blue eyes were turned on him again. He suppressed it this time, though. He was getting better at it, though, hopefully, Keir would never outright panic and run screaming from the room. Hopefully. Surprise crossed his face at the sheer determination in not acknoledging the facts as the boy shook his head. With all the knowledge of an eight year-old, Keir stated with a firm voice, "You need a hug, a soft blankie, and someone to talk to." He glanced around and asked in a more nervous voice, "Do you have any blankies?" [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- I Was a Rose Once Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:50:21 12/10/06 Sun The fledgling was trying to get to his feet as Keir spoke, apparently ignoring him. It wasn't working either, the trembling in his legs was far too much to allow him to support his weight. The other question, which was almost too pointed to simply ignore, made him uneasy. With a heave, he was on his feet, and stumbling back towards the bed. He collapsed into the sheets with a sigh, and squirmed to place his head under the pillow. He was definitely ignoring Keir. But it was better than yelling and screaming and throwing the little kid against a wall, right? That was a marked improvement from what had happened to Kuro, right? He was getting better... maybe. Somewhat. Or perhaps he was just calm because of his master's parting gift. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: I Was A Kitty Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:54:59 12/10/06 Sun Keir took a small tour around the room, looking for suitable blankies that passed his rigorious inspection. Alas, there were none. When he looked back, Hayden looked dead. In fact, he was. The boy made his way towards the bed and sat on the edge of it. "What's sex?" he asked cocking his head slightly to the side. It was a cute gesture used in a non-cute situation. Clearly, someone was going to have to educate him. In the boy's defense, he was only trying to get his new trainer's mind off of whatever it was that was plaguing him. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- I Am Dead Now Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:03:22 12/10/06 Sun It was an odd question indeed, and yet it seemed like the bait was taken. The vampire uncurled lightly from his position to look at the boy. His face was blank, but there was a light in his eyes that hadn't been there before. Something that promised danger and the unknown. "You mean you don't know?" His voice was low and soft, luring like hot chocolate on a cold day. "Am I ...supposed to teach you that?" Even with the lure, he sounded like a small child, younger than Keir even. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: What Do You Want Me To Do About It? Mourn? Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:10:36 12/10/06 Sun Keir shrugged, not nervous anymore, but somewhat more angry at Krev for not telling him in the first place. "Nobody told me what it was, and you're supposed to be this great expert on it, so I figured I'd ask you." He pouted for a minute, remembering all the times Krev had said "It's not the right time" or "Someone else will tell you". He crossed his arms in front of his chest, while pouting, but then gave it up. His character wasn't one to pout. He let it go and turned back to Hayden. "So, what am I gonna learn?....Sir" Perhaps he was getting too comfortable in the blond's presence already. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- Breath Me Life Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:19:08 12/10/06 Sun Hayden stared at the younger boy, eyes wavering to something more passive before he finally nodded slowly. Extricating himself from under the sheets and sitting upright, he sighed. He hadn't ever taught anyone these things before, let alone told them how to do them. "It's something you do to make others feel good, or yourself, or both at times. Male and female, male and male. Most people have preferences." He ran a hand through his bangs briefly, sighing. "You know the parts?" Damn, this was awkward. He was used to being so... formal about discussing i, using language that meant other things than what they were talking about. Yet he had to be plain with this child. Child. He was... a child. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Does That Involve Kissing? Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:28:00 12/10/06 Sun He raised a hand, just like they'd taught him in class. "Is kissing sex, sir? Like...what happened earlier..?" He finished his statement quietly, his blush creeping back. So, if his thinking was correct, then kissing a boy would be sex. But, it didn't make him feel good. It actually got uncomfortable sometimes. "The parts, sir?" There were parts?!, his mind screamed. This was getting too complicated. But, Hayden seemed to at be reacting, so Keir withstood the onslaught to his mental capacity. "I know girls have bigger chests, and that they sit down to go to the bathroom, sir." For an 8 year-old, he was lagging, sadly. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- Bring Me Back Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:17:17 12/11/06 Mon A little more of an aggravated sigh rose from his throat. This wasn't going well at all, especially since he wasn't even sure what the other was doing in here with him to begin with. "No, but it can lead to it. It's a part of it, at least. An important part, I suppose." His gaze shifted to the corner of his eyes, looking away at the hallway that led to the bathroom. "It's part of foreplay." Oh dear, Keir was going to have all kinds of new vocabulary to share with Krev that night. At the sand cat's last question, a bit of a blush crept into Hayden's face despite his being dead. He didn't even know...? At least... he knew something, right? Anyone with eyes knew that, though. "The physical parts. The difference between male and female, for one." Did he need to teach the kid about two females as well? Hayden wasn't even sure about that side of things, though he'd certainly seen it. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Back Into Hell On Earth? Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:38:31 12/11/06 Mon Keir's mind rapidly rushed through possible outcomes to the earlier events. So, if kissing was foreplay, and that led to sex, then Master and Hayden would have...No. Again, the boy thrust (punpun) the thought from his mind. No thinking about it now. Maybe later. He put down his hand and intertwined his fingers in his lap. He would listen and learn from this apparent sex legend (turned vampire virgin lol). So, foreplay was anything that led to sex, but what the hell was it? "How does it work, sir? What happens other than kissing?" His brow furrowed in thought. "What happens with the parts?" Obviously, if males and females were different, then there surely was a reason for it. He pulled his legs further onto the bed and curled his arms around them. His chin topped his kneecaps and hazel eyes blinked at the older male. This man was his new trainer, so Keir would listen to him and follow his every word, just like the boy had promised his Master. