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MEGAN
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Date Posted: 21:32:54 03/20/06 Mon
In reply to:
Erica
's message, "My regret" on 03:24:33 01/27/06 Fri
HI HOW ARE YOU. I HAD AN ABORTION 3/18/06 AND THE SITUATION WAS THE SAME AS YOURS ALMOST. MY BOYFRIEND HAS A CHILD FROM A PRIOR GIRLFRIEND BUT WHEN FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT PRESSURED ME INTO HAVING AN ABORTION, I KNOW ITS AWFUL BUT NOW I CANT EVEN SEE HIM WITH HIS CHILD, IT KILLES ME, THAT THAT CHILD WAS OK TO BE HERE BUT MINE HE FELT WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I THINK THE BIGGEST PART OF MY HURT IS ALOT OF ME FEELING THAT I WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BEAR HIS CHILD, THE 1ST DAY IT HAPPEN HE WAS SO GOOD TO ME HE CAME WITH ME AND STAYED WITH ME THAT WHOLE DAY AND THE NEXT DAY, BUT THEN I GOT SO UPSET AND ANGRY OUT OF NOWHERE AT HOM THAT I TOLD HIM I HATED HIM AND SINCE THEN HE HAS BEEN A JERK, HE DOESNT WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING ABOUT THIS ANYMORE AND ALTHOUGH HE CRYED AND SHOWED EMOTION AT FIRST THATS AS FAR AS IT WENT, HE NO LONGER CARES, LIKE ITS OVER AND HES SET FREE, I FEEL LIKE ALL HE CARED ABOUT WAS IT BEIN DONE AND ALTHOUGH IT HURT HIM I DONT THINK HELL EVER HURT AS MUCH AS ME. I REGRET THE DECISION I MADE TRULEY I DO, AND I DONT THINK THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO BE WITH HIM AFTER THIS, THE BAD FEELINGS I HAVE TOWARD HIM ARE SO BITTER. ANYWAYS JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW TAHT YOU ARE NOT ALONE, IM HURT OVER THE ABORTION BUT IM ALSO HURT OVER MY BOYFRIEND AND HOW EVERYTHING HAPPEN
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