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• He nodded softly, letting her come back to him before he wrapped his arms around her legs, well, her upper thighs from where he was sitting on the edge of the tub. His hands gently soothed over her legs, watching her carefully as he tipped his head up to allow for the wash cloth. "Your so much better then that..." He murmured softly, his eyes sliding shut as he tried to wince at the pressure of the washcloth. (NT) -- Kaden, 23:07:50 05/29/05 Sun

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• Her breath caught softly and she just shook her head, one hand tenderly dabbing at the blood all over his face, and her other hand twisting in his hair. His tender touch and gentle words had tears blurring her vision again, but she blinked them away desperately - she had to get him cleaned up. Look at what she had done to him... "Clearly I'm not..." She whispered, her fingers in his hair shaking slightly, but her hand on his face steady and careful. (NT) -- Ella, 23:13:21 05/29/05 Sun

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• "You are to me." He stated softly, looking at her with an unusually soft gaze. A sharp breath was inhaled through his mouth with a hissing sound as she hit an open wound, his brow furrowing a touch. "Whatever it is your messed up in, love, we could get through it..you know..your not alone anymore..." His hands gently moved over her legs, soothingly even as his eyes showed some pain. "I want to help you, I want you to let me in pet, I think your worth more then some cash at the end of the night...you deserve to be kissed and held and brought breakfast in bed, you gotta stop sellin' yourself short..." (NT) -- Kaden, 23:45:15 05/29/05 Sun

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• She shook her head slowly and flinched a little at his wincing but continued on - she had to get these cuts cleaned up. He could probably use a couple stitches, but he could make that decision for himself. "This is going to sting a little..." She warned him softly as she dabbed on some antiseptic - brows furrowing as if she was the one feeling the pain. Finally, she leaned down to kiss his forehead, and then gently down his face, lips brushing down his jaw. "Look what happens to you when you're involved with me." A lifetime of never being better than this was too much to be forgotten by one guy who claimed he wanted to help her. More than anything, she wanted to believe him - but how could she? Why would anyone waste their time on her? She was used and useless. (NT) -- Ella, 23:51:54 05/29/05 Sun

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• He shook his head, offering a playful smile. "No pet, if you were as involved with me as you could be, then there wouldn't be any of this running around in ally's bollocks." He sighed softly, tipping his head as he looked up at her. "I am telling you, I'll follow you every night until you won't have anyone wanting you because its to much of a hassle. They'll all know about the kid with the funny accent who has a steel jaw. Really pet, men will be terrified of me." he winked, teasing with the last part but not the part about following her. (NT) -- Kaden, 00:02:06 05/30/05 Mon

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• She shook her head slowly as a low soft sigh slipped from her parted lips. She didn't want him having to do with any of this, but she couldn't just quit. A kid with her record would have a hell of a time getting a job anywhere, and she just needed the money. Not voicing any of that though, she stepped back a little and held her hands out to him to gently tug him up to follow her - that was all she could do for him and she just hoped that his wounds would heal on their own, brows gently furrowed. "You will not, Kaden. No more of that. You could have been really hurt..." What if the guy had had a knife, or a gun? There was no saying what some of these losers were capable of. (NT) -- Ella, 00:07:11 05/30/05 Mon

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• "I bloody will too. No chit is going to boss me around, I'll do as I please." He growled softly, his brow furrowed as he followed her. "This isn't healthy, love, you can't do this. What if something goes wrong? What if next time the guy doesn't just hit you? What if you get pregnant? You wanna end up like Jackie? Pregnant by some John who's name she doesn't even know? She doesn't even know what guy it was and she was using protection pet, so don't even give me that. This is to risky, not to mention your way better then this." (NT) -- Kaden, 00:13:26 05/30/05 Mon

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• She lead him into her room where she pushed her door closed and turned on only the dim lamp beside her bed. Her back to him, she stripped out of her current clothing in favor of a soft blue cami and matching pajama pants before turning to face him again, tugging down the hem of her top as she eyed him for a long moment. "Kaden, please..." She was absolutely humiliated and really didn't want to talk about any of this. Though she hardly believed she was better than this, she atleast wanted to pretend like she was. (NT) -- Ella, 00:20:05 05/30/05 Mon

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• "Ella..." He murmured softly, his brow furrowed. "Your a beautiful, intriguing young woman...why won't you just let me in?" He frowned softly, sitting down on the edge of the bed, his gaze going to her almost pleadingly. He couldn't handle seeing her do this. "You never told me what you needed the money so badly for either..." He had a feeling she wasn't going to tell him either but you couldn't blame a bloke for tryin'. (NT) -- Kaden, 00:23:28 05/30/05 Mon

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• She couldn't tell him that, so she just lowered herself to the edge of the bed beside him. Her fingers linked between her knees and her eyes dropped to the ground slowly as she shook her head. "It's too hard..." To let him in, that was - because there was so much that she just couldn't tell him, and she couldn't go halfway on the honesty factor. It wasn't fair to him that she pretend like she was being honest, yet continue to hold so much back from him. "I'm so sorry..." (NT) -- Ella, 00:30:20 05/30/05 Mon

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• "This has to be harder for you, Ella, you can't tell me that you like having those men all over you." He frowned softly, leaning down so he was laying on his back, staring up at the ceiling. "People care about you, Ella, people like me, you know? I don't want to see you goin' down this road cuz once you get to far down it, you get lost, it gets dark and suddenly you can't find where you were anymore..." (NT) -- Kaden, 21:04:13 05/30/05 Mon

