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Subject: :-) No Way In No Way Out Author: Angie [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 15:52:27 03/05/01 Mon Author Host/IP: 1cust137.tnt1.inglewood.ca.da.uu.net/63.57.33.137 Ta'e I fixed your link on my site Angie sat in the living room of her bestfriends boyfriend *lol* house.It was only 2 weeks after her 14th birthday.She sat next to the guy she liked Olamide.Angie could not believe she was at the house let alone sitting next to Olamide.But it was true he had tooken an interest in her and they had been kicking it for 2 weeks. Angie:Olamide thats unique what does that stand for Olamide:One who brings honor to the family. Angie:*gigling*I bet you do Olamide smiled and wrapped his arms around Angie so his hand touched her behind.Angie smiled getting a chill up her spine. Olamide:Iwas walking through the mall today and I saw these jeans that I know will look real dope on you Angie:So are you gon get em for me or what Olamide:You know Im a get em for you gurl.You gotta go back with me so you can try em on Angie looked at Olamide tempted to do so much with him.She was ready to throw away her good girl image and being with Olamide one of the know young heads in Queens that reputation would definetly dissapear. Angie:Well what do you think of what I got on today Olamide:It looks hella good.Almost make me wanna peel em off ya. Angie gigled and sat on Olamide's lap facing him.Olamide placed his hands on Angies waist gripping her tight fitting Guess jeans. Olamide:You my girl aiight Angie:Aiight Angie grinned then kissed Olamide on the lips stopping when he got into it. Olamide:Damn girl you just dont know The guy sitting across from them looked at them smiling.Angie looked at the guy then looked to Olamide.Angie got up. Angie:come on babe lets go into the bedroom. I never understood how my mom and dad got together.They're.....well were total opposites my mom was the girl who lived a straight and narrow life while my dad was a small time drug dealer who never did right.I guess I could understand wht my mom changed for my dad.She stopped caring about things.Her parents were strung out on drugs by the time she was 10 she thought that if she got good grades in school maybe her parents would notice her but they never did.So she gave up. Oh yeah allow me to introduce myself, Im Kiam Faison.Olamide and Angie's first born and this is my story I fell that I was misunderstood from day one like when I was put on this Earth it was already know that I would grow to amount to nothing. My parents hadd me at a very young age 15 and 17 to be exact.After I was born my father devoted his life to me and my mother. Growing up in the street's of Queens I vowed that I would one day get outta of here.That I would never be what my father was.But I came to grips with my life and realized that was no way in nor no way out this ghetto and I accepted what I would become. So now me and my dad got this million dollar empire.Now I know what your thinking.A million dollar empire?Why would you live in the grimiest part of Queens.Well my family is not stupid we know it's alot of people who want we got.Wich is why we need constant protection.And the only place we could get it was Queens. Anyways my views about my future are slightly changing. Im walking down the halls of my school....Yeah I go to school.I aint stupid. Anyways my girl Kellie walks up to me and kisses me on my cheek. Kellie:Hey Kellie was my girl everyone wonderd what she saw in me.But hey everyone loves a thug. Kiam:You coming over tonight? Kellie:Naw I gotta study. Kiam:Well you could study with me Kellie:Since when do you study?Please Im better off at home. I smiled at Kellies quick attitude.She was at ease with me not like these other hoes who flock to me.Thats why she got so much respect from me. Kiam:Yeah Yeah.Whateva ma.I'll see you lata aiight? I watched as Kellie walked away.Ummm Umm thats'a straight dime piece.Babygirl got an a** so fat.Whew. I can see Im getting off topic.I had to go with my dad today after school to Jersey.We got a big event popping off tonight. Before I went with my dad I stopped by my mothas.Her and my dad had recently seperated.I guess my mom could no longer accept my dads lifestyle.She had started going back to college at night to get her teaching degree.While she worked in a hair salon in the daytime.I dont understand why my mom worked so hard.My dad had it so she would never have to work a day in her life. Angie:How was school today Kiam:The same as yesterday. My mom sucked her teeth at my cocky comment. Angie:Whatever boy Im'a get you outta Queens. Kiam:Aiight ma.Aint that what dad tol' you. Angie:You and your dad are 2 diffrent people.I love you and I know you can do better,Dont let your father suck you into this crap. I begin to block my mom out after that.She had just hit 30 and was constantly nagging me about not making the same mistakes she had. Kiam:Mom I got to go Angie:Kiam wait Im only telling you this because I love you and I never had a person to tell me right from wrong now look at me. Kiam:Im looking at you ma and I dont see nothing wrong. Angie:Come her boy. My mom opened her arms and I walked over to hug her. Olamide:Aiight lil' nigga dont get to ahead of yourself. Kiam:Im only doing like you taught me Olamide:Remember who's running this ish. Kiam:How could I forget. I was driving home with my dad after making a transaction in Jersey. Olamide:So how you doing in school Kiam:Well enough to pass I think Im'a stay home tomorrow. Olamide:Think again.Your momma would have a fit. Kiam:Speaking of mom.When are you guys going to get back together.You got her stressing Olamide:In due time,in due time.She just needs a little time away.Now stop worrying and tell me about this lil female you seeing Kiam:*chucklin*Wich one Olamide:*smacking his lips*Wich one?Nigga the one that you be talki' to late night. Kiam:*smiling*oh Kellie? Olamide:Yeah tha's who called earlier..That yo girl? Kiam:You could say that.I aint got none in 2 months. Olamide:Your youg kid Kiam:She's a school girl.She wont even let me in her house. Olamide took his eyes off the road to grin at me. Olamide:Something like your mother.Dont corrupt her. Kiam:*returning the grin*I'll try My dad pulled up to his condo and hopped out to have one of his workers park his car for him. I had to concentrate real hard just to not fall asleep in class.i didnt get in til 3 in the morning.My dad forced me to go to school. I walked down the halls giving pounds to the niggas I know.I spotted my nigga Amere at the lockers and talkled to him. Amere:Whats crackin dog We shook hands Kiam:Money nigga Tiara was a girl I used to mess with before I met Kellie.She probally wanted my money or status at school since I was the most popular guy there.I really didnt care she was giving me some a**. Tiara walkedup to me and pressed up against me.I could smell her sweet Gap scent.Damn it's been to long. Tiara:Kiam whats wrong why you been avoiding me Kiam:Im not avoiding you ma.I was just giving us some breathing room. Tiara:And in that time I heard you talkin' to Kellie Kiam:Yeah Tiara:Well when you get tired of Kellies childish games call me. Kiam:Well see aiight Tiara walked away as Kellie passedus.She didnt say nothing so I hope she wasnt jumping to conclusions. Kiam:A you seen Tiara? I asked Amere as we walked outta school. Amere:i know you aint getting caught up nigga.You need to take tiara up on that offer. Kiam:Been there done that. I stopped as Amere made a transaction with a student.It was just weed but my dad would never have me selling.He just keep me at a close range so I could learn the game. I kissed my mom as I walked into the house.She was smiling wich was diffrent and there was also a boquet of long white steam roses on the table.I knew then and there that my parents were back together. My mom also had on a new fitted black dress and long hair shinned like one of those models fitting her caramel colored skin. Kellie lived 3 blocks away from me with her mom and 3 sisters.Like my mom her mother had her young.They lived in the most grimiest projects can you believe a 1bedroom house for 4 people? She starred at herself in the bathroom mirror. she looked at her 110pd body in the mirror.She begin to do her long curly hair up in a ponytail.Maybe Kiam would like that better. She then applied make up to her light brown skin. Her mom always told her the only thing her dad did good for her was bless her with his looks.Her dad was Belizean he got deported back to his birthplace Corozal. Kellie chuckled at her immaturity.She had never been the one to stress over boys.She walked out of the bathroom and plopped down on the been bag in her bedroom.She pulled out a pen and her folder and started to write a poem. "Half Empty." Her mom bombarded into the house.Kellie could tell she was high. Kmom:Hey baby Her mom came all close to her trying to hug her. Kellie hated seeing her mom like that.She walked out