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• he was still in the same clothes he had been wearing last night and had a five o'clock shadow dusting his jaw. His eyes were red and circled with black and his appearance was far from his usual well-kept self. He met her with cold unfeeling eyes when he opened the door, his voice was a dead monotone "What?" (NT) -- Lochlan, 21:00:01 10/25/04 Mon
• His voice hurt and it showed on her features but she pushed back past him anywhere, shiftng the carrier to other arm before she set it down on the table, gently easing the coo'ing baby out of it. The baby was bright eyes and almost always chattering in his own little baby language - he was the spitting image of lochlan. (NT) -- Elena, 21:01:51 10/25/04 Mon
  • he immediatly took the baby from her arms and softened instantly, but only for the baby. He turned his back to her and walked away from her. She had gotten to have private time with him, now he wanted his turn (NT) -- Lochlan, 21:08:07 10/25/04 Mon
• She was now terrified that he was going to take her baby away from her and so physically exhausted that she felt ill. She sank down into the couch with a sigh - she'd been getting these awful migraine headaches lately.... (NT) -- Elena, 21:09:25 10/25/04 Mon
  • he wouldn't do that to her, he was just tired of so many other people coming into his life and running it how they chose. It got old. He sat down with the baby in his arms, unable to tear his eyes away "He's so small..." (NT) -- Lochlan, 21:21:11 10/25/04 Mon
• She nodded at that - not having anything to say to that. Her eyes slid shut and she drew her knee's up to her chest, letting out a low breath. (NT) -- Elena, 21:22:16 10/25/04 Mon
  • he glanced up when he heard her sigh, frowning slightly "Are you ok?" (NT) -- Lochlan, 21:33:27 10/25/04 Mon
• "Headache..." She murmured softly, anything louder would only cause the pounding her brain to intensify. The light made it hurt more, moving made it hurt more... (NT) -- Elena, 21:49:03 10/25/04 Mon
  • his frown deepend somewhat "Do you want to go lay down somewhere?" he could tell she was in pain, and he wanted to help as much as he could (NT) -- Lochlan, 22:08:31 10/25/04 Mon
• She shook her head just a bit, wincing as she did so. "No...I get them a lot...it will go away." She squeezed her eyes shut tightly, every once of her being wishing she was safely back in scotland with her son - away from all this heartache and pain. (NT) -- Elena, 22:11:45 10/25/04 Mon
  • he shook his head and he set the baby down in the chair, making sure it was impossible for him to roll in any direction before he went over to where she was sitting "I can't sit here and just watch you suffer" he said quietly, brushing her hair back (NT) -- Lochlan, 22:13:03 10/25/04 Mon
• She offered a slight smile at that, refusing to open her eyes - the light was the worse. "There isn't much you can do..." Though it was sweet he said that and his touch - god she missed it. (NT) -- Elena, 22:14:10 10/25/04 Mon
  • he picked her up gently "I can take you somewhere where you can relax in the dark" he wouldn't take him to his room, it wouldn't be right although it was still his first instinct. He took her to the babys room, laying her on the small twin bed that was in there "Dark usually helps when I've got a headache" he said softly as he drew the shades down (NT) -- Lochlan, 22:21:57 10/25/04 Mon
• She opened her eyes once it was dark, looking around the room with unspeakable sadness. "This is your baby's room." She stated softly, fingers curling into the blanket lightly as she swallowed and gazed over at the crib before she squeezed her eyes shut again. (NT) -- Elena, 22:24:35 10/25/04 Mon
  • "This is James's room" he said, giving her a final glance "Get some rest Elana" (NT) -- Lochlan, 22:26:04 10/25/04 Mon
• "James is going to want to eat soon..." She murmured, shifting a bit. She knew when he would want to eat thanks to the uncomfortable weight in her chest. (NT) -- Elena, 22:28:37 10/25/04 Mon
  • "I'll bring him to you when it's time...you just relax right now" he paused in the doorway before he closed it. "just call if you need me" (NT) -- Lochlan, 22:30:04 10/25/04 Mon
• She nodded, finally falling into a quiet sleep that somewhat helped ease her head but she was awoken quickly by James sharp cries of hunger. She sighed softly, gazing down at her shirt for a moment before she called. "Loch, bring him in here." (NT) -- Elena, 22:35:33 10/25/04 Mon
  • he had the little boy in there as soon as she called and he handed him over to her "There ya go....got some lungs on him doesn't he?" (NT) -- Loch, 22:38:37 10/25/04 Mon
• She smiled a little, shifting to unbutton her shirt and let the little boy latch onto her hungerily - not feeling overly shy about feeding him in front of loch. "He hardly ever cries unless he's hungry." (NT) -- Elena, 22:43:20 10/25/04 Mon
  • he smiled slightly, feeling privelidged that she would let him be a part of this...this was how it should be (NT) -- Lochlan, 22:59:20 10/25/04 Mon
• She smiled softly, soothing her hand over the babies soft dark hair. "He's watching you..." She murmured softly, her own eyes driftng up to Lochs. She couldn't but reach over, squeezing his hand with hers. (NT) -- Elena, 23:01:30 10/25/04 Mon
  • he smiled slightly, squeezing her hand in return "He's beautiful....hard to believe he's ours" (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:07:05 10/25/04 Mon
• She smiled softly, looking down at their baby as she held his hand, shifting a bit to lean against him without even thinking about. "He almost didn't make it through the delivery, it was really hard, lasted sixteen hours." (NT) -- Elena, 23:10:47 10/25/04 Mon
  • he frowned slightly, talking about labor made him think of the upcoming one with Fiona. "Has Fiona seen him?" (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:13:58 10/25/04 Mon
• She stiffened at that one shifting a little and leaning back against the headboard. James pucked up as his mom tensed, his little face turning upset and his hands balling into tiny little fists. "No." (NT) -- Elena, 23:14:57 10/25/04 Mon
  • if they both were staying with Jakob, she had to have known by now whether she had seen him or not. the two women of his life were now under Jakobs rule, and he didn't like it (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:16:38 10/25/04 Mon
• "You know how that house is, don't worry, I didn't even see your wife." Her voice was tense and James started to cry, making her wince and shift to sit on the edge of the bed. (NT) -- Elena, 23:17:33 10/25/04 Mon
  • he pinched the bridge of his nose, sighing heavily "I just hate that both of you are there under his thumb (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:18:18 10/25/04 Mon
• "I'm not under his thumb." She shook her head, her eyes going out the window as she shifted to encourage James to keep nursing, her back to him. "I want to go back to Scotland." (NT) -- Elena, 23:20:02 10/25/04 Mon
  • he frowned heavily, his voice light "and take James?" he didn't want that at all...already he had fallen for the little boy, and now that he had just found him he wasn't ready to let go (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:22:19 10/25/04 Mon
• "Unless you decide to take me to court." She stated, her jaw set as she looked down at her baby. She couldn't just stay around here with him and his wife. (NT) -- Elena, 23:23:16 10/25/04 Mon
  • he frowned slightly "I would never take him from you Elana.....it's just...I really don't want to lose seeing my son grow up because Jakob fucked up our lives" (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:25:49 10/25/04 Mon
• She shook her head, letting out a soft - humorless laugh. "You can't have two families Loch, I am pretty sure it's illegal here." She sniffled lightly, brushing her fingers over her babies dark head. "You have a baby coming soon, a baby from the woman you love..." The word was a little rough as it escaped her lips, she was glad her back was to him this time so he couldn't see the emotion in her eyes. (NT) -- Elena, 23:28:04 10/25/04 Mon
  • "I still love you too.....I only married Fiona to protect you...." he admitted, it was something he swore he would never let her find out, but what good did it do to keep it from her now? (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:30:26 10/25/04 Mon
• She let out a soft breath, her head tilted to the side. "To protect me?" The sound of the baby nursing was the only real noise in the room. She didn't know how to respond to the words that he still loved her - what purpose was there it torturing themselves. Besides he had fallen in love again pretty darn quickly. (NT) -- Fioan, 23:37:21 10/25/04 Mon
  • he nodded, running a hand over his hair once more "Jakob had threatened to do whatever he needed to do to take your life apart piece by piece until you were left with nothing and nowhere to go and no way to fix it......I couldn't let him hurt you Elana" (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:41:07 10/25/04 Mon
• She bit her lip lightly, her eyes sliding shut. "But I would have still had you..." She murmured softly, her voice rough as she gazed down at their son. It wasn't fair that he would never get the blessing of having his father there all the time. (NT) -- Fiona, 23:42:07 10/25/04 Mon
  • "At what cost though?" he said quietly "Neither of us would have been able to get a job, left the country, or even tried to get him for it. He's got the right friends and enough money to throw around to follow through with anything he says.....I wanted to give you a chance" it would have been without him, but it would have been a future free of a threat hanging over her (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:46:44 10/25/04 Mon
• She shook her head, wiping at her eyes discreetly. "You should have talked to me, Loc." She cleared her throat, glancing at the clock. "His appointment is in an hour, I should go." She shifted to button her shirt, before placing the baby onto her shoulder and burping him - after a few minutes he was smiling and happy again. (NT) -- Fiona, 23:49:05 10/25/04 Mon
  • he stood as well, his brow furrowed "Please don't go back to Scotland....not just yet..." (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:50:01 10/25/04 Mon
• She sighed softly, biting her lip as she looked down for a second before she looked back up to him. "It's hard for me here, Lochlan, really hard." She didn't think emotionally and mentally she could handle it - it was just to intensely painful. He had no idea what it was like, he had moved on - she hadn't. (NT) -- Fiona, 23:52:08 10/25/04 Mon
  • "I just want some time with James....it doesn't have to be forever....just a little bit of time. Like I said I'll put you up somewhere till you can get on your feet, whatever it takes" he pleaded quietly (NT) -- Lochlan, 23:53:40 10/25/04 Mon
• "Time until when? Time until your other kid is born? The one you planned and wanted?" she questioned, setting her jaw as she placed the little boy in his carrier, buckling him in and leaning down to press a soft kiss to his head. (NT) -- Fina, 23:57:20 10/25/04 Mon
  • he frowned "I didn't want to have a baby like this, but once again Jakob stepped in and decided that we should. Fiona is so devoted to her father that despite not liking the idea she didn't try to change his mind." he sighed "I know this is difficult...but can't we at least try to be civil?" (NT) -- Lochlan, 00:04:57 10/26/04 Tue
• "You can be civil because you moved on and a mere what, five months later while I was thousands of miles away carrying your child you were falling in love and building a nursery." She shifted on her jacket, covering up James with a blanket. "So you can be civil, but don't expect me to play buddy buddy with your new wife or just slide in like one of the family." She winced suddenly, her hand going to her temple - she hated these migrains but just wrote them off to stress. (NT) -- Fiona, 00:08:40 10/26/04 Tue
  • he sighed and slumped his shoulders "Well if that's the way it's going to be then fine.....but I want to still be able to see my son" (NT) -- Lochlan, 00:10:49 10/26/04 Tue
• "Fine." She paused a moment to let her eyes slid shut before she bit her lip and picked up the carrier - there seemed to be nothing else to say here. (NT) -- Elena, 00:12:00 10/26/04 Tue
  • "You'll be hearing from me then" was all he could say, what was left? (NT) -- Lochlan, 00:17:53 10/26/04 Tue
• She nodded, gently wrapping her hand over her eyes before she rested the carrier in the crook of her arm. "Good bye, Lochlan." She stated heading for the door. (NT) -- Elena, 00:22:14 10/26/04 Tue
  • "Bye Elana" he said, walking her to the door. Watching her walk away with his son was one of the hardest things he'd had to do (NT) -- Lochlan, 00:36:09 10/26/04 Tue