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Date Posted: 01:16:08 12/30/01 Sun
Author: daSdaM
Subject: eye dye


What i miss is what i missed
or the thought of it
anyway

No guarentees
that it would have been better...

it would have had to have been better
than today

But i'm not so sure
and i never was
and i'm not so afraid
but only because
solitude will comfort me
just like before

forever perhaps

I'm a student of my survival
my existence
my being
my desires

sometimes the want returns
When i am drunk on dillusion
and i set goals to shield my vulnerability

sometimes just to prove
to myself
that yea...
i can do what you do

and the want returns again
when i pull another under with me
sometimes just to prove
to myself
that i can not live outside of truth

but damn it is so
aesthetically justifying
to play with your lips

or to strum and pic
to paint and write
until the wave crashes down
and suffocates my worries
while drowning my whys

...and sometimes...

I want to miss what i missed with you...
and i do.

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