OBOYSTOMPAROACH619,RO CALL -- KP POETRY

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Date Posted: 10:31:34 09/26/03 Fri
Author: SPANKY AKA E-DOG
Author Host/IP: 208.186.244.21
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OBOYSTOMPAROACH619,RO CALL

PEOPLE AINT NOTHIN NEW UP IN HERE IT JUST HARD TIME,WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL FOR BEING HERE, REALY, I DONT KNOW HOW 2 TELL YOU BUT WISHING YOU COULD SEE ME TRHOUGH THIS SCREEN,I NEED 2GET MY MIND AWAY FROM HERE, HERE'S A EXSAMPLE, IT REAL AND IT'S NOW 9:P.M, IN HERE IS VERY QUITE AROUND THIS TIME, MOST PEOPLE ARE A SLEEP FOR TOMORROW WORK, DOING NOTHG JUST WASTE TIME, HOW EVER, I'M TRYING TO GO BACC 2 SLEEP, BUT I CANT,BKUZZ EARLYER, I DRINK MY SELF A BIG SHOT OF COFFEE,SO I'M NOW WIDE AWAKE,AND THAT IS HOW IT GOT ME HERE, I'M WRIGHTING THIS TO YALL AND LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL FROM MY HEART,YALL PROBALY WONDERING WHY IM DRINKING AND SMOKEING,RIGHT? WELL, FIRST LET ME TELL YALL A LITTLE BITE OF MY SELF, 12 STRAIGHT UP YEAR I BEEN DOWN ALREADY, I REALY DONT HAVE A LIFE LIKE YALL DO, SOME PEOPLE SAY DO I LIVE? I ONLY LIVE ONE DAY AT A TIME, SOME TIME IT HARD, BUT YOU GOT 2 FIND AWAY 2 PASS 4 ANOTHER DAY GO T 2MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT,BLEAVE IT OR NOT WHEN I WAS OUT ON THE STREET 12 YEAR AGO, I WAS VERY YOUNG, I DONT SMOKE OR DRINK PERIOD, BUT NOW I'M DRINK AND SMOKE BKUZZ I LIKE THE TAST AND I LIKE WHAT IT DOSE FOR ME,IT KEEP ME CALM AND RELAXFUL, BUT THE WHOLD TIME OF DRINKING AND SMOKING IS TO GET MY MIND AWAY FROM HERE,I BLEIVE IT NOTHING BAD ABOUT IT, NO, HONESTLY,I SUGGEST YALL DONT USE IT, BUT FOR ME AND AT THIS TIME, I NEED IT, BKUZZ I BLEIVE THEY ARE MY ONLY FRIENDS, THEY KEEP ME BUSY N RELAX, WILL, 4 ALL MY KHMEER PEOPLE I SUGGEST YALL DONT SMOKE OR DRINK JOIN A GANG AINT GOOD, IF YALL COUNT ME AS AN KHMER, I SUGGEST YALL DONT JOIN A GANG,REALY, I DONT HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH IT, I CAN STOP WHEN I WANT, THE ONLY PROBLEM THAT I HAVE IS THE LOST EVERY MONTH, BUT THAT ALRIGHT, ENUOUGH ABOUT IT, BUT DO YALL PEOLPE UNDERTSAND? PRISON WILL TURN PRISON LIKE THAT.AGAIN, THERE IS NO HAPPY HERE, ESPECIALLY KNOWING WHAT I'D LOST, IT REALLY KILLING ME INSIDE, I ADMIT, SOME TIME I SMILE SOME TIME I CRY, I CRY BKUZZ I WANT TO HAVE WHAT YALL PEOPLE HAVE, WHAT YOU HAVE IS VERY SPECIAL,AND I WANT IT 2 FEEL IT ONE MORE TIME,I WONDER HOW HAPPY I AM JUST 2 WAKE UP AND SEE MY FAMILY FACE N MY KHMER PEOPLE, AND I WONDER HOW HAPPY AND FUN THAT IS JUST 2 GO OUT ON OUR NEW YEAR WITH FAMILY AND FREINDS, WELL PEOPLE, IF YALL COULD SEE ME NOW, I JUST TOOC A LONG DEEP BREATH OF HARD TIMEING, THIS IS IT,AND THAT ALL I CAN DO IS WISHING, DREAMING AND HOPE IS ALL I HAVE, AND THE ONLY THING THAT KEEP ME STRONG, KHMER HOW ARE YOUR PARENT DOING? PLEASE SEND MY GREETING WITH MY TWO HANDS UP, I WANNA WISH THEM WELL AND 2 HAVE A LONG LIFE.... KHMER SMILE NOW & CRY LATER'

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