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• She was over at a kid from school's house actually not too far from there - a few of them were doing some review and studying - and had been toying with the idea of stopping by when she was finished... When her phone rang, she was laughing softly as she answered it, rolling her eyes at something something someone had said. "Yeah?" (NT) -- Madison, 08:43:31 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Hey...." He murmured softly, raking his hand through his hair idely before he cleared his throat, his brow furrowed gently. "I need you to do me a favor, sweetheart.." He cleared his throat lightly, his eyes lightly closing a bit. He was a little worried about himself in all honesty. (NT) -- Brandon, 08:51:14 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Hey.. Baby." She murmured affectionately as she shifted slowly to stand to leave the room, her free hand moving slowly through her hair. "Of course, anything... I was just thinking about you. You okay, honey?" They had been through enough that she was pretty tuned into how he was feeling, and could tell right away that something wasn't right. (NT) -- Madison, 08:55:19 09/28/04 Tue

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• He cleared his throat again, his brow furrowed. He didn't want her near it and he wasn't going to ask his sister...."I need you to call Ryan and you guys come over here, do you think you could do that for me?" He questioned, his brow furrowed softly. (NT) -- Brandon, 08:57:10 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Sure baby, 'course. I'm just down the road actually - I can call Ry and then head over..." She assured him, back in the living room and packing up her bag already - doing everything she could not to worry too much just yet. He had called her, and, though something was obviously wrong, atleast he was talking to her. (NT) -- Maddy, 09:00:06 09/28/04 Tue

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• He let out ragged breath after muttering a thank you and hanging up - heading out onto the balcony to smoke a cigarette with a trembling hand. He just wanted to get rid of it so it wasn't in there laughing at him, tempting him...haunting him. (NT) -- Brandon, 09:14:16 09/28/04 Tue

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• She was there not much later after saying goodbyes to her friends and getting her stuff together. Ryan was just on his way home from work so would head straight there instead, but would still be a little while yet. Knocking on his door, she wrapped her arms around herself as she waited for him to answer - a thin long-sleeved black tee fitted to her torso and faded jeans to her hips.. (NT) -- Madison, 09:16:52 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Come in." He called from where he was on the porch, not bothering to get up. He didn't want to go back into the apartment until Ryan was there and could take of things. He didn't want to explain it to her either.... (NT) -- Brandon, 09:24:16 09/28/04 Tue

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• She let herself in quietly and took a quick look around before heading out back to join him, lingering in the doorway for a long moment and then moving over to him - a hand brushing slowly, but tentatively through his hair. "Hey..." (NT) -- Maddy, 09:25:48 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Hey..." He offered her a slight smile, switching his cigarette to his other hand before he tugged her down into his lap so he could hold her tightly. "I didn't take you away from anything important did I?" (NT) -- Brandon, 09:28:00 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Just studying, but we were pretty much done..." She nestled into his lap, her lips warmly brushing his pulse - lingering there for a long moment before she ran a hand casually down his arm. "Everything okay, sweetheart? Ry's on his way over..." (NT) -- Maddy, 09:37:26 09/28/04 Tue

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• "I'll explain when Ryan gets here." He raised the smoke to his lips, his trembling hand obvious even as he shut his eyes and exhaled slowly, trying to calm his racing heart. (NT) -- Brandon, 09:43:11 09/28/04 Tue

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• Brows gently furrowed, she brushed her fingers tenderly across his cheek, head tilted delicately and voice soft. "Okay..." It was hardly that he scared her - but just that she worried about him so much. (NT) -- Maddy, 09:46:15 09/28/04 Tue

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• He pressed a kiss to her shoulder before he drew back, anxiously waiting for his friend as he held her tightly, his hand running over her leg gently. "Thank you for coming, baby...." (NT) -- Brandon, 09:54:02 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Anytime, honey. For real..." She assured him softly, her hand playing slowly up his arm and lips brushing the side of his mouth sweetly. Just about to say something else, she heard the front door of the apartment shut and heard her cousin calling for them, and so just shifted slowly out of his lap, fingers squeezing his shoulder. "Out here Ry." (NT) -- Maddy, 09:56:59 09/28/04 Tue

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• He stood up abruptly, swallowing as he stepped into the living room and heading over to his friend."Hey man, thanks for coming..." He cleared his throat, raking his hand over his hair. "I have a favor to ask..." (NT) -- Brandon, 10:04:18 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Anything, anytime, you know that..." He squeezed his friend's shoulder absently, glancing past him to Maddy who lingered in the doorway from the balcony still. "What's up, Brandon? Everyone okay?" (NT) -- Ryan, 10:15:46 09/28/04 Tue

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• He cleared his throat, eyeing the bathroom door for a moment before he let out a breath. "In the bathroom, under the sink, lift up the floor piece there...I need you to get rid of something for me." He bit his lip. "You know I wouldn't ask you if I thought I could do it myself, man." (NT) -- Brandon, 10:34:33 09/28/04 Tue