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• "I don't do it because I like it, Kaden." She assured him quietly - she liked it when he hugged her, or touched her, or kissed her cheek - but didn't move from where she sat, just shrugged a little. "I was doing this a long time before I met you." If he truly cared about her and what happened to her - then he was probably the first. She just couldn't explain herself out of this situation- she needed the money and had no other skills or qualifications. She didn't see how she could make the kind of cash that she needed any other way. If she had to sacrifice her body.. Well that was a small price for the state of her mind. Hunching over a little, her elbows rested on her knees and her head dropped into her hands, a low breath slipping from her lips. (NT) -- Ella, 21:14:23 05/30/05 Mon

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• "Ella..." He murmured softly, his head tipped to the side. "You could do something else, honey, you could work at a fast food place for god sake, they hire anyone." He murmured, his hand shifting up to rub over her back soothingly, trying to figure out what exactly she could need the money for so badly. It was ludicris really, that she would lower herself to that level for anything... (NT) -- Kaden, 21:29:44 05/30/05 Mon

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• She shifted to lie back as well, but on her side with her legs curled up to her chest, one arm slipping around his neck and her other brushing his cheek softly - so she was tendering cradling his battered head. "You shouldn't even have ever gotten involved with me..." The very fact that he knew what she got up to was enough to make her regret her entire life - she was so ashamed, on top of every other awful feeling running through her mind. (NT) -- Ella, 21:40:13 05/30/05 Mon

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• "Well I did, pet, never was one for doing as I was told." He winked softly, his eyes on hers. "Never could resist a pretty girl either." He sighed softly his eyes tenderly caressing her. "Your beautiful, Ella, you know that right? Your a sweet, beautiful girl and nothing you've ever done or will do could take that away from you." It amazed him that considering who she was and what she had done, when he first say her he seemed to illuminate a room with her sweet innocence. (NT) -- Kaden, 21:46:32 05/30/05 Mon

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• Nuzzling his cheek softly, she sighed with a gentle frown, thumb slowly tracing his lips - there was no reason for him to be saying all these sweet things to her. There were so many pretty girls in this world - he should just find himself one of those... Not that she truly wanted him to. Though it would be better off for him. "I'm sorry..." She murmured quietly again, gaze soft on his - tone reflecting her sincerity. (NT) -- Ella, 21:55:28 05/30/05 Mon

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• "I'm not just going to go away, pet, you know that." He murmured softly, shifting into the bed. It was comfortable and his body was tired so he could feel himself relaxing into the mattress. "Don't apolagize to me, love, apolagize to yourself. Your the only one your hurting." He shifted to press a soft kiss to her cheek. "I meant it when I said you could get a job somewhere else..." (NT) -- Kaden, 22:04:15 05/30/05 Mon

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• Even if she could get a job somewhere else, it was unlikely that she would get paid enough to make the kind of cash she needed. With a quiet sigh, she slowly stretched out and then nestled down close to him, still on her side with one hand having shifted to just rest on his arm. Part of her wanted just to send him away - push him out of this mess - but she couldn't bear to do it, not as long as he wanted to be around her. "Do you hurt?" (NT) -- Ella, 22:17:58 05/30/05 Mon

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• "Nah, I am tough." he groaned softly though, kinda contrary to what he just said. He winked lightly over at her, his finger slipping to play in her hair. "Are you tired? Cuz I am bloody exhausted." It had been a tense day and an even longer night and he was ready for some sleep. "I want to go shopping tomorrow, get a couple cd's. A lot of mine got lost or broken in the move here, ya know. Ramones and all that." He smirked gently, winking a touch over at her, trying to change the subject. (NT) -- Kaden, 22:36:35 05/30/05 Mon

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• "I'm tired..." She agreed quietly and reached over to the lamp beside her bed to flip it off before returning back to his side. It took her a moment, but eventually her eyes adjusted to the dark and she reached down to tug a blanket over them both. At his change in topic, she breathed a soft sigh - as if just relieved to be talking about something else - and nodded a little. "I don't have much of anything other than clothes... Lost it all along the way." Not that she had ever had much to begin with. (NT) -- Ella, 22:44:37 05/30/05 Mon

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• "Maybe we'll have pick something up for you then, I'll introduce you to good music." He smiled softly, tugging her closer to him. "I think I may be to tired to move tonight, love, you might have to carry me to my bed..." He wanted to see if she would mind him staying there, holding her. He wasn't quite ready to let her go yet, not after he knew the kind of danger she put herself in all the time. He felt like he should hold tighter, not letting her go. (NT) -- Kaden, 22:53:01 05/30/05 Mon

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• She smiled a little at that, and then slowly shook her head, exhaling quietly. "Just stay..." She assured him quietly - if he was willing to stay there with her then she wanted him with her. There was something so comforting about just having him around and especially tonight she was feeling the need for his reassurance. Besides, the lights were off and they were already so cozy there together. (NT) -- Ella, 22:58:42 05/30/05 Mon

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• He nodded a touch, tugging her closely to his body. "Good..." he murmured softly, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead. "Get some rest love, we'll get up in a bit for one of Jackie's meals and a day of musical enlightenment." He grinned, brushing back her hair before he pressed his head into his pillow and closed his eyes. (NT) -- Kaden, 23:12:20 05/30/05 Mon

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• She just nestled close to him and tugged the blanket up around her shoulders, her head resting on his chest and one hand on his stomach - more comfortable and safer feeling than she had been in a long time, despite the drama of the night. "I am sorry..." She murmured once more - this time apologizing more for what had happened to him than anything else - before finally settling down for good. (NT) -- Ella, 23:22:28 05/30/05 Mon