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Author: Kristen |
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Date Posted: 21:53:02 03/27/05 Sun In reply to: Judy 's message, "Buzzing all the Time" on 20:07:59 03/27/05 Sun Cause it is true. It definately gets worse. You have to adapt or you might die. That is where i am. But one good thing to know is that even if you don't have a significant other and even if you do not have do dates or any sex for a long time (like me lately) your body will find a way to release and let you have the experience of highly pleasurable and satisfying release even if you do nothing. YOu dont even have to do yourself. Last night i was lying in bed. On my back. By myself. I had been turned on all day. Really aware of the heat up on high. I cruised full of energy through my day the whole way through and when i lay down to bed. Boom. My body started to yearn. I breathed in and let my tummy balloon. I arched my back and did a fish(yoga pose). My pussy started contracting and just everything was opening at once. It felt like my pussy was soaked. My feet felt like they had super thick static socks. Like i was standing in a static puddle. I had surrendered to it before even thinking or knowing there was anything to surrender to. My stomach contracted in out in out in out in a fast quick tense release kind of way. It takes a moment and I remember - oh yeah let go. I visualize a male body part (^_^) entering and filling me. One hand on my heart. And one on my stomach, pointer finger reaching into my belly button. These two spots hold a lot there so it helps me open to have pressure there. The funny thing is that until last night, whenever I felt this turned on, I would try push or pull on my body, actually quite with strain and a heavy kind of touch. Picture a little girl who has to pee really bad. That would be me... It was a problem for me. It hurt! I thought : handle tumescence with firm pressure! I thought that was a way to bring myself down. But I could never seem to make myself feel better. It would feel like tension and almost as you speak of - painful. But last night, I discovered that just glazing my fingers up and down and over my belly and pubic bone was all i needed. I liked this light light feather light touch. I never touch myself this way. This kind of touch is a very loving gentle touch and i realized in doing it that i was ready to give myself that kind of love. And it was exactly what i wanted. It turned the key in me. In fact, that is when everything started running like a faucet and i felt the static slippers. I was a blanket of energy. And i was just lying there in my bed in a huge thick blue cotton robe of my dad's! That is also the funny thing about all this. It doesn't have to be erotic to be erotic. The flood gates are opening. Watch out world. )I think it is time for a date...) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |