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Author: della |
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Date Posted: 23:17:04 07/25/03 Fri In reply to: della 's message, "you know..." on 18:19:59 06/26/03 Thu I hate being like this. What the hell is WRONG with me?! Why can't I be single and happy at the same time? Why am I alone just not good enough for myself? And why him? Why HIM of all people? 'Cause he's less likely to hurt me. But I'm more likely to hurt HIM, and that would hurt me more. And why does he scare me more than Greg did? I had no problem with Greg, because it was all physical. Mike scares me because it's not. But that doesn't stop me from thrilling when his fingers brush against mine... You see? I am pathetic. I can't post this in my livejournal, Mike reads that. At least here it will be read by no one except for maybe Greg, and Greg doesn't count. He's part of my territory again, he can know. I don't care. Mike is part of the territory as well, just a part that I'm nervous around, because I'm not sure he really wants to be. Well, I know he wants to be, it's obvious in his eyes, but I doubt still because it doesn't make sense. Fau! I hate this. meh. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |