Create a New Forum Admin Login Member Login Contribute to Voyager Search VoyForums Help Desk VoyForums Exchange VoyForums Directory/Categories VoyForums Homepage VoyForums News FAQ - Frequently Asked Questions

[ Show ]

Support VoyForums

[ Shrink ]

VoyForums Announcement: Programming and providing support for this service has been a labor of love since 1997. We are one of the few services online who values our users' privacy, and have never sold your information. We have even fought hard to defend your privacy in legal cases; however, we've done it with almost no financial support -- paying out of pocket to continue providing the service. Due to the issues imposed on us by advertisers, we also stopped hosting most ads on the forums many years ago. We hope you appreciate our efforts.

Show your support by donating any amount. (Note: We are still technically a for-profit company, so your contribution is not tax-deductible.) PayPal Acct: Feedback:

Donate to VoyForums (PayPal):

[ Login ] [ Contact Forum Admin ] [ Main index ] [ Post a new message ] [ Search | Check update time | Archives: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, [9], 10 ]

• He was there to catch the the second time she went down, he'd heard her cries from out back and had come in to see what was going on, his strong arm lifted her to his chest, his gaze concerned as he glanced over her "Princess? Whats wrong?" He forgot all his guarded walls and his efforts to have nothing to do with her- at the end of the day he cared about her and he was concerned (NT) -- Rio, 12:47:41 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• "Stomach...it hurts..really bad." She forced out between gritted teeth, her eyes squeezed shut so tightly though a few fat tears slipped out from beneath her lashes down her cheeks. Her arm went around his neck - her fears put aside as soon as she felt his strong, comforting arms around her again. She'd missed him, as hard as it was to know he was with the other girls on a regular basis - he was her friend, her best friend, her only friend and she couldn't just push that aside. (NT) -- Jackie, 12:51:57 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He carried her over to the couch and laid her down, frowning with deep set concern and resting his hand lightly on her stomach as he crouched beside her... he didn;t have any idea what do to. "Should I call a doctor?" (NT) -- Rio, 13:06:43 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She shook her head, taking in a ragged breath. "No..no money for a doctor.." She cleared her throat, biting her lip heavily as she tried to fight back the nausaua that was attacking her stomach. "I'll be fine, probably just a flue..." She offered him a slight smile, resting her head back on the pillow - obviously trying so hard to be tough even though every few moments her body would tense up and her eyes were slide shut...a few minutes of silence went before she spoke again, her eyes focused on his briefly. "I missed you.." She stated honestly, her hand covering his on her stomach. (NT) -- Jackie, 13:11:30 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He frowned a touch at that and brished her hair back from her face gantly, watching her, deeply concerned. His hand soothed over her softly rounded little stomach carefully while he brushed her hair back from her face trying to soothe her "Why were you so scared of me that night? You should know I'd never do anything you didn;t want me to... Anything that would hurt you..." He kept his gaze directed down at her stomach, not meeting her gaze. He was still a little resiliant to her and hurt by that. (NT) -- Riop, 13:25:59 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She bit her lip, looking down at his hand on her stomach, the contrast in the colors caused her to pause a moment before she let out a soft breath, still not looking at him as he spoke. "I don't know...a lot of things..." She bit her lip, her brow furrowed. "It wasn't really..you, I don't know, I guess just the only time I have seen guys in that..position..they were on top of me and it wasn't anything pleasant...their face was suddenly your face and it just..it tripped me out a little bit." She winced a touch as another pain swept over her body, her eyes sliding shut as she murmured softly. "I've been bleeding all day..." (NT) -- Jackie, 14:17:14 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He frowned heavily at that and lifted his gaze back upto her, shaking his head determinedly "Come on, we gotta get you to the hospital, no money or not.... this is serious Jackie" (NT) -- Rio, 14:24:10 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She shook her head, letting out a soft breath as the cramping continued. "No, no way, I am not going to a hospial, we don't have the money and I just..I don't want to cause any trouble for anyone." She intensly aware of the fact he hadn't commented on anything she had said about why she had been so freaked out the other night and that just made he more comfortable. She'd spent the last few days listening to Nina and Lysia's comments and it just had been stressful. "It's been a rough few days, thats probably all it is, it'll go away." She spoke, hoping that it was true even as the words came out of her mouth. (NT) -- Jackie, 14:28:26 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She'd worried him too much for him to focus for too long on what she had said, and he was still very concerned about her as he brushing his fingers through her hair. "We gotta do something Jackie... I don;t know how to make this better..." he hated to