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courtney
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Date Posted: 21:37:11 03/10/05 Thu
In reply to:
Hope
's message, "Still Struggling" on 13:27:15 03/03/05 Thu
I Have just recently had my first experience with abortion about 6 days ago... needless to say it hasnt taken years to catch up to me! I am 17 years old and living on my own for about a year now, I have been dating my boyfriend for a year and a half. when I got found out I was pregnant I was so scared I didnt know what I was supposed to do I felt scared and alone when I told my boyfriend he was so supportive he said that it was a blessing and we could do it that he would work his ass off to take care of us! I was still scared, and the next day would recomend abortion that it was just a medical procedure like open heart surgery! I went back and fourth trying to make a decision buit I knew I didnt have much time, so I decided to do THE SMART thing.. I had the abortion!! when I walked into the room I thought to myself "walk out" and I dont know why I didnt listen! in the waiting room there were so many girls most of them acted like they didnt care what they had just gone through with, but I did!! and I wanted it back!! I want it back I want to go back in time and change it!! I want my baby! I cant believe that I did that to my own flesh and blood to something so precious! I hate we woke up and his feelings had changed, he said that abortion would be the smart thing and that I should think about it, well I already had thought about it and it was an option! I called my dad and asked for his opinion he of course said i should do what i felt but that he myself for it and I dont know how I am EVER going to get over this!! PLEASE HELP!!!
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