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Date Posted: 22:26:46 06/06/05 Mon
Author: Adam Baldwin
Subject: Moving on...

No two people see events the same way.
Everybody�s truth is different.
This is my truth.

Brian and I started Mecha Messiah back in the day and with the help of Jerad and Barlow we�ve worked our asses off to get where we are today. We all have a lot to proud of. Anyone who knows me at all knows that music has and will always be a huge part of my life plain and simple. I love drumming and I have ever since I started, nothing beats being up on stage and playing in front of people that are into your music. Nothing ever will. Anyone who�s ever been in a band and played in front of people know exactly what I�m talking about. It�s always been a personal goal of my bandmates and I to play at the Delta Lion and after months of fingers being crossed it happened with the luck of Devils Right Hand. The show at the Lion was mind blowing, not only did we get to play with amazing musicians that we our honored to call our friends but we made a shitload of money for cancer research. A sincere thank you to everyone that came to the show, and all the staff at the Delta Lion that helped make the night possible. We should all be proud of how successful that night turned out.

Now you ask yourself why the post in the forum? For two reasons: people need to know the truth and all of the truth. Secondly they need to be able to read this without it getting taken down right away at least not for a couple of days anyways. I�m sure everyone has heard rumors about my health condition, and why I didn�t play the show on the second. I�d like to say for the record that I�m a very open person but there are certain things that I like to keep private, and my health has always been one of them. Things have been said from people that claim to be my friends, and people that don�t know me at all, as well as people that I�ve stopped talking to because of these issues. You all know who you are. Due to certain animosities and accusations that have been presented to me recently and some not so recently I�ve had to take some drastic measures. My main course of action is to ultimately do what I haven�t wanted to do from the start, make my life an open book. The reason I was so against doing this in the first place is that I didn�t want the pity or the sympathetic looks and essentially I didn�t want people to feel sorry for me. But since my word isn�t good enough and since people don�t respect my wishes my life doesn�t get to stay private.

So here�s the whole story. I woke up one morning in a lot of pain, my left arm was aching, I didn�t think anything of it because at the time my tendons were acting up quite a bit. After I got out of the shower I noticed a bump near my veins in my left forearm, worried I called my doctors office immediately. I was unable to get into see him because he was booked solid. I went to a walk in clinic and was told by a doctor that it was a cyst nothing to worry about. I made an appointment to see my doctor based on advice of the walk in clinic doctor. No big deal. Two days later I saw my doctor, and he verified that it was a cyst also, that was the end of that or so I thought. Within weeks I started having slight pain in my chest, so I went back to my doctor to get checked out, worried that it was a blood clot I was put on an emergency list for a cat scan. Cat scans normally take months to get into unless you are on an emergency list. In my case it was every major hospital in Vancouver and even as far away as hospitals in Whistler. I received a phone call from doctor around eight thirty one night weeks after I was put on the waiting list. But because it was such short notice and no one was around, people were working etc. I had to go it alone, not so much fun when you�re scared to death but shit happens. I drove downtown to meet my doctor, at VGH hospital because it was the closest. I was then transported to Burnaby General by ambulance because the time issue was so important. I got the results within three hours of being at the hospital, it was discovered then that I three clots in total. The bump on my arm turned out to be a clot, the second one was in my left leg and the third was in one of the vein that leads to my heart. My doctor informed me that night that the clot in my arm and leg were not as serious as the one in my chest. His concern was the location of the third one, if it moved it would head straight for my heart, something that would be life threatening. So immediately that night my results were sent out to the top specialists for analysis. For those of you who don�t know there are different types of blood clots, some of them aren�t minor and some of them are life threatening. Normally when you deal with blood clots you�d go on blood thinners and you�d be fine in no time, unfortunately I�m deathly allergic to aspirin and all blood thinners are made with an aspirin base. If I took any blood thinners I�d be dead within minutes. My other two options to get rid of the clot in my chest were firstly to have blood filtration done. That involves being hooked up to a machine similar to kidney dialysis. One tube goes into your body taking the blood out pumping it through the machine, while the machine filters and thins my blood, another tube pumps my new blood back into my body. The problem with that option was that the new blood in my system would be free of any antibodies that I�ve developed over the years. I wouldn�t have an immune system left. Surgery wasn�t an option because of the location of the clot, they wouldn�t be able to go through my chest they would have to go through my back and they would more than likely cut through my central nervous system causing paralysis from the neck down. And if I chanced this surgery I would have to pay a total of 75,000 because the medical system doesn�t consider this a necessary surgery. Basically I was fucked there was nothing I could do to make this go away. I had another option open and that was a hospital procedure that sends electric volts to the clot to try and get it to break up in pieces. Causing it to pass through my bloodstream safely, because of the delicate area where my clot was located they would have to lower the voltage power or they might send me into cardiac arrest. I decided to take my chances, this procedure hurts so bad because it does feel like you�re getting shocked it�s horrible. Anyways it didn�t work, I decided to make another hospital appointment and try it a second time. I did and that didn�t work so in the same visit I made them do it a third time, they were against it I told them to do it anyways. Bad idea not only was my chest hurting so badly that I couldn�t stand up I threw up blood in the middle of the procedure and they had to stop, later that night I filled a toilet bowl. That was when I first threw/coughed up blood. It was around this time that certain people started saying things behind my back people I thought were my friends. There were comments such as �he should be at home with his parents�, �can he possibly milk it anymore�, �and I�m sick of always hearing about his traumas�. These are only some of the things that I�ve heard, and for the record I�ve stopped talking to these people.