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• His hand moved to gently squeeze the base of the other man's neck as he nodded slowly, exhaling quietly. On one hand, he was glad that he had called for help, but it was a little unnerving that he needed the help.. "Sure, yeah, of course." (NT) -- Ry, 10:39:09 09/28/04 Tue

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• He wasn't going to cured in a month, probably not even in a year, maybe not even ever - he could keep himself from going out and looking for it, but he couldn't stop himself from taking advantage of it if it was right there in front of him. (NT) -- Brandon, 10:56:24 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Don't worry about it. I've got things taken care of." He assured his friend and gave him a gentle push back towards the balcony as he himself headed into the bathroom to take care of the other man's demons... (NT) -- Ryan, 10:58:47 09/28/04 Tue

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• He sighed, sinking down onto the couch and running his hands through his hair, dropping his head into his hands as he closed them. He didn't even know how to handle this right now, and he didn't want to disappoint anyone... (NT) -- Brandon, 11:03:21 09/28/04 Tue

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• She padded softly in to join him, just lowering herself quietly to the couch at his side, a hand moving to soothe slowly over his back. She was an eternal optimist and was just thankful for the fact that he had called them - he had had other options. (NT) -- Maddy, 11:05:22 09/28/04 Tue

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• It had definately been hard but he had been wanting to keep her happy and not upset her in the least. "I am sorry...." He muttered quietly, shaking his head in his hands. "I hate this...." (NT) -- Brandon, 11:12:13 09/28/04 Tue

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• She leaned over to kiss his cheek sweetly, squeezing his neck gently before her hand returned to its slow, soothing circles. "I know, honey... Don't be sorry. You did the right thing..." It meant the world to her that he had made the best choice, and that he was so worried about doing good by her. (NT) -- Maddy, 11:14:17 09/28/04 Tue

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• He swallowed lightly, shaking his head. "I've known it was here since that day that we came here and it just..it never really hit me till today." He murmured, his hand finding hers and pressing a soft kiss to her palm. He just wanted to do right by her so badly. (NT) -- Brandon, 11:32:44 09/28/04 Tue

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• Her fingers brushed his cheek slowly, gaze tender and concerned, voice a low murmur. "It's okay, Brandon..." As Ryan stepped back into the room though, she drew her hand away, but remained sitting close beside him - of course her cousin knew or atleast suspected, she figured, but she was still a little uncertain about it all. // He eyed the pair for a moment but just sighed - now wasn't the time to get all preachy - and dropped onto the arm of the chair across from them, arms crossed over his chest. "Okay? I should probably get going home... Your sister gets pretty anxious if I'm too late.." (NT) -- Maddy / Ryan, 21:19:22 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Yeah...sorry man...I can call and explain to Stacie if you want." He didn't lift his eyes from the ground where they were focused, he just felt like a complete failure and it was hard to look anyone in the eyes. His hand raised to run over his head with a deep sigh, biting his lip lightly. (NT) -- Brandon, 21:25:53 09/28/04 Tue

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• "No worries, for real, B. I'll just tell her I got held up with my other woman." He teased gently, one eyelid dropping in a wink as he attempted to reassure his friend. Shifting to stand slowly, he tousled the other man's hair and offered Maddy a brief reassuring smile. "You sure you're okay? You can call if you need anything else, alright?" (NT) -- Ryan, 21:29:18 09/28/04 Tue

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• He offered a slight, small smile at that, shaking his head. "You tell her that and you'll get restricted from seeing the pups for a week." He smirked lightly before he stood with Ryan. "Yeah, yeah I am alright Ry, thanks again." (NT) -- Brandon, 21:31:58 09/28/04 Tue

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• "You're probably right. Well I'll figure something else out on the drive home." He paused to lean back down to kiss Maddy's cheek quickly and tugged gently at a strand of her hair before heading towards the front door with Brandon. "No problem. Take it easy, alright?" // She smiled reassuringly to Ryan and murmured a quiet goodbye, but just lingered sitting on the couch and tugged one leg beneath herself. She didn't want to leave and was counting on the fact that Brandon wouldn't want her to. (NT) -- Ryan / Maddy, 21:38:11 09/28/04 Tue

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• He closed the door behind Ryan before he sighed and went back to the couch where Maddy was, opening his arms up for her once he sat down. "Your not upset with me?" He questioned softly, his voice and expression vulnerable. (NT) -- Brandon, 21:41:23 09/28/04 Tue

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• "No, no sweetie..." Her brows furrowed gently and she murmured quietly as she crawled slowly into his lap, ducking her face into his neck to kiss his pulse briefly, and then just resting her forehead against his temple. "I'm so happy that you called me, Brandon... And I trust you, you know?" (NT) -- Maddy, 21:45:24 09/28/04 Tue

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• He sighed, wrapping his arms tightly around her waist and holding her close. "I didn't want you dealing with it, thats why I had you call Ryan..." He murmured, he didn't want her anywhere near that dirty part of his life. (NT) -- Brandon, 22:09:27 09/28/04 Tue

