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Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 07:09:01 12/27/03 Sat In reply to: ¤Pera¤ 's message, "¤The Outsider¤" on 21:53:46 12/26/03 Fri [sinister smile appeared upon his brazon lips as he watched her make her cautious attempts][aquamarine orbs shimmered radiantly, as his ebon plates absorbed the radiance from around him][deciding to remain seated, his sable viper dial turned towards her, ooids never wavering their piercing gaze][mind touched hers, and came back empty handed][speaking in a mild tone, he shook his dial and allowed his smile to vanish] I have only witnessed a mind so walled up from the world after one has spoken to the Divine. Though you say you have spoken to Yavieba, my suspicions are very high... No offense to you, m'lady Shadowess. I have reasons to doubt, do not take offense... One must be cautious in this world of hate and deceit [his cruel demeanor finally uprooted from his mind][blinking aquamarines, he continued to watch her][her figure, her movements, her behavior][noticing the necklaces around her neck, the Impure smirked][so she was a healer][and there were not many healers in the lands of Everdark][which of course, she must have dwelled][still suspicion, he spoke in his rather bittersweet baritone voice one again] M'lady Shadowess, what brings your royal presence to me? There must be a reason for you to leave Everdark to shift through the many dimensions to this plane. Supposing the Pure resides within the cavern of darkness, perhaps? [he did not need to read her mind][he could sense the stench of the vile place reeking upon her skin][touching his chest, he forgot that his necklaces and medallions of power were taken away][for the moment][now a little edgy, aquamarines never left her figure][as the smirk played upon the sable lines of his lips] [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 17:07:46 12/27/03 Sat ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [It was true that the Shadows were a dying race so it wasn't very often that Pera stumbled 'pon a Shadow, Pure or not, that she didn't know. But Taren was one of those specially selected though in a strange way he seemed oddly familar to her. Retina's narrowed on his form, taking in his movements. Like the gesture for reaching for something that should have been there..But wasn't] That's all very well M'lord for I have my suspicions as well..As I stated before my reasons for coming are mine and mine alone. Though I do wonder on the hatred you direct towards your sister..For you are kin and must stand together..Not divide. [She had no wish to speak about Everdark or any of the people that inhabitated it. So easily did she change the topic of it..] Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:14:43 12/27/03 Sat [nearly clenching the dirt below within his talons, he resisted all urges to show his emotion][narrowing pale azure ooids, his gaze never wavered from those spheres of artic hues][standing, he stretched his toned body before stepping slightly closer to the Pure][viper dial, raven gazelle horns adorning his crests, bent towards the light pewter Shadowess][as words tainted with hatred and rage spilled past his vocals in a heated tone] No, no m'lady. I am an only child, my parents both lie forever at rest. Cursed an Impure of Shadow and Necrodivinity. As my supposed twin... She is a Divine of both natures, yet not of the same blood. Borne of a mistake, a simple accident when I was being created. Yavieba is of Raistlin and Blood & Chocolate... But still a bastard child no less [even as his body remained cool and emotionless, his orbs radiated his hatreds][his anger][and vengeance][aquamarines never wavered from those of arctic ice][this Shadowess was here for some reason][they all do, those Pures][goals, achievements][they all had them][cold gaze continued to pierce through the Pure][watching, waiting] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:26:12 12/27/03 Sat ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [She listened to his tirade, the emotion of anger and rage..Such hostile seeming to strike her fragile soul but she did not waver nor flinch from the barage of words. Instead she spoke out cooly, gently as if to soothe his ruffled feathers] And why do you hate her so? For how has she wronged you when it seems she has so much to lose..You have lost your parents and for that I am sorry. But I have also lost mine..One to death and the other to the clutches of a wench...And I do not dispair nor hold a grudge..Not to deeply.. Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:34:49 12/27/03 Sat [ahh, the question he was asked most in life][why be so angry, why be so hostile to one that truly did not deserve it][allowing a sinister smirk to play at the tips of his sable lips, he merely nodded his dial][never looking away from her arctic gaze] I never met either of my parents, they died before I was even born. Which really does not make sense, unless you were borne of magic. The hatred remains within the realms of my sister's insanity. Her speakings with our "mother." All the lies she manifested to keep the truth from me. The draclings she has murdered within her. It is all indepth, so very complicated. The Impure and the Divine... They are to quarrel on the brink of death, are they not? Perhaps you can see in ways I cannot, but there are reasons so deep [the sinister