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Date Posted: 20:19:40 09/24/02 Tue
Author: wretched soul
Subject: lost feeling

losing my feeling seems so hard but why should it, when it was so easy to lose my regrets, i'm so fucking pissed off at life, why the fuck do i deserve this, the pain, of just waking up everyday, and not fucking knowing whats gonna happen, shouldn't i know what i'm going to do by now? i'm so fucking lost, and i just don't fucking know, all this fucking pain, this fucking confusion, why do i need to be alive, why do i need to be alive to feel this shit, what did i do that ever brought me to breath every fucking day just so i can cry myself to sleep. why the fuck did i ever think things were going to be ok, that things were gonna work themselves out, thats gonna fucking happen, if i had to struggle to breath i wouldn't even put up a fight, but i know myself, i'm a coward, and i could never take my life myself, i can just sit here and beg fate to take me early, why the fuck can't i lose my feelings.

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