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- Show Me Humanity Again Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:35:49 12/11/06 Mon He waited, perhaps not so patiently, for the other to process his thoughts and pose his next question. He was hoping that the boy would get things on his own. Was hoping, and had those hopes smashed into tiny tiny pieces, thrown under a steam engine, baked into a pie, fed to a rabid jackrabbit, and crapped out in little pellets. With a more frustrated sigh, he shook his head. "Lots of things happen beyond that. With male and female, for one, it can get the female pregnant." This was difficult. Beyond difficult. And he was blushing like a maniac. He was used to performing the acts, not... discussing them. "Look, this stuff isn't exactly easy to explain." [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: I Have Plenty To Share Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:00:06 12/11/06 Mon Keir nodded once to show that he understood what his new trainer was doing for him and hid his face in his arms. "I was just curious, sir." The boy tried to hide the blush that was creeping into his face now. "Uhm...does that mean today's lesson is over, sir?" The blond boy wasn't sure how much more he could take of this sexual education. It was boggling his mind. In fact, Keir just wanted to think over what Hayden had told him. He'd overheard something passing by the bathroom in his old mansion once. He just couldn't get it out of his head now. "Hayden, sir...is sex and fucking the same thing?" It was just about the only vulgar term he knew, but hadn't known it to be so. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- I'll Take What I Can Get Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:09:49 12/11/06 Mon Lesson? Hayden blinked for a few moments, then finally nodded. "Yeah, I guess so." Oh, but he wasn't so lucky for things to stop there. Oh no. The kid kept talking. It was really starting to get on his nerves. Really, honestly, despite the blush that was now bright red across his too-pale cheeks. He shouldn't be wasting all that blood, it was going to make him hungry. But, then again, the poor little fledgling probably wasn't even aware of that little effect. "It's crude, but I suppose to. It's not really something I'd call it." Yet that was his personal preference. Then again, Krev would probably agree with that personal preference of Hayden's. The older shifter probably didn't need his young charge bouncing around screaming that term out. Even if it would make people laugh, or stare. Or hit him. Either'd be entertaining, really. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Take This Little One's Heart Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:21:20 12/11/06 Mon Keir, now confident that he wasn't failing at life, looked up, no more embarassment on his face, but a light of curiosity. "Is the woman always so noisy, sir? And, you said that there were preferences, like males and males. Does that mean that one of the men is noisy, too?" If Krev were here, he'd smack the kid across the head and drag him out of polite company to scold him. However, the older shifter was most likely with Dorjan about now, talking about past things. The hazel eyes that were at first shy to look anywhere but the owner's feet, now watched the vampire intently, waiting for an answer. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- If You Give It to Me Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:48:13 12/11/06 Mon If Hayden had had something in his mouth to choke on, he would have. As it was, he managed a pretty damn good job of it with just his tongue. His face was a bright splash of color against his normally pale complextion. He took a few minutes to consider things, and get himself under control, before responding. "Sometimes, sometimes not. But, either the person on top or bottom can be noisy. Even both at times. It just depends on the person." Hayden's head was starting to hurt. Laying back down on the bed, he stared up at the ceiling and ignored the tightness in his throat. He was good at ignoring things. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: All You Have To Do Is Ask Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:52:10 12/11/06 Mon When his question was answered, Keir looked a bit confused. What he'd discovered upon peeking through the doorway to the bathroom wasn't anyone on top or bottom. He waited until the vampire had laid back down on the bed before voicing his thoughts. The inquiry was slow. "What if...someone's hanging by ropes from the ceiling, sir? Do they both still make a lot of noise, usually?" [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- I Don't Want THAT Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:07:55 12/11/06 Mon Hayden's head pounded at that point, and the male was terribly tempted to mewl and roll over. But as opposed to possibly making Dorjan mad for not doing what might now be his job, he sighed and tried to explain. "That's a different type of sex, something that you probably won't get trained in here. Some people like that, some don't." He raised a hand to his temple and rubbed absently, trying to keep the headache at bay. It wasn't working one bit, but at least it gave his hand something to do other than lay there and contemplate blood rushing over it. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: You...Don't Want Me? [sad pouty kitty eyes] Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:14:49 12/11/06 Mon "Does your head hurt, sir? Can I get you anything?" Keir automatically stood up from the bed and ran around in a small circle, contemplating what he could bring his new trainer to make the pain go away. In this field, Keir was uselessly cute, but useless nonetheless. "Let's not talk about sex and fucking anymore, sir, if it's making your head hurt." The little boy seemed to be taking the role of caretaker quite nicely. Albeit, he was more than a little annoying. Not to mention, useless. Did I already say that he's adorable? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: @->-- Broken Flower Author: Hayden [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:24:08 12/11/06 Mon As the boy got up from the bed, Hayden's attention moved from the ceiling to him. He leaned his head up from the mattress to look briefly before sighing and laying back down again. Headache. Just got worse. By a fair amount. "No, just be quiet." His tone was harsher than it had been before, thirst driving him to be a fair bit less polite to the younger boy. If he didn't want to be a meal, he needed to calm down, sit down, and shut up. "And don't use that word. I've already told you it's impolite." He nearly snapped. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Broken Heart Author: Keir [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:29:09 12/11/06 Mon Keir did, in fact, do three of the four things. He did sit down, right back on the bed, and shut up, and stop using that word. The only thing he didn't do was calm down. The boy's heart went pitter-patter as his wide hazel eyes watched a certain vampire. "Umm...then, what should I do, sir? Master Dorjan said I couldn't leave." [ Post a Reply to This Message ]