I am so sorry for your loss. What a traumatic experience that must have been. I'm glad you posted here and I want to encourage you and say that it took a lot of courage to just write down what you did.
Wanting to heal and move on emotionally is very important. This site can be a little quiet - but here is another one for you to check out:
Author:
Mari (sad and mad at the same time.)
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Date Posted:16:00:36 12/06/07 Thu
Hi My boyfriend and I have only been together for 3 1/2 years. I got pregnant the first time on July 18, 2004 after only knowing my guy for only 3 months. I had my first ultrasound in september of that year I was 6 weeks pregnant and my son was born on April 06, 2005. After I had my son 6 weeks later me and my boyfriend were having sex again although I was on the Depo it didn't help me it just gave me high blood pressure and it physically got me sick to my stomach till this day I'm unable to use any kind of birthcontrol do to the rare side effects that I get form them. Anyway back to my story. After my son was born me and my boyfriend were having sex again 5 or 6 months later I got pregnant again and being only 21 in school and only having a part time job we decided that we couldnt have a second child and to soon. So in November of 2005 we decided to have an abortion I was 8 weeks when I aborted. Till this day we feel bad for the desicion that we made but at that time it was the right one. At first i was depressed I was missing work and eventually got fired. Now being 2 years later and my son now being 2 1/2 years old were talking about having another one in a year or 2 but I think it might be sooner i'll be able to find out in 2 weeks if I'm pregnant.