see her in pain, and hated even more there was nothing he could do about it. "I'm gonna take you up to your room alright, you'll be more comfortable there.." And Nina and Lysia wouldn't come in and roll there eyes or snap some comment in spanish. (NT) -- Rio, 14:38:37 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She nodded a touch as she shifted to stand up, not wanting to worry or inconveniance him anymore. "I can get up there, really, feeling better already.." She cleared her throat, her hand on her stomach as she paused a second, before taking a few more steps. Suddenly she was desperately wishing her bedroom was on the bottom floor. Biting her lip, she leaned against the wall, feeling like her jeans were getting ruined already due to the bleeding. "I think I should just go soak in the tub maybe it will help the cramping..." She looked over at him, her blue eyes a little scared but trying so hard to hide it. (NT) -- Jackie, 14:41:59 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He swallowed a little and nodded, taking no more of her independant nonsense and sweeping her up into his arms again, carrying her upstairs and intot he bathroom. He silently moved over tot he bath and started running the water. He was definately calling a doctor, he didn't care how pissed at him she would be. "You want me get you csome clothes to change into? Then we can get you into bed once you're done in the bath...." He looked over her anxiously, crouching down and brushing her blonde hair back from her pretty face "I wont leave you I promise... I'll wait outside the door if you want but I wont go anywhere..." (NT) -- Rio, 14:59:13 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She worried her lower lip anxiously before she slowly nodded. "Yeah..." She thought things over for a long moment before she nodded again, slowly. It was obvious she had thought about this before she said. "Yeah, you can just grab some clothes from the dresser and bring them in..." She shifted to step out of her jeans, blood spotting them before she tossed them aside - her long tee shirt hiding everything for now. "I..trust you." So he would see her without any clothing, in her most vulnerable. If he did want to do anything to her it would be easy right now - it was an extreme step for her and it definately showed what exactly she thought about him by trusting him this much. (NT) -- Jackie, 15:04:21 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He nodded softly and nipped out of the room ro get her her clothes, selecting a baggy T shirt and a pair of black lounge pants- the closest to hand. While he wa sin there he pulled out his rescently 'aquired' mobile and dialed for the number of a female doctor to come out and see her. he spoke quickly over the phone to her and then hung up, heading back into the bathroom witht he clothes, setting them aside and moving to help her into the deep bath. She was beautiful but his eyes barely even grazed her- now wasnt the time for that, she was hurting and he was beyond concerned for her. He appreciated the trust she had in him... it kind of repaired any broken bridges the last few days had left them with. "That better?" (NT) -- Rio, 15:33:00 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She lowered herself into the warm water, holding onto his hand even when she was submerged in the bath, her eyes closing as her head tipped back. A few soft sounds escaped her lips as her muscles relaxed just a touch before she let her eyes flutter open. "Mmm, yeah, little bit better..." She swallowed a touch, she felt a litle light headed but she figured it was just because of the loss of blood or the pain. Her eyes slid shut again before she spoke softly. "This is really going to fuel the rumor mills, Lysia and Nina aren't here are they?" (NT) -- Jackie, 15:39:05 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He dropped onto the floor beside the bath, his fingers remaining linked with hers as he rested his chin there, watching her face easily and shaking his head a touch "They went looking for jobs or something... don't worry about them... they just like to chat shit" Nina was a jealous person and Lysia just liked to stir shit, create some drama from what he'd gathered. (NT) -- Rio, 15:50:17 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• "They hate me." She stated seriously, shifting again in the warm water that seemed to be easing the cramps and the bleeding at least for the moment. Rio definately seemed to like both of them though. A soft sigh slipped through her lips as she smirked, shaking her head a touch. "I felt like such a kid..." She murmured softly, almost talking to herself as she rested her other hand on her stomach, wondering if she even still had a baby in there, just briefly. (NT) -- Jackie, 15:56:15 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He frowned breifly at that before raising a brow slightly, figuring she meant when she walked in on them "When you saw us?" He sighed a little, tipping his head and lifting his gaze upto the corner of the room absently as he thought over it, glancing back down to her after a little while "I didn;t mean to hurt you... me and nina got a lot of history... and she was feelin' pretty down... " And Nina was a very hard girl to say no to when you had no other commitments. (NT) -- Rio, 16:11:32 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She opened her eyes to look at him, surprised a bit - she didn't even think about the fact that she was completely naked in front of him. "When I saw you, after I saw you, when I was running, when I came back..." She