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Devin

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Date Posted: 15:22:43 08/16/06 Wed

I had an abortion a couple of months ago. i have posted before. My behavior of self destruction has gotten worse. I cut myself, i drink myself to sleep, etc. My boyfriend sometimes asks me whats wrong but i cant even speak. I have contacted project rachel but im embarrassed. i dont know if ill ever get over this. I have accepted the loss but ijust want my baby back. I find myself trying to trick my boyfriend into getting me preganant again. i just want a baby so bad. something is seriously wrong with me and i know it but i just cant seem to do anything about it. i want to be a mom. i could have been such a good mom and i threw it away. my heart just aches and aches. i want to go out there and scream to people just what it is like to have an abortion. no one told me about this. im so lost and lonely. i cry myself to sleep everynight and have horrible nightmeres. i just want another baby so bad but deep down i know it wont replace my first one i brutally murdered. he didnt even have a chance, i just stole any chance of a great life from him. imsso depressed and i hate the clinic. i cant drive down that road i have to take alterial routes because i lose it when i drive there. someone please help me. i need one on one help. please

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Author: Diane Cheryl [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 02:18:45 08/17/06 Thu Dear Devin, Please email me at DCHERYL51@yahoo.com I'm going to put you in touch with a friend of mine. Also here is a # for post abortion healing. Please don't be afraid or whatever to call. The lady is a personal friend of mine--just tell her Diane Wooley put you in contact. http://www.redeemedforlife.com or toll free at 1-866-426-5875