My specialists and my doctor told me that I now had to go into a private clinic so they could do research on me so that they could formulate a blood thinner specially catered to me. The idea was to formulate a blood thinner that I wasn�t allergic to and to make sure that it didn�t work too fast for fear of making the blood clot move closer to my heart. Here I would get the tests and treatment to find this out as quickly and as soon as possible without the wait for a hospital bed. This clinic is basically a private hospital affiliated with VGH, it has the best staff working around the clock 24/7, and its own lab and testing facilities. I was assigned to a private room in a high stress ward; my room contained nothing but a plastic framed bed with white sheets, a plastic desk and a plastic chair. I wasn�t allowed to listen to music, I was not allowed to have any shirts with logos and most importantly I was not allowed to have any visitors. These rules were put into affect because when you�re put into a contained environment, the only thing on your mind is the tests that you are being given. The point is to stress you out mentally and physically to show the utmost results of your body. When I was in the clinic no one except the nurses and doctors would talk to me and even if people did talk to me there was no mention of anything happening in the real world. It was like these people were zombies. I found out the reason all the furniture was plastic was because some of these people had been in here for months and there was such a high suicide rate in the place. During my first stay in hell I had an encounter with a patient, who offered to help me commit suicide, he said that he saw what this place was doing to me and he informed me that he�s helped other people out as well. Some of the people that are at this hospital were in a worst state than me, and anytime that I tried to get some sleep I heard people screaming at the top of their lungs. That screaming never stopped it didn�t matter if it was day or night, I�ll never get those sounds out of my head ever.

I had a variety of tests done when I stayed at this place they usually want me there in the middle of the night and the tests go until morning. I sometimes am allowed to take a nap for a few hours until the next series of tests start.

The other shitty thing about this place is that they don�t like to feed you because it interferes with the test results they�re more effective when you don�t eat. One of the first things they do is they take vials of blood, then a chest x-ray, and then they do one of the most painful tests of all, the needle test. They insert about ten needles through various areas of my body, these needles measure the way my heart pumps blood and how strong my blood flow is. These needles are thicker than regular needles and they go through the body differently as well, instead of going into your vein they actually go through the vein and stick out the other side. They go through my neck, my lower back, through my thighs, pretty much through all the major veins in my body. After they put the needles in me I was injected with a different type of serum every time and told to try and sleep. They then measure my blood flow, pulse and heart rate; this tells them what serum works the best.

Another test I have done is a water test this is where you�re hooked up to machines and you go into a shower. They then turn the shower on, the water starts at freezing cold temperatures and then goes up a notch towards warm every minute. The point of this test is to determine how my body reacts to the temperature change, my heart rate etc. They always do a scope on top of these tests to see if there�s any sign of blood coming from my chest. The first time I stayed at this clinic was almost a full week, since then I�ve been in and out at least six or seven times for countless tests. I�m sure everyone has heard about private clinics, I had but until I stayed at this place I never knew that places this horrible ever existed. I�m sure this has to be worse than staying at even the most extreme mental hospitals I hate this place more than anything, I have nightmares about it constantly and I freak out so bad every time I have to go back in. This place is pure hell and I wouldn�t wish this on my worst enemy.

