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Date Posted: 22:40:37 10/09/04 Sat
In reply to:
Dee
's message, "hello" on 20:12:48 10/05/04 Tue
I am going through the same thing. I feel so empty and I cry all the time- especially when I am alone. The other night I cried myself to sleep and woke up with puffy eyes- when I go to work I do not think about it- but everytime I look at my students ( I am a teacher) I always wonder if my child would have the personality of josh or amber or whomever. That's when I start to feel the pain in my heart and the isolation. I feel like a zombie. I am 31 and I had the abortion because I am not married -- and the father is a drunk and crazy as hell. He would have harrassed me and the child for the rest of my life so at a moment of weakness I decided to have the abortion. Now I am regretting it- I know I would have made a wonderful mother- even a single mom if I had to. I just don't know. I hope you start to feel better; I really do because I do know the pain you are going through.
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