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Date Posted: 23:00:31 04/22/02 Mon
Author: brandi
Subject: Re: Temporary wins again
In reply to: Hobbes 's message, "Temporary wins again" on 18:23:54 04/19/02 Fri

>
>seventeen stitches were scattered in neat little
>places
>throughout here abdomen as she stradled my body on the
>bed and looked down. she smiled.
>
>four incesions...
>
>one for a light
>one for a scope
>one for a laser
>and finally
>one to pump her stomach full of gas.
>
>I felt privelaged and responsible
>being the only one at her bed side when she awoke
>
>I had been living inside of my head long before we had
>ever met, and i continued to do so... even as i looked
>her deep in the eyes and told her that i loved her.
>This always resulted in a sort of absent mindedness
>that i seemed to carry around with me, which, in this
>particular case, resulted in me sitting on her I.V.
>cord long enough to cause a slight grimise of pain.
>She forgave me though.
>She always did.
>
>I wondered if she would forgive me for needing her
>to get here. For using her to see more of me. For
>lying.
>I wondered if i could ever explain what i wanted to
>her in a way that would make sense to anyone other
>than myself.
>
>I felt responsible for someone other than myself for a
>change. I owed it to her.
you feel responsible? why should you feel responsible for another- and what do you "owe" to her? please explain.....

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