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Date Posted: 18:41:55 05/06/02 Mon
Author: Hobbes
Subject: understating the confusion


All things are born from a gracious
misunderstanding



From the vein
passes blood
From the vain
passes blood
but nowhere could you find
something so inconcievable
personal-----------
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...She cries in her sleep now
and holds tight to my arm...+ +
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +





UPPER INJUSTICE starts with god i guess
and ends with my piece of shit manager
ramming his tounge down her throat in the back room
when no one is looking

why let a 30 year age difference stop you


she quit today


..............







My only way through the fire is
understanding the anger
in the flame

damn i burn
God damn i burn



Why like this lord
Why make us this way

consuming proturding ignorance

concious again
concious of sin

Irratting eye
flooded unconcious

What am i doing
by doing

hurts to feel
nothing

hurts to feel
away from this

forgotten self


giving sex less
power
changes things
for the desiring
mind


but if you stay for the girl





what else will

i ever

be able


to find


...................



and i am quick to blame the state
but it is this state
of mind



that i have to leave



...................




built for collisions
on a path to collide
hopefully with you again
and scatter when we hit

when we hit
someday
again



surrender to the
desire
further away from the
self
self desire
self on fire
Further away
but i can't win

there is no win


.....................



I am the burden that i must wear
underneath
some desparate
desire to remain
among the living
grateful
and hateful
to this fateful
last and first
attempt
to reconcile


.................


Spreading art
like a diseased animal
trying to escape the sickness

TRYING TO ESCAPE THE SICKNESS



when again




will i ever win again


she is not my friend




there is no end



to my stupidity




Ican'tstopthinkingaboutyou.So,onceagainIamleftwithan
overwhelmingamountofuncertaintyandwant.
Iwantyou.
i'mtryingtofindthedifferenceinthethingsihavewanted.
shewasawantonce.Butiwantedjustificationforthosethings
ididn'thave.Iwanted,practice.Awful,fuckingawful.iknow.

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