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Date Posted:18:57:49 09/25/02 Wed
Nightmares and Dreams
Petty little skeams
Day and Night
Screams of Terror and Fright
Pictures in my head
Thoughts of being better off dead
Feelings are lost
All my dreams I've tossed
Inspiration feels me up inside
Only in the end to go run and hide
My stomach feels as though I'm going down the squiggly slide
All of the thoughts in my mind
My true feelings are hard for anyone else to truley find
You see it's hard for me to share
When I can't always tell if anyone cares
Anger, Confusion, Addiction, Conviction
Confined to life and its confusing ways
I know how long I'm here to stay
Days, Weeks, Months maybe a year
I guess It depends on which direction I steer
Everything I feared as a child
Its all still there not major but mild
Afraid!!
Silence, Darkness, Little sounds that sneak up on me
Looking someone straight in the eyes
To afraid that they'll despise
Cold sweats and Night time threats
The feelof a warm hand
The soft stroke of love across my back
The feeling of soft words floating through my ear
I I can Open my eyes it will all be O.K.
I will do that much for her someday
Just maybe if I don't scare her away
The soft touch of " It will be alright "
It always takes away the pain in the middle of the night
The sweet smell of insurance when the thunder cracks
The feel of a warm someone pressing against my back
It takes away all the fear
Those sweet words " I Love You Dear"
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