Subject:  Carla |
Author:
Wolf
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Date Posted: 12/30/05 2:33am
Hey, honey
How're you doing? The power suddenly went back on and woke me up, so I thought I'd just write a li'l note that you could find in the morning before you run off to work.
You know, it's so weird, but I didn't think that we could get any closer than we already were, but somethign really special happened over Christmas for us and even since then, and I can honestly say that my love for you has quadrupled!
Watching your baby bump grow gives me such a thrill. I know you're uncomfortable, but we've both wanted this for so long--all our adult lives, really, if you think about it. And, now, finally, our desires are about to be fulfilled. Pretty soon we'll be holding our little baby in our arms, singin lullabys, and drawing straws over who has to wake up at 3 am to feed him/her.
I can't wait to find out if she's got your eyes and my mouth or your hair and my nose, making sure he's got ten fingers and ten toes. lol Sometimes, late at night, I wake up and look at you and wonder if I'm even worthy to be the father of your child? Will I be a good dad? What kind of child will our baby become? What will he want to do when he grows up? Will he like baseball or football? Will she like drama or fashion?
But, more than any of that, what I enjoy the most right now, is just enjoying the present with you. Enjoying our little holiday excursion to the Mommy-n-Me store to buy new maternity clothes for you and pick up a silver rattle to be engraved. The little side trips to the nursery stores to pick out the furnishings. The way I snuck in that trip to the auction house and bought those fantastic nursery paintings to suprise you with! The way that I know at 1:32am you're going to wake me up and ask me for a bowl of ice cream and choco chip cookies; or something more exotic and I look forward to sending the guys out for whatever you need at 2 am. lol It's all part of this delicious package.
Bri advised me to be grateful for my perfect life. She was so right. I am grateful for our perfect little life. So, it's not really perfect. So what. It's perfectly unperfect in the most perfect way. :)
It's hard to believe that it could've gotten any better, but it has. It's so much better than I ever imagined--thanks to you. :)
Goodnight and sweet dreams, "Mommy", my love. :)
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