Date Posted:17:04:24 09/09/03 Tue Author: Piknim Subject: Inside
I see into the murky,yet clear depths
of all the thoughts and emotions swimming round my mind,
I realize that I have never been so confused,
and I know all the shrinks could be right.
I heave a deep sigh and think,
That I must work harder to hide,
All the things I think and know,
so no one will see,no one will realize.
What do I do? My instincts have never failed me yet,
And still I'm so unsure,
My life and sanity are walking a knife's edge,
one way to keep,one way to lose.
Rumors bubbling all around me,
and yet I don't know how they found out,
I wish they'd just leave me alone,
And let me get on with figuring this out.
But still I stay the way I am,
And I know I like it that way,
But sometimes I'm not sure if there's not something else,
Something better,something familiar yet new.
OOC:I feel like I"m going into a bout of random writing. ANybody have any names for all my unnamed ones?
