Date Posted:23:33:30 07/25/02 Thu Author: sara Subject: photographs
i see her face in my camera and i hate it. i cant understand my spite. maybe because its your eye looking through. do you think shes prettier than me?
its amazing how the camera truly hides any emotion. you cant tell whats real, which smiles are fake. i don’t know why i hate having my picture taken. maybe cause ive see too many phony smiles.
i woke up today.
i think i wanna be a photographer when i grow up. one of the ones that arent seen so they dont take pictures of those fake smile. then you can take the pictures of what people don’t want to see. like pictures of the happiest people crying at their most vunerable moment. prove that no one knows what its like to truly be happy. is this such a wrong thing to wanna prove. happiness should only exist in dreams. come on now, let this be fair for everyone.
theres no pride in freezing misery forever in a photograph.