My results of my first stay showed that the blood clot in my chest was slowing the blood flow to my heart making it weaker and causing it to work twice as hard. They also noticed that every 100-135 beats my heart would double pump causing my chest to ache. It also showed that the clot in my chest had grown in size, but the clot in my leg had disintegrated back into my bloodstream. Another thing that I�m advised to do is to have a very strong cup of caffeine every day because caffeine is a stimulant and if there is anything wrong with my heart I�ll know within ten minutes. This has already happened to me once already and I was rushed to VGH where I was given a fluke cat scan showing that my clot had grown yet again and a new one had started this time in one of the main arteries to my heart. This one was more serious than the other one in my chest. Ironically after I found this out I was given the specially formulated blood thinners to start this was around mid March. For the first week and a half the blood in your body changes and you�re in major pain but after that time period the pain is supposed to ease up. Mine didn�t, unfortunately they worked too fast and after another stay on April 3 at the hospital I found out that the blood clot in my artery had moved towards my heart by 2mm. This news was given to me on April 4 they told me that I had to prepare to stay at the clinic indefinitely and that I was going in on April 8. I was told that my clot had 13 more cm to go before it hits my heart, I had no time to prepare for this and I was scared beyond belief. They only kept me in the shithole for about 24hrs, they then discovered that it moved again this time a whole cm. As of right now I�m waiting for a new formula of blood thinners to start, I get them within a couple of days and hopefully those will work.

People that have known me for a long time know that I�ve had a problem with my iron levels in my blood when I was little I almost died because of it. Ever since then I have had to get my iron checked every year and although it went back up again around august I was given pills to treat it, and it was almost normal until the blood clots started. Out of the dozen opinions from specialists that I�ve received only one has said that it might be to do with my iron. Blood clots are not a complication of high iron. No one can tell me why this is happening to me there are only theories, and that�s the most frustrating part. My specialist has told me that these clots are flukes there is no pattern to them, he�s seen people with less serious clots than me not make it, and he�s seen worst cases than me make it. If you�re asking yourself why I didn�t tell everyone every little thing that was going on with me it�s because I didn�t want sympathy and I didn�t want to bring needless attention to myself. I was told from the beginning that if my options didn�t work for me then I would have no longer than five months to live. In my defense that�s a lot for a person to deal with and besides, I didn�t know that there was a guide that you follow when you�re dealing with your mortality rate.

If I am guilty of one thing and one thing only it�s the fact that I told people on a need to know basis. I honestly thought that my word was good enough when it came to certain people that I thought were my friends, my mistake. At this point I would like to thank Rob from Devils for filling in for me on the Saturday March 12th at the Brickyard. I was unable to play because the blood thinners were making me to weak to hit my drums, thank you. I would have loved to come out and see that show but I was unable to get a car. I have been dealing with this clot problem for almost 5 months now. I only missed one show and this is what happens to me. As for Barlow, thanks for offering to be someone I can call and talk to but I can not stay affiliated with people who want to kick me out of my band for being a flake because of my condition. I found this post on Blood Red metal heads.com While web surfing a few nights before the Lion gig. I wonder when they were planning on telling me. When they found a new replacement?

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http://forum.bloodredmetalheads.com/viewtopic.php?t=943&highlight=mecha+messiah

Mecha Messiah
Hairmetal Hero

Joined: 11 Dec 2004
Posts: 38
Location: North Delta

Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2005 1:56 am Post subject: MECHA MESSIAH

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MM is looking for a dedicated drummer. Must have gear/transportation/pro attitude. Double-bass is a must.

Influences: AC/DC/BLS/Carcass/Death/Megadeth/Pantera

NO FLAKES!!!
_________________
"If you book them, they will come."
www.mechamessiah.com

www.infernalmajesty.ca

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How dedicated to I have to be? On that note: I am leaving Mecha Messiah to pursue other musical interests. I wish all of my band mates the best of luck. Thank you to all of you guys who have came out to support us. Playing on stage was the best time of my life.

Love and Respect,
Adam
The X- Drummer of Mecha Messiah.

P.S. I�d like to give thanks to Chris Barlow for being the only one to call me up. You know what I mean.

Below are some of the comments I have received against me. The first section is the Mecha guest book which was taken off line after someone stuck up for me and made a comment against someone else. So here is the whole truth to those of you who have heard about it. But funny how my �diss� was left up for the whole world for days and how someone�s comment against someone else was taken down immediately. Soon afterwards some one even found my live journal and started attacking me on there after I made a little post. Read the comments for yourself and judge them. And then ask yourself, what you would do if you where in my position. It is very obvious who posted those anonymous comments. And I have lost all respect for them as human beings.