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• "I understand..." She assured him gently and nestled closer to him, lips brushing the side of his mouth slowly and sweetly, eyes on his. Her fingers spread over his chest and then twisted tightly into his shirt - she just wanted to be close to him. (NT) -- Maddy, 22:15:58 09/28/04 Tue

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• He sighed softly, brushing his hand through her hair slowly. "Your so good to me, Maddy." He murmured softly, holding her closely. "I adore you, you know that? I would be so lost without you in my life right now, I wouldn't be where I am...I'd be in a ditch somewhere without you..." His voice was thick with emotion, his face ducked into her neck. (NT) -- Brandon, 22:26:01 09/28/04 Tue

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• "That's why I'm here, baby..." She murmured gently, a hand brushing slowly through his hair as she held herself close to him - it broke her heart that things were so hard for him, but really, what else could they expect? And things were getting better, or so she thought. (NT) -- Maddy, 22:29:28 09/28/04 Tue

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• He sighed softly, lovingly, pressing a kiss to her cheek as he held her. "I think I am falling in love with you Maddy..." He murmured softly, whispering just to her in her ear. It was hard for him to admit it but it was true, he was falling hard for her. (NT) -- Brandon, 22:40:52 09/28/04 Tue

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• A low breath slipped from her lips at that and her eyes slid lightly shut, fingers tightening in his shirt as she shifted to get impossibly closer to him. "Good..." It was good - scary, but good. She was so young, but mature for her age, and so certain that she was falling for him as well. (NT) -- Maddy, 22:44:27 09/28/04 Tue

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• He held her closer, his face tucked into the curve of her neck softly, his eyes closed quietly. "I love being with you..." He murmured softly, his hand sliding over her leg slowly. "You calm me so easily...." (NT) -- Brandon, 22:52:03 09/28/04 Tue

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• "I love being with you too, sweetie..." She assured him honestly, her free fingers sliding slowly up and down his arm, the hand on his chest drifting down to just tuck into the waist of his pants. Her head tilted delicately, auburn ringlets gathered over her opposite shoulder., eyes lightly shut for a moment. (NT) -- Maddy, 22:58:32 09/28/04 Tue

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• He murmured gently, his hand slowly moving down her side. He didn't know what else to say, he felt like he had disappointed so many people by even having that stuff around him.... (NT) -- Brandon, 23:00:29 09/28/04 Tue

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• She wasn't disappointed at all - just happy that things had turned out how they had. Shifting slowly out of his lap to stand, she slipped her fingers into his and tugged him gently up with her. "Can I stay with you tonight?" She could just call Mika and tell her she was staying at a friend's - it wasn't a lie, she just wasn't telling her the whole truth. (NT) -- Maddy, 23:14:55 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Of course..." He stated, willingly following her wherever she wanted to go. It would be nice to have her there with him all night, he liked waking her up in the morning - loved her in the cuddly fuzzy state she was in when she was sleepy. (NT) -- Brnaodn, 23:24:39 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Good..." She tugged him gently after him into his room - it was still early in the evening, but she just wanted to curl up in bed with him for a while. Maybe they could go out to grab dinner later or something... A hand brushed down his jaw as she reached up to kiss his opposite cheek, then both hands dropped to unclasp the button of her jeans so she could slip out of them and settle comfortably into the bed.. (NT) -- Maddt, 23:27:58 09/28/04 Tue

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• He smiled adoringly at her before he mirrored her actions, stripping down to his boxers. After the emotional and physical strain of the day he could go for a quick nap before dinner and maybe just a relaxing night in after that. He smiled at her quietly, before he opened up his arms for her. (NT) -- Brandon, 23:37:17 09/28/04 Tue

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• She crawled into his arms and tugged a light blanket up around them, a leg tucked between his and a hand spread flat over his chest, her lips catching his finally for a firm - but sweet and brief - kiss. "I'm glad you called me, Brandon." (NT) -- Maddy, 23:43:50 09/28/04 Tue

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• "Me too." He murmured softly, brushing his hand down her hip idely, just enjoying the smooth feel of her skin. "Tired baby? Wanna take a nap with me?" (NT) -- Brandon, 23:50:37 09/28/04 Tue

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• She nestled against his chest and ducked his face into the crook of his neck, sighing in quiet contentment - so comfortable with the warmth of his body next to hers. "Sure sweetie... You sleep, I'll be here..." She wasn't exactly sleepy, but completely content to lie there with him. (NT) -- Maddy, 23:55:05 09/28/04 Tue

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• He smiled softly, kissing her cheek softly before he nuzzled her neck and closed his eyes - his mind was way more exhausted then his body and he just needed some rest. (NT) -- Brandon, 00:22:39 09/29/04 Wed

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• She just sighed softly and cuddled close, lips brushing his chest lightly before she just rested her cheek against his warm skin and closed her own eyes lightly, nestling into his embrace and comforted as she felt him relaxing... (NT) -- Maddy, 00:27:14 09/29/04 Wed