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Blake
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Date Posted: 03/ 9/06 7:11pm
In reply to:
Cheyane
's message, "Re: Blake Star" on 03/ 9/06 6:59pm
You sound like that damn teacher from Charlie Brown to me. Just give it up. I love "Ian's daughter" and there's nothing you can do about it. Yeah, I don't have my real parents, Cheyane, but I do have a family. I have my kids, I have my adoptive parents, I have my cousin, and I have Sara, Brey, Elle, and believe it or not, I still have Ian and my wife that I "cheated on". When did that happen? I'd remember that.
Sara. She has her dad. She has her mom and all the damn children you birthed who hate your guts now. I hate to say it, but I'm happy you're alone now. You have no one to hurt and you deserve it now. All you do is bitch and try to make my life and Sara's life a living hell. You can't do that to me because I've been through so much more shit than you. (Excuse my language but I'm pissed...ha) Now, Sara, she's delicate. In ONE YEAR she lost her husband, her best friend and father, and the man she wanted to be with more than anything. Now she lost you and she's nowhere near her siblings.
I think about that, Cheyane, and there's no way in this world I would ever hurt her again. What I did before haunts me every single night of every single week. I can't forgive myself. When I wake up and see Sara taking care of her kids in MY house, I still wonder if she's forgiven me. She says she has, but I hate myself so much for doing that, I can't believe SHE would forgive me. That's Sara, though. She's too nice to hate. She doesn't even hate YOU and you've put her through hell. What you said really hurt her feelings, Cheyane.
One more thing, if we do get married, Cheyane...I don't think I'd want you to be a grandmother to Aubrey and Bryelle. I think its best we call you a family friend, seeing as how you don't refer to yourself as Ian's wife. Even if he's dead, Cheyane, that's terrible. I wasn't even married to Kiwi and I considered her my wife still. She was my first real girlfriend and love and...if Ian was that for you, not even death would take that away. I have a hard time believing that running back to you was a good idea.
-Blake
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