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Date Posted: 15:26:43 06/15/05 Wed
Author: helen
Subject: Our Little Squishy

Jaden Anthony was born May 1, 2003 and died on May 1, 2005. From the moment we met I knew he was special. He was so perfect. I used to tell my husband that he was God's gift after the difficult times we had with our older sons when they were babies. He used to look off and smile focusing on something we couldn't see and we used to ask him "are u talking to your angel friends?" he would just laugh. he had this big buddha belly that stuck out of every shirt he had. we used to call him our fat baby & our little squishy because he was so soft to touch. once you squished him, you just couldn't stop. he loved trucks and baths and lolipops and wrestling with his brothers. Today i was going through his things and i found his little stash of cars and figurines that he swiped from the boys. he also had 2 cards each with a pic of a mommy animal and a baby animal kissing and that did it for me. i want my baby back. i miss him so much. He drowned on his birthday in my mom's pool. i can't get the image out of my head. i can't stop thinking that in the last few moments of his life, he was probably so scared and wanting his mommy and daddy and we weren't there for him. he needed us and we failed and all i want to do is hug him and tell him how sorry i am.

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