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Subject: Re: Java


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Date Posted: 17:14:39 09/21/05 Wed
In reply to: C. Franklin 's message, "Re: Java" on 14:33:38 09/21/05 Wed

Yo - Franklin
I can totally relate to this. The whole mom thing, job thing, earing in lip thing (but I think they call ita "lipling" - Dunno realy.) I swallowed mine the other day - that was tough. So I'm crazy about this guy my mom hates - isn't that always the way? But our interests vary so and I'm not good at telling him "no."
My brother said to me once, "as long as a guy thinks he has even the slightest
chance of getting into a girl's pants - he'll keep trying and he’ll say whatever it takes to do it." I never want to believe people are like that but it plays in my head and I know I’m open season to him. Like a deer caught in headlights.
I don’t really think he is that way but I feel so naïve when everything keeps coming back to that.

Then there’s the analyzing thing. That thing where you say you're sad and he remarks about your jeans or maybe your birthday passed and he said he was going to get you a pack of gum which would have been great if only he really had of. Not that you wanted it you just wanted to know that he thought enough about you to make the effort.

But then that's not what we're about. And I can't be about all that. I’ve tried and I can’t.

I don't even have a job. I just finished school. Life should give more than this. I don't want to say "goodbye" but for so many, many reasons I can't be there for that and I know this conversation is such a round about. Everything is changing. I want to get my own place. I don't want to meet him in his car. That makes me feel just awful. And that's what I see cause my room mates will always be around and I cry and cry because life just isn't fair. And I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to be hurt and I don't want to have this conversation but nothing seems to make it right. I know it and if he knows it

Oh the drama of it all......

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