smirk remained present upon his lips][so demonic, so odd upon one's face][that had just been enraged a few seconds before] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:48:00 12/27/03 Sat ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [So it seemed perhaps she did have a role here..A purpose in the drama with Taren & yavieba..To play the peacekeeper..The voice of reason] Aye..Perhaps she has her issues but don't we all? It was not Yaviebas fault that she was born 'specially this way. So why do you blame her? Her lies..Perhaps she was only trying to protect you..Knowing full well what would happen..Your temper. It will always be complicated dear Taren..But life itself is a complication is it not? Make peace with Yavieba..For both of your sakes...For this is not the way to live..Forever shrouded in hate and what could have been.. [Oh yes...She was so very different from her Evil family..The odd one..The outcast] Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:58:20 12/27/03 Sat [shaking dial, he stood in front of the pale pewter nymph][taking her talon into his, his cold gaze became slightly warmer][placing a simple kiss upon her talon, he placed it back into its former position][stepping back, shaking his viper dial once more][clearing his throat, the Impure merely spoke in a soft tone] No offense... But how do you trust a liar? And I do not mean my sister, m'heiress [all had clicked within his mind][pale gray scales][blazing optics][reeking of Everdark][the compassionate one][the outsider, the Pure][the oldest and the reasonable][the heiress, the princess, the royalty of Everdark][the healing capabilities][the teardrop diamond heart stone][his dwellings within the foul place itself, he had finally remembered][shaking dial, he placed his gaze elsewhere][this, was why he did not trust his blood][shadows][necrodivines][they all lied, they all used and cheated one another] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:06:48 12/27/03 Sat ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” {She allowed a smile to play across her lips as she gazed at him. Ah..So she had been found out. Oh well..Not like she would have been able to keep up that facade much longer anyways. She gazed warmly back at him as she spoke softly, her voice speaking words for him only] Because not all liars lie under bad intentions.. [She raised a brow and taking her free talons she gently pulled his gaze back to her. For in his thoughts he was wrong..Not all were like that..Not all were cheatres and rascals..] Listen to me Taren..Sometimes we do things to protect the ones we love..And to protect ourselves..You do understand don't you? Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:46:43 12/28/03 Sun [forced to shift his gaze back to her, the Impure kept aquamarines focused upon her figure][her orbs, those spheres of arctic 'n jade][with his talon, he traced the print upon his facade, where her talon had touched][warm, unlike the usual Shadows chilling scales][shaking dial, he merely kept orbs upon hers] Once again, no offense to you, m'lady Jeispera. But I am not that dense. I know occasional lies are meant to protect... But not ones you live your entire life. You know how your father works, m'lady... What would he say to your compassionate ways, so very unlike his own? [changing the subject][of course, the feud between the two siblings was too indepth for her to truly understand][but, bringing the Shadow Lord within the conversation had to be worth something][orbs still upon hers, he simply waited with patience a Shadow could never possess] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:30:06 12/28/03 Sun ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [She sighed and finally pulled back from him, the contact no longer there. And now she turned her gaze away from him] Whatever my Father thinks he has yet to tell me..Never has he spoken of my difference. Yet we have always been close..You may change the topic if you like Taren. But I do believe you should give her the chance to explain herself more throughly.. [Her gaze turned and searched his before she spoke softly] If you wish I will leave you now.. Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:01:48 12/28/03 Sun [nodding dial, the brute took a step back and sighed][blinking radiant orbs, Impure merely spoke in a soft, uneasy voice] Because he does not wish to think of your mother... You remind him too much of her [turning dial from her cool gaze, the sable brute looked to his figure][scars invisible to all ooids but his][she could leave if she desired][his thought entered her mind, and nothing less, nor more][silence keep the Impure's mind uneasy][distant, yet curious] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:09:15 12/28/03 Sun ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [She turned at his words..her voice still soft but tinged with bitterness] I wouldn't know..I never even knew her.. [And so she stepped back towards the shadows..For apparently she was not needed here any longer] Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:24:33 12/28/03 Sun [noticing her soon-to-be exit, the brute narrowed orbs in thought][he was never very good with his words][especially towards any nymph, except his Lady Hell Singer][turning viper dial towards her, a simple smile played at his lips][as he recollected his past thoughts to put them into subtle words] Kitirae, isn't