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[> Subject: Re: pain and lonliness...but mostly guilt
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Author:
Pat
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Date Posted: 23:36:34 02/26/06 Sun
Angelica,
You have done everything you need to do to be forgiven except accept God's forgiveness! That's tough, but you can experience healing. God assures you that if you ask for forgiveness and believe in Jesus, you will receive it.
Remember Paul? He had been the murderer of Christians. I suspect he had murdered quite a few. But God forgave him and made him into an Apostle. And if God can and will do that for Paul, He can and will do it for you.
Please visit your local crisis pregnancy agency. They often have counseling available for people in your position. I don't know how well your counseling is working out, but if your counselor isn't specifically trained in counseling abortion experienced women, it will be helpful for you to receive counseling from someone who is. If you are already visiting a counselor with this training, keep it up! It is important to go to someone who can give you a hug when you need it. Also, visiting web sites that have discussion boards is very helpful. Kris has a good idea.
Also, it may help if you make a memorial to your children, or plant a tree or something of that nature. You can have memorial pages on the internet. You can also name your children. All of this is helpful to some people.
We will be praying for you.
Hugs,
Pat
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