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Author: Robert |
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Date Posted: 07:27:08 04/29/05 Fri I woke up this morning with a new sensation. Nic's been gone for a few days and I miss our morning coffee that we have together. I realize that this time together always infuses me with energy and direction. It is not the caffine that wakes me up but her energy. And after not having it for a few days, I've noticed the difference. More on that. I am realizing that my whole life I have looked to some event in the future to propel me forward. A party or vacation or event. An impending date with a woman or even a day off. "I can't wait until..." or day-dreaming about a possible make-out. It keeps me out of present time and noticing myself. Right now, I'm not looking forward to anything specific and this has me, well, with just with myself. The fun part to notice on how much I've accomplished in the last five days without my coffee-talk or something in te future. I enjoyed the group last night, Diego's workshop feels good, and the party on Sat night is pretty handled. So, I wonder, what is my new propulsion system? I feel like there is one forming in myself. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |
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| forgive me, but the set-up is perfect | Caitlin | 07:44:47 04/29/05 Fri |
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| Robert | Laura R | 23:13:16 04/29/05 Fri |