of the house folder and pen in hand. Kiam breathed heavily realising the tension in his body. Kiam:Come on Kiam you can do it.You can do it. I was in his living room doing push-up's.It was 2 moths sinceI had got any.I felt like I was gon burst and had to release my tension some way. There was a knock on my door so I got up to answer it. Kiam:Hey I let Kelliein.She sat on the couch. Kellie:Are you and Tiara talking. Kiam:Naw Im talking to you. Kellie:Why was she all pressed up against you? I turned to face her.She then noticed the sweat dripping from my washboard stomach. Kellie:What you been doing Kiam:Working out I walked into the kitchen to get a drink.When I walked back in she was writting in her folder. Kiam:What are you writting Kellie:Dang Nosey. Angie and Kiam sat in an expensive restaurant eating dinner. Angie:I missed you Olamide:I missed you too.When are you coming home. Angie:I want to come home I do.But if I live in that house with you while you teach my son to throw her life away I wouldnt be a mother Olamide:My life has been good enough for you for 18 years Angie:But it's not good enough for are 17 year old son. I sat on the far end of the couch.I starred at Kellie. Kellie:What you looking at. I sucked my teeth. Kiam:What I cant stare at you.Come here Kellie slid over to me on the couch.I wrapped my arm around her and kissed her. After that I didnt know what move to make next.Kellie wasnt like other girls.She didnt show no signals. Kiam:Look I dont wanna pressure you ar nothing so you tell me if you ready. Kellie:Im ready. Those words shocked the hell out of me.I was not expecting that. ** Angie:Oh my gosh baby this is beautiful! I watched as my mom turned to kiss my dad. Olamide:You like it Angie:love it Olamide:What about you Kiam. Kiam:It's cool. I walked around my new home in Jamaica Queens.It was huge.The only thing I didnt like about it was I was no longer in walking distance of Kellie. I made my way to my bedroom upstairs.I had the corner room wich meant privacy.That room was so big it even had it's own bathroom.I shut the door and put the final box down.I streched out on my bed listening to Hot97.Some wack rapper came on.They come out with a new rapper every week.I could do that sh*t. I laughed at the thought. If you live negative nothing good is ever gon come to your life.That's what my granny used to tell me before she died.I didnt believe her but I do now. I sat on the bleachers with Tiara after basketball practice.I was so happy to make the team. I was begining to have big dreams like going to college.I even got accepted to a few. Kiam:You seen Kellie Tiara:Naw she wasnt in class today.Something wrong Kiam:Yeah we got into a big fight last night. Tiara:Over what. Me and Tiara had become very good friends she was one of my best friends. I laid on the couch watching T.V. It had been a week since I had seen Kellie.She hadnt been to school for a week and I was worried.There was no way for me to get in contact with her since her mom hadnt paid the phone bill.I lit a blunt trying to drown out my problems. Darkness seeped through Kellies bedroom window.Her pain seemed unbearable she didnt know how to cope.The shrill of her one year old sister crying broke her thoughts. Kellie:Hey babe.Whats wrong Kellie tickled her little sister Deja.Deja laughed. Kellie:*smiling*You love me huh?Yeap it's just me and you in this world ma. Social services had took the other 2 children.Kellies social worker had faith in Kellies mom and let her keep the youngest Deja. Kellies mom Ariel came through the door with only one thing on her mind.To get some money to get high. Ariel:Baby loan me a twenty. Kellie:*putting Deja down*Momma I dont have it. Ariel looked at Kellie desperate. Ariel:Let me see that chain Kellie:No Kiam gave that to me Ariel:I just want to see it Kellie:No mom,let me--- Ariel pushed Kellie on the couch then begin to hit her.Kellie covered her stomach protecting her unborn child. Ariel:You gon give me that damn chain girl Kellie:Mom please*screaming*Somebody help me. Ariel snatched the chain off of Kellies neck then looked at her crying as she walked to the door. Ariel:Baby Im sorry.I just need this.I--I--Im'a bring it back.And when I come back things are going to be better Okay. Kellie didnt answer she was still crying. Ariel:Okay Kellie:Okay mom. Ariel took one more look at her daughter balled up on the couch. She couldnt believe she had did this her daughter was bleeding. But something was calling her.She walked back