it? She cared for me when Raistlin was with Ezmerelda. She trained me in her Arts of telepathy... Come to think of it, she does remind me a lot of you, if you do not mind me saying that [blinking, he turned his gaze away][grasping at what should have been his necklaces of power][and instead, all he touched were sable scales][a pity, really] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:31:30 12/28/03 Sun ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [Taren had really hit a nerve. A deep wound that had never healed. She had never known her mother..And the memories of her were quite foggy. She snapped a reply..Her grief evident as she kept her back to him] I do mind actually..As I stated before..I never knew my mother. [Poor Pera..Even though she hadn't known Kitirae she still held her close to her heart. She had been betrayed by her Aunt Nuitari, the only other Shadowess that could have possibly taken her Mothers place..Only to find out that she was her Mother's murderer. Nuitari payed for that dearly..So her Mother's passing was a sore topic..One that noone ever brought up with Jeispera. Not knowing how she would react] Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:37:33 12/28/03 Sun [realizing he said something rather touchy, the Impure merely nodded his dial][turning dial towards her once again, his gentle aquamarines accompanied his placid smile][heart stone of pale azure shimmered radiantly, yet tainted with cracks of despair] Well. I never saw my mother either. Nor my father, for that matter. At least your mother acted bravely... I have been told stories about Soul Desire. Including one, that she had killed herself because of insanity [something so very difficult for the Shadow to understand][something so hard for him to grasp][but, he held his dial high][and allowed his warm and gentle smile to remain upon his thin, sable lips] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:41:47 12/28/03 Sun ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [Silently she took a few moments to compose herself..Some quiet breaths taken as to calm herself. Finally she spoke..Her voice calm and collected once more] Your mother was a good soul. I met her once..long ago. If you wish to learn more about your parents..You should speak to your Grandmother..I'm sure you know B&C... [Soul Desire..Ah yes..She remembered her faintly..The adopted daughter of Blood & Chocolate..The blood daughter of Ramoth..Ramoth who had been slaughtered by the talons of B&C..In her rage and jelousy..] Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:48:32 12/28/03 Sun [with the mention of that name, the Shadower's once gentle optics, became enraged][taking a few breathes to calm himself, he turned his body from the Shadowess][forcing himself to cool his temper][voice trying to remain cool and collected, he only shook his viper dial] Perhaps one day, I shall do that... In the distant future... Is there anything else you wish to discuss, m'heiress? [he didnt mean to sound rude, nor upset][yet, she had hit yet another nerve][he wished to speak to her more][she seemed like a dragoness that he could slightly tolerate][maybe understand][yet, there was something else] [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:45:21 12/29/03 Mon ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [She gave a shrug as she looked back at him with a smile. She had nearly forgotten his hatred with the sable dragoness. Something she knew he would evntually have to deal with..] Maybe..Maybe not..But it seems you are still in turmoil with your troubles Taren. Why does that name irk you so.. Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:27:22 12/29/03 Mon [turning dial, he stepped towards her][allowing his pale azure optics to remain focused upon those of chilling arctic, he only shook viper dial][glancing to and fro, as if someone could be spying on them, he chuckled beneath his breath] Perhaps for the same reasons I hate my "twin" and my "father." Why exactly do you detest your father, Jeispera? I'm sure there has to be a reason, or a few, that makes your voice change tones when I mention his name [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ¤The Outsider¤ Author: ¤Pera¤ [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:40:36 12/29/03 Mon ¤Jeispera¤ ”The Outsider” [She gave another shrug as a small smirk played along her lips] Those reasons are mine and mine alone to withhold. Perhaps I will state them one day but for now I shall harbor them..Alone. But then again..I do not detest my Father..No..I simply detest certain..Choices he makes. Heiress of Everdark Pure Shadowess Healer Cursed Jeispera Her’s an untold heritage [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .[.ever.pained.]. Author: 'taren [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:20:39 01/14/04 Wed [allowing a smirk to appear upon his ebon stained lips, the brute merely shook his handsome dial][placing a kiss upon her talon, he took off to his much desired shadows][his pale azure gaze pierced to those of arctic decent, as his final words entered her mind, a tinge of bittersweetness to linger within it][just before his agile figure disappeared within the shadows of his realm] Then, think of it the same way between my twin and her mother. G'day, m'heiress of Everdark. May the shadows bless your path, which will perhaps lead back to see me once again [ Post a Reply to This Message ]