Date Posted:19:08:14 12/20/02 Fri Author: matt Subject: falling over tragedy
these temporary solutions to permanent problems have finally fallen down searching for a dead love that we knew was wrong from the start through pain and hate we pay the price that we could have never owed making mistakes that cannot be fixed and falling down again suicide is only comforting the first time i run through the maze and i open every door but i never take the time to look in i wander around lost in a sea of walls and i should be able to find my way out taking comfort in my rotting surroundings as they fall down around me as i stand in front of the final brick wall and know you're on the other side i make every effort to tear down that wall and you sit there and sleep away and when you wake you tell me you still care and i try as hard as i can and i beat the wall with my fists my blood dripping from the wall i sceam fuck you and finally walk away