out of the house into the night. As soon as Ariel left the house Kellie got some clothes and the money she was going to give her mom and walked out of the house.She walked to the payphone and called a taxi.It came in ten minutes. T/D:Where to? Kellie:3210 East jamaica Queens T/D:Mam can I call the police for you or something. Kellie realized her face was bleeding and how arkward it must of looked. Kellie:No just drive please The driver handed Kellie some tissues and drove off. Kiam:Baby what happened. I asked Kellie when she walked inside my house.She was shaking so I held her in my arms.She was crying crazy. Kiam:Who did this to you. Kellie:*sniff*My*sniff*mom. I looked down at her stomach. Kiam:Is are baby okay Kellie stared crying even harder then. Kellie:Yeah.I think so. Kiam:shh.Baby dont cry.You know I hate when you cry. My dad was sitting on the couch listening to everything I said. He got up off the couch and walked between me and Kellie.Kellie was shaking so much she nearly dropped the baby she was holding in her arms.My dad took the baby out her arms. Olamide:Wheres your mom at now. Kellie:I dont know. Olamide:Why would she do this? Kellie:Because she wanted some money but when I wouldnt give it to her she she went crazy.*crying*Kiam she took the chain you gave me. My dad looked at her with sympathy Olamide:Go take her upstairs to get cleaned up and show her to your room.Then i want you back down here to talk. I held kellies hand as I put a cold towel on her lips. Kellie:Its stinging.Look i'm really sorry about this I didnt have anywhere else to go. Kiam:It's okay. Olamide:Angie!Come here. Angie walked out of the kitchen. Angie:Who's baby is this? Olamide:I dont know.Kiams girlfriend is upstairs.Her mom beat her up you should see her face. Angie:Oh my.Why? Olamide:She needed money for drugs. Angie cut her eyes at him. Olamide:What it aint like I be putting the pipe to they mouth. Angie:Thats a damn shame. Angie took Deja from kiams arm. Olamide:Anyways I want you to go upstairs and talk to her.I think theres something she needs to tell you. I walked down the stairs. Olamide:sit down. I sat on the opposite couch facing my dad. Olamide:Theres something you need to tell me? Kiam:I know you heard....Dad Kellies pregnant. my dad was silent thinking. Olamide:This is exactly what happened to me and your mom I stayed quiet.I knew my dad was upset. Olamide:So what do you plan to do?You know you cant go to college you got a baby and a girl to take care of. Kiam:I gotta go back to getting money with you. Olamide:With whatever that happens you will graduate from highschool and you will walk across that stage.I dont care how had it gets you understand? kiam:Yeah Olamide:i dont want your girl with her mom for now so she's gon stay with us for awhile aiight? Kiam:Yeah Olamide:And is that her baby? Kiam:*laughing a bit*Thats her little sister Angie sat next to Kellie on the bed.She had just put Deja to sleep. Angie:Whats going on with you Kellie:Where do i start? Angie:Start at home. Kellie:Well social services took 2 of my sisters Deja is the only one they let my mom keep. Angie:Why did they take the kids. Kellie:My mom has been on drugs sice I was a baby.It didnt get to bad til a few years ago and then she found out...... Kellies voice trailed off. Angie:Found out what? Kellie:I was pregnant kellie wiped away a tear. Kellie:And every thought of hope she had for me died.She told me she couldnt even stand to look at me and I was a mistake. Angie:Your pregnant? Kellie nodded Angie:By Kiam?How may months are you Kellie:3 Angie wanted to strangle the girl.Her son was suppose to go to college.But then she thought back to her child hood and how similar it was to Kellies. Angie:Oh baby come here Angie held Kellie. Angie:Everythings going to be fine and you can stay here as long as you want. Iwent to school and got my grades up.I watched as Kellies belly kept getting bigger and bigger with time.It was amazing to me that each day I spent with her she grew more and more beautiful. I loved her and my child and I wasnt afraid to admit it. I sat at the lunch table listenin to my dawgs freestyling..My dawg Cardan asked if I wanted to get in.I started flowing off the top of my head.Just saying stupid sh*t.Cardan came up to me after school and asked if I wanted to go to this battle rap show in Brooklyn.I declined.Sure rapping was one way to make cash.Some of my homeboys had even made it out the ghetto that way.But that was just a hobby for me.I had a baby