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Susan (Happy to have found this place)
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Date Posted: 23:06:06 11/13/10 Sat
In reply to:
Mike
's message, "Looking for girlfriend/bestfriend" on 04:39:56 04/16/08 Wed
It doesn't look like you have been back on this web page??? I read what you've been feeling and dealing with, and I find that you have but pen to paper every feeling, thought, and pain I have ever felt now that I am one of "those" people!!! If you are still around and would like some one to talk to drop me a line @ skelley_66@cox.net
Take care,
Sue
>I started treatment six weeks ago. Life has gotten in
>the way for about a year and a half and it has been
>the most miserable existance. I haven't been in a
>relationship because of this demon. This is my first
>try at this so I'll try not to tell everyone
>everything they already know and have dealt with.
> About me: I'm 5'10 or 11, had been working out
>four or five mornings a week up to the start of meds
>(starting back today)and my doc says I have an eighty
>percent chance of beating this thing. My work has
>left me with more options than most people, no kids,
>no baby-mama drama and no debt to speak of. I'm
>looking for something more when I come out of the
>other side of this nightmare.
> Some of my friends that have known me a while,
>lately have seen firsthand what these meds do to my
>mind. Not rage or anything, just having conversations
>that I wouldn't normally have, but as I write this I
>fully intend to find someone special if I have to go
>to the ends of the Earth to do it.
> All those times I went home early or made some lame
>excuse because I didn't want to have to explain this
>mess to someone may be for a reason. I certainly hope
>so. I don't believe anyone should have to shoulder
>this world alone and I want to pick up my share with
>someone I can finally be honest with and not feel like
>I'm some sort of leper about to be found out and
>crucified or ostracized. After these last couple of
>years, I have found a purpose most people will never
>know exists. But I don't think I need to tell any of
>you that. Like I mentioned, I don't know how much of
>this is interferon talking, but I promise you I mean
>every word I say from the heart and hope someone (the
>someone) reads this and helps me see an end to this
>nightmare Now, If I can just figure out how the reply
>thing works B-)
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