Subject: Alex... What the fuck?! |
Author:
Laura
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Date Posted: 13:55:48 01/15/01 Mon
In reply to:
ali.p
's message, "Re: sick ppl" on 10:20:46 01/15/01 Mon
Alex, what the fuck do you think you're doing? You and Tighe were supposed to be friends, man!! And as fucking usual, i'm stuck in the middle. You're supposed to be one of my best friends, AL. So why did you tell Cod Locker that i helped you write that "Big fan of the anti..." message? I mean, you've explained it to me once already, but i still don't understand. You hurt me. But now, i'm kinda getting past caring. If you're willing to drag my name through the mud, just to save your sorry ass, then fuck it. I don't need 'friends' like that. Nor do Cod Locker. I wrote you a letter the other night, to give to you today, because i didn't want to discuss it face to face, cuz you've changed, and i was scared that you'd hit me. I can't believe that i'm scared of you ALex!! Whats gone wrong? We'll never be the same will we? Its all ruined, and all because of this pointless fucking board. But Al... i've told you already, this message shit has gone too far. I never wanted to drop you in it, and i was quite willing to keep quiet for you, but you have to understand that i can't lie to my friends. Alex asked me if it was you. Did you expect me to lie? You know how shit i am at lying. I don't want to hurt you Al, and i assure you, this is hurting me, as much as it is you, but Alex knew my answer before i had to say anything. He's known for as long as Tighe who S Club 7 is. He's just too fucking nice to do anything about it, and he didn't want to believe it. You're supposed to be best friends. Maybe you can get through this somehow... You have to try. But you have to understand that i'm not to blame for any of this, so don't bother getting pissed off at me, its you who'll get hurt. I've done nothing wrong. You probably think i've betrayed you... but i had to choose between you, and i couldn't lie. And if you were willing to blame me for things i hadn't done, then there should be no problem in me verifying the point of what you have done. There's really no point getting pissed off at Dave. He was right to suspect you. If you're gonna get angry at anyone, let it be me. If you're gonna beat anyone up, let it be me... I'm the one who exposed you, so i'm the only one you should be trying to hurt. To be fair though, you can't hurt me any more than you already have. Guess this'll have to be goodbye then, at least until we meet in a dark alley or whatever... Fuck it, i don't give a shit. I know lots of scary people...
Laura xx
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