to take care of and I needed money fast and easy. Kiam:*singing*Why do birds suddenly appear everytime you are near. Kellie:*laughing*Will you please shut up. I was laying in bed with Kellie my head on her bellie. Kellie:What? you have to nurture your baby. kellie was 9 months pregnant tomorrow we would graduate from highschool.My mom adopted Deja and treated her as her own.There was no worries about Ariel getting in the way since she was no where in sight. Kiam:After tonight I'll have enough money saved up yo get that phat apartment in N.Y.C Kellie:Why didnt you just get the money from your dad? Kiam:Because Im going to care of us not my dad. Olamide walked to the doorway Olamide:You ready? Kiam:Yeah I got up from my bed and put on my blue Yankees cap. We stood in the abandoned Wherehouse. Olamide:Who the f**k is this nigga John? John:This my dawg Talib he's cool. Olamide:Why you didnt tell me you was bringing him. Talib:A I'm just trying to make money like you I could tell my dad was sensing something was wrong.I was hoping he would just turn around and walk to the car. Olamide:You got the money? John:Yeah. They passed eachother suitcasses my dad opened it to count the money olamide:All here After that things became blurry.Talib pulled and shot John 1 bullet straight through the heart/Then my dad pulled shooting Talib just as Talib shot him.I pulled next making sure Talib was dead. Kiam:You aiight Olamide:*breathing heavy*Naw.Im hit man. Kiam:But your gonna make it. Olamide:A remember what I told you about graduating you will walk that stage tomorrow. Kiam:No I'll be with you dad Olamide:No your walking that stage.And my grandchild make sure he'll never have to go through what we had..... Kiam:Dad your going to make it. Olamide:*cough*It's your job to give your child the opportunity I never gave you.To get out the ghetto. Kiam:Dad you cant die.Dad Olamide:Im sorry son......Im sorry. I watched as my dad took his last breath then took the backstreets home.All I kept hearing in my mind was you'll walk that stage. When I walked in the house my mom was up with Kellie and Deja.As soon as she saw I wasnt with my dad and the blood on my shirt she fell to the floor kicking and crying. It took everything outta me to walk that stage everything.I was actually hoping my dad was watching over me proud thats all that got me through it. When reality set in I realized I had to take care of my family. When my dad died so did are finance we no longer had the money to pay the house notes or the bills.Plus I had my little boy Patrick to take care of.We were back in the projects.I got a job as a security gaurd. My dad told me to get out of the ghetto.How was that possible the only way out was getting popped or jail.That was not happening to my som. My dawg Amere was in town for a concert he was doing.He came by to visit. Amere:Whats up dawg? Kiam:I cant tell it. he smiled at Patrick who was 2 now. Amere:Hey little man Patrick:Hi Amere:What are you doing tonight? Kiam:Nothing Amere:You want to roll to the studio with me? Kiam:Cool I went to the studio.Just to F**k around.I never thought Dame the CEO of Roc-A-Fella records would want to sign me. I walked into the house excited Kiam:Kellie baby where are you! Kellie:What baby whats wrong? Kiam:Nothing I just got signed to a record company Kellie:*shocked*Thats great Kiam:I get an advance to start recording Monday we need to start looking for an house outside of Queens. Kellie:*hugging me*Baby I cant believe this Ananda Lewis:Your watching MTV live and were with Double platinum artist Kiam. Here I am now out the ghetto.After all I went through I got out. All i ever wanted to do was make my dad happy and i think now he's looking down at me smiling.I made it.Shhhh if you listen closely you can hear the outro to my album playing in some kids bedroom in Harlem. Who would of thought Young Kiam Faison would change the game/use to rap to the raindrops off my window pane/ducking the plain cops pushing indo and cane/making rhymes out the kitchen ate night no pen just my brain/...........Get your CD's out lets go song for song/Im the illest nigga out there til yall prove me wrong/Do you believe? *Credit goes to my husband *lol*Jay-Z for those lyrics.Leave feedback please.* Yall mighta read this before but I need to transfer the stories I wrote since inside the web is shutting down and Im not making a new storyboard. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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