shrugged, her eyes going up to the ceiling after his. "..you babysit me for a couple of hours, entertaining me with cotton candy and a ferris wheel ride...I loved every minute of the night but it had to seem like such kid stuff to you and she's the woman, you know? The one who wraps her legs around you and makes you...well, you know." She shrugged her shoulders gently, letting out a soft breath. "It's not a bad thing, I mean, you can do what you want of course, it was just..the thought that crossed my mind. I'm still such a kid.." (NT) -- Jackie, 16:16:59 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• His dark gaze flickered over hers gently as she spoke. There was no disputing the fact Nina was more ...well... womanly... but the main reason was because she;d been wrapping her legs around him like that since she was thirteen... and she had a good year and half on Jackie anyway. "Is that so bad? I had a great time... and I loved the fact you had a great time princess... would you trade all that in for fuck? For what me and Nina do? " (NT) -- Rio, 16:31:07 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She shrugged a touch, glancing down at her body for a second before she spoke. "I don't know if its so bad. You would just think after being fucked since I was nine years old, I would be a little less of a kid." The truth of the matter was though, that she hadn't had a chance to be a kid so whenever she got the chance to act her own age she grasped it with both hands. He brought that out in her, he took away the sadness and the worldly oldness that lined her eyes and made her laugh again. "I did have a good time though...and I definately wouldn't trade it for a fuck." If she didn't have sex again for the next fifty years, well, hell, even then would be to soon for her. (NT) -- Jackie, 16:34:18 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He nodded and lifted her hand to his lips to press a kiss tot he back of her hand quietly and absently. "It was good to see you laugh... it was good to act like a kid again- you know? Me and nina... we weren;t ever kids together... we were kinda past childhood at ten years old... its good for us to have some fun, like me and you did I mean..." He shrugged his shoulders a touch and looked up to her. Ever since held met her in the group therapy sessions he'd felt the need to protect her and look out for her... she was a beautiful girl and her life should have been so different.... (NT) -- Rio, 16:57:31 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• "Yeah..me too..being past childhood at age ten I mean." She shifted again as another cramp hit, but no where near the scale that it had been before. The now cool water had a slight pink tinge too it thanks to her bleeding and she suddenly realized that, looking down at the water with a furrowed brow. "Do you think I lost the baby?" She questioned, her young eyes looking up at him, her eyes a little anxious. She shivered a little, due to the cool water and the thought that she may have miscarried. (NT) -- Jackie, 17:02:37 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He frowned a touch and cast a concerned frown down at the pink water before he stood, opening up a large bathtowl for her and helping her to stand up pout of the cooling water "I don;t know princess... I don't know much about this shit... But from what I've heard about this don;t look good." Theer was no point promising her that she wouldnt have, when he was almost sure she had. "You gonna be okay to get dry and dressed? I'll go get you come water and such..." He heard someone knock downstairs and silently breathed a sigh of relief... they'd be able to get her checked out and make sure she was okay.He brushed a kiss to er forhead and promised her he'd be right back, giving her orders to get into bed. (NT) -- Rio, 17:13:22 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She nodded quietly, wrapping the towel around herself before he left and then using it to dry off as he went downstairs. Silently she slipped on the clothes and headed to her room which was thankfully right across the hallway, she was lightheaded and definately dizzy. Falling down onto the bed, she stretched out, her hand going to her stomach with her brow furrowed. She wasn't sure how she felt about this. Really, it should be a relief to her if the baby was gone, she could get out and get a job and contribute like everyone else was but she still felt a little..empty, when she thought the baby might be gone...even though it was conceived by rape, it was still a part of her. (NT) -- Jackie, 17:16:58 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He met the young female doctor at the door and explained the situation to her a little unsurely... he never knew how to talk tot hese people- he always got defensive. He told her what they had done do far and what had happened as he led her upstairs to Jackies room, knocking on the door before heading in there, hesitating before he let the doctor in "Jackie I called the doctor.... I know you didn;t want me too but this is serious princess... I had to get you checked out...." (NT) -- Rio, 17:24:19 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• She frowned heavily, her eyes shooting a look to Rio that screamed 'traitor', pulling the covers up around her neck. The doctor asked her some questions which she answered as briefly as possible but as soon as she said she would have to examine her, Jackie stiffened, shaking her head. A look of fright crossed her features, she wasn't comfortable being unclothed in front of anyone she knew - well other then