Worried... strange to be worried about this. -- CastawaysII

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Date Posted: 22:14:08 09/26/07 Wed
Author: Richard
Author Host/IP: adsl-68-79-114-41.dsl.sfldmi.ameritech.net / 68.79.114.41
Subject: Worried... strange to be worried about this.

Medical things have gotten worse and new things have appeared. The lab drew 13 tubes of blood today. I am worried that I might die soon. I'm worried about dying. Up till the near past that does not fit my profile... worried about dying. The other night I would not have been surprised if I had done suicide� err, that is if I can worry after dying.

My niece is getting married the 13th. I would like to see this. She has known this man for a while now and lives with him.

My son is trying harder now to mature more. I would like to see that progress much more, see the plantlet grow to bloom so to speak.

I would like to see Rhonda come to peace more.

I would like to see me come to peace more.

I would like to see Mikki when better suited for her.

I would like to experience for a time longer my roasting my own green coffee beans, grinding them and brewing the grind� I did not know coffee could taste different and tasty� better content of caffeine also, which a med for me too.

I would like Dave to more accept his plight in life, to have his misery balanced out with enough good stuff to make his life less miserable� kind like� "� cannot get better, but get better"

I would like in a year to buy a year old newly factory re-modeled 2008 Ford Focus ZX4 or equivalent high performance four cylinder hot rod gas miser luxury car.

Maybe there be a puppy in mine, Pain & Pest lives.

I would like to live long enough for people to like me even if they do not understand me� at least be aware they do not understand me. Well, first they would have to come to accept that they fear what they do not understand and fear can translate into serious dislike.

Live long enough to know people who went to new Castaways learn it is okay they left me behind� there really are no sins to be forgiven.

Perhaps it is not so that I am worried about dying as I am looking forward to living� maybe.

Life is not for me to understand, it is but to live� no matter� long time or short time to live.

RICHARD

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Re: Worried... strange to be worried about this. -- gem, 04:08:14 09/27/07 Thu