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Nick
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Date Posted: 03/ 8/06 10:16am
In reply to:
Sara
's message, "Re: Sara" on 03/ 4/06 3:06pm
>lol! Yeah, but a girl can't have just any dress. Well,
>okay, I did, but I didn't like it much AND the whole
>marriage went down the drain. Sooo...a perfect dress
>is important. lol!
Yeah, well, looks like this marriage is downt he drain too. Or not, I just don't know. I'm so sorry, I just know you don't need to hear this, but I don't knwo who I can talk to. Most of my friends know Helen too, it's not fair to drag her into that kind of thing. And I just want someone to see my point of view.
But last night we had my godsons round and we were just hanging out when she started acting really funny with me. She kept asking me if I was taking drugs, which really pissed me off. I mean, she knows I wouldn't. But she just wouldn't stop and then she seemed really paranoid about me lying to her. And it kind of went downhill from there. We both said stuff we shouldn't have, I guess and she locked herself into our room.
Anyway, the boys stayed over because their mum and dad weren't back till the early morning and when I took them back this morning she must have left the house.
God, I'm so confused. And so angry. I mean, how many times did I sit by her bedside in hospital after she tried to overdose? How many times did I look after her when she was too stoned to know her own address? How many times have I believed her, been totally sucked in, when she promised me she would be okay if I left for just a few hours? And then SHE accuses ME of taking drugs?
And I'm so sick of this. I love her, I love her so much, but it can't carry on. She's not over it. I mean, I really believed she was okay, she was clean, but she's been TOO normal. She's done something and I don't even know what.
>I'll keep that in mind, thanks. ;) We're doing good
>though. Blake, the guy I'm staying with, helped a load
>with me moving and the girls. I couldn't care less
>about Caulan right now. Too bad I have to see him
>Monday. We start the divorce thing then. Ugh...
He sounds like a good guy, I'm glad you're being taken care of. Perhaps starting the divorce right now is a good thing. I mean, no hanging about, no second thoughts, jsut a clean break. Especially when there are little kids involved it sounds as if it's for the best.
Ugh, I've hardly even replied to you and this is so long. I'm sorry I'm so self-centred. Just ignore me. I just don't feel like I can talk to anyone else. I'd just feel too sneaky telling our business to her friends.
From your very grumpy self-centered friend, Nick.
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