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

Metallica - Nothing Else Matters

Thanks to anyone who cares about me. If you didn�t. Well�

Once again,
Love and Respect,
Adam Baldwin

What is your name?
a fan

Where are you from?
canada

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will adam be drumming for you guys on the 2nd?

What is your name?
Blah

Where are you from?
your head

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I guess it depends on what movies are playing at the theater...

Rob's as good if not better than adam anyways... so it's gonna be a good show no matter who drums

March 25th 2005
12:20:19 PM
What is your name?
a fan

Where are you from?
from blahs head... beeatch

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Rob vs. Adam.

they both have different styles. Adam has a more technical style then Rob which makes him a BETTER drummer than Rob. But from the shows i've seen where MM and DRH played Rob has the beat down. Rob is on the path to becomeing a great drummer just like Adam.

I can't see Rob drumming for MM anymore. Because its just not right.

ps. **** you BLAH. what do movies have to do with it?.your dumb.

What is your name?
Derek - DRH

Where are you from?
Delta

Type a quick description of your website:
www.drinkdrh.com

What is your favorite Mecha song?
Drama Queen

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Leave my drummer out of this. This drama is not needed or appreciated. Adam is a great guy and I am sure he is just as pumped as we are to play the DLP.

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Johnny Bukkake

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Field

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This arguement is unjust and uncalled for.

What is your name?
Adam Baldwin

Where are you from?
IN THE BAND

Type a quick description of your website:
Your on it.

How did you find this website?
IN THE BAND

What is your favorite Mecha song?
ALL of them

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Who the hell is posting this ******* ****? I hate this bull ****.

Rob is the man. I am the Man. No more questions. I am playing the show at the DELTA LION April the 2nd with my band MECHA MESSIAH. And Rob will be playing with his band DEVIL�S RIGHT HAND.

And by the way. If you guys still don't know and can not read the main page. Rob filled in for me at the last show at brickyard. I�m dealing with a medical condition and could not play that show. He stepped up to the plate and apparently kicked ass. He should be congratulated when you see him next (probably at the next show) for having the balls to step and play our ****.

What is your name?
Brian

Where are you from?
DLP

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This is ridiculous. I wish people would take an intrest in our music as opposed to hearsay and gossip about us. Furthermore, this **** has no place in the guestbook, move it to the Forum that 3 people post in.

What is your name?
Jenn

Where are you from?
PoCo

What is your favorite Mecha song?
Me or Him

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Thanx Brian! Your right it is all about the music and not the gossip... but on the other hand I congratulate Blah on their coment... they said what alot of people have been thinking lately...

Adam... I appreciate that you have a medical condition that needs tending to... but while you are doing that you need to also think about the other 3 people in the band... Jerad, Chris and Brian don't need to be stressing out about whether or not you are going to be able to do a show... and NO 3 days notice is not enough time to find a replacement for you no matter how talented you think you are. THey are on a need to know basis and if you cant do a show, thats fine... but thell them ASAP!!!

BTW... I'm curious... what movie did you see at Strawberryhill while you were supposed to be in the hospital and your band played a show??? Use your head Adam.

What is your name?
Fred Meyer

Where are you from?
Land of OZ

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Wow. That is smart! Insulting other band members???

Why don't you guys shut the **** up and let the dudes play their tunes.

P.S Spell Check Is Your Friend.

What is your name?
Lexi-The Goth Grrl

Where are you from?
From the Hood

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Well well well..seems as though our young Miss Ono has spoken.Im honestly getting sick and ******* tired of you. You walk around and act like youre something special because you date the lead singer of the band. I do not appreciate words being flung at my friend for an illness he CANNOT control. Have you taken more than 2 mins out of your pathetic life to even know whats going on? Have you been there when he has coughed blood up into his hands and 20mins later gotten up on stage and played a show? Oh wait, no , your head was so far up Brian's ass you probably didnt notice. You strut around on your high horse, btw, who the hell placed you up there anyways, and expect respect. Sweetheart , if you dont give it, youre not going to get it in return. By no means am i being put up to this by anyone,i have not said anything in the past because i respect Adam and Chris entirely too much. But you crossed the line my sweet and if youd like to play with the big kids,im waiting.For starters, I do not appreciate you looking down your snout at me like im something youd step over. You have no place speaking to me or my friends like we are trash. Those in nasty stilletto boots should not through rocks. I know i am being petty and whatnot, but i honestly dont give a rat's ass. You brought this rant upon yourself my dear.

What is your name?
Lexi the goth grrl

Where are you from?
The hood, again

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BTW

I know that he went and saw, �Hostage� after he found out bad news at the hospital. He went and saw it with his parents and with his girlfriend, just so you know.

Adam is in a band. He is in a band because he likes playing music with his friends. Do you think he wanted to miss a show? Stop brown nosing your man and get a reality check. Wheres your man going to be this summer? not with Mecha..good on Brian,im happy for him and all, but dont you DARE say my friend does not want to play when hes the one staying around.

To my knowledge he has never missed a show, and I know he would have played it if he could. I also know that he has played hurt, sick and bruised tendons for the other boys in MECHA because he does care. Who the **** do you think you are accusing him, you ******

It disgust me how ignorant you seem to be. Its honestly quite revolting. Next time you see me, dont even smile and nod. You best bet is to just walk away, because if you think im vulgar and opinionated here, you aint seen nothing yet darling.

Happy Easter !

adam_dammit ( adam_dammit) wrote,
@ 2005-04-09 19:00:00

Current mood: I don't know...
Current music: Metallica - live in vancouver 2004/03/26
Are you motherfuckerz ready for a new post??
First off, I apologize for not posting as much as a should/could. But I have been kinda tired.

First things first.

The show at the Delta Lion. Holy fucking shit. This show was a land mark in Mecha�s career. It was also a personal goal at that. When, Bangley and started this shit with the clubbing and all and just fucking playing some METAL we have always wanted to play this show. And played we did. Tight ass set. With a mistake in �No more tears� our set was flawless. 400 + people at the lion will agree with you.

Funny, how everyone was coming up to me after the show and telling me how much of a wicked drummer I was. I had the �twins� watching me the whole time. I gave them both autographed sticks of mine. I made there night an unforgettable one.

There was some drama that night. My girlfriend kicked a certain lady ass that has been making fun of my heath condition. I would like to go off, on this cunt because of what she has done but I can�t for a fear that I might get kicked out of my band. You know, how stupid is that?. I helped make this thing called Mecha Messiah but they don�t see that. All they see is me being �self-centered� and only thinking about my self and not the group. Well I have played hurt, sick, bruised and they have not been there after we played a show, and I went home to have a shower and coughed blood in to my hands for playing so hard. I give all I have into playing live with them. And if you or them call that being flakey, FUCK YOU.

I only want to play my drums with some of the best musicians I know. But, isn�t it funny how they post all this shit behind my back? How do I know that they still don�t want me out? That hurtful post is still up. And well. That still hurts. You know, If have be come �flakey� why was I still getting the props after the show. And for the record I have never missed a band practice, pre heart condition (I can�t speak of anyone else in my band besides Jar-head because well, we do jam at his house so he does have to be there). Hell I don�t think I missed a practice because of my clot. Just because I don�t drink and hang out at the bar with them doesn�t make me a flake. I would tell them about my clot updates and shit if they asked. I hate talking about my clot but as of right now, its part of me and I can�t get rid of it. I�m not going to bring up something I hate talking about. Plain and simple.

In some ironic news:

After everyone got hammered at the lion after the show people made there way to that bar behind �Cheers� to have a few more drinks. Well a certain someone who I have had some drama with before started calling me some names and bashing me in front of others. A good friend of mine, stood up for me that night and I thank her.

As for the person who talked about me. Thanks for making fun of my heart condition. I thought we had made peace. But, I guess not. Well I tell you this. Blood is thicker than water, and I seem to have so much blood in my system that it is causing me to clot. So watch your back. **and no. this is not a THREAT� She knows who she is and I know she reads my journal because I read hers just as well. I just can�t believe she would do this after I gave her praise about her new website. I did mean it because the content on her new site is good. It just seems the people you try to help just stab you in the back.**

In other news:

I have lost my job at the PHASE ONE. Oh god. What the fuck am I going to do now? Well. I lost my job at the phase because the company is going bankrupt. So, I have been laid off. The phase is going bankrupt because someone had the bright idea not to implement late charges. Well because of that we have lost $9000 in 3 months. Not a very good idea now was it.

So my plan is to ride EI for a little bit, depending on how much I get paid. I might start helping on of my ex-customers paint. Hopefully I�ll get paid under the table so I can make some extra money to pay my parents back. And find something I like doing as well as the phase. But, this will give me more time to work on my remixes and my fat beats from the hood as well as maybe some MECHA stuff depending on what is going on.

I was the last one to keep the phase legacy alive. And I think I did. I loved that placed and it will be missed. Nothing could ever compare to that.

Love and Respect.
Adam

tweak23
2005-04-09 20:10 (link) Select

I plead whichever amendment involves being somewhat drunk, but also pretty upset about other things. I'm sorry that I shittalked you behind your back, that's the worst thing to do. I was immediately put in my place by that friend of yours, which was definitely the right thing for her to do, and I immediately regretted talking shit about things I really know nothing about, aside from hearsay and convoluted opinions.I don't believe I did make fun of your heart condition, as I make a point of not joking about real health problems. I think my statement could be paraphrased as referring to you as a "drama queen " or a variant of flake, with expletives thrown in. I think it's right for me to acknowledge this here, because there was some provocation and I think you'd prefer if I said something.

-The set was wicked. This is true.

I thank you for your praise on the website and the pictures. I worked really hard on them.

I don't have many details on your condition whatsoever. I don't know the severity, what the diagnosis is, the treatment, anything. The fact is that I don't need to know. We're never going to be close friends, but we should have mutual respect, something we've had problems with in the past and came out recently after a very mixed-up evening, and in the worst way possible. I called you names; I shouldn't have. Very simply. Even if you exemplified the very definition of flake, I shouldn't say shit about you behind your back. Ever. Period. It's not something business partners and acquaintences should ever do, let alone ones that have been friends before.

You're a good guy, Adam, and I think for the most part, I'm a pretty good gal. I fucked up, I'm atoning. While I don't think we'll ever be super close, that doesn't give me the right to slag you.

That being said, I really think you should remove the 'cunt' comment above that which is directed at me. It could cause way more trouble than it's worth.

We have our difficulties, but I do respect you, and I feel shitty that you've lost your job on top of the other problems you're having. Some job sites to check out that have helped me in the past:

http://jb-ge.hrdc-drhc.gc.ca/Intro_en.asp

http://www.hcareers.ca/

I do hope we can go back to a state of quiet acceptance of one another, because we have absolutely no reason for continued animosity.
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(Anonymous)
2005-04-10 01:00 (link) Select

Very well written entry Adam.

Btw, the word " cunt " doesnt look like it was intended for you, Ms. Tweak :)
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(Anonymous)
2005-04-10 03:04 (link) Select

Nope it was directed to a girl that got her hair pulled from behind by an actual CUNT.... and Adam's water buffalo of a g/f threw a drink on her..... speaking of talking shit behind peoples backs. So Mr. B.... Oct. 15. the first Shake your Foundation show. Remember your post? you've been talking shit behind your "Best friend's" back For the last 6 months. Maybe he should be told about this. I'm sure he won't appreciate you calling his girl a "cunt". She wasn't making fun of your condition either, she was talking about you being extremely shady with your "brothers" that you wanted to kill. Didn't I see her giving you water at the Delta Lion show when you guys went up to play? Seems like a nice thing for someone to do even after getting jumped from behind by 2 swamp sows. But I guess you still feel that your being wronged... your "best friend" is so whipped too.
I don't see him jobless or damn near bandless. I'd say his doing very well for himself. You on the otherhand... Well you know what happens when you get led astray, you end up with nothing. Keep up your stupidity my friend because I'd say you are well on your way.
Am I alone in the belief that Adam needs Psychiatric help?
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On a lighter note...
mothos
2005-04-10 16:05 (link) Select

...
Phase One: 19??-2005
RIP
You will be missed.
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Holy Crap! I had an idea!
mothos
2005-04-10 16:08 (link) Select

Gather all the former employees and friends o' the Phase and hold a Wake! To remenice over the glory days and say goodbye to a dear friend. And drink booze.
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lovitz
2005-04-11 08:45 (link) Select

Say good bye to the classic gay porn " Stiff Latinos "

Man we sure had some laughs in that room.
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(Anonymous)
2005-04-11 19:15 (link) Select

Well, if I see your girl friend team up on Brian's girl again, I'll beat the shit out of her. I may not be as "large" as your girl, but I sure as hell can hold my own (that means without using one of my girl friends as back-up to pick on a girl when she is all alone).
And you failed to mention that she used her other friend to "team up" on Brian's small framed girl. I would say that was mighty cowardly of her.
But since I am on the subject of being "pathetic", I'll continue to tell you how much you sound like a grade school goth whining about all the misery's in life...
Seriously, this stuff is so lame. Try using the "friends only" feature so you can at least pretend you have some balls in public.

And don't quit your day job. Not only do you look like a retard in play, but you really need to practice your chops. Hence why MM is dropping you like a negro in a cotton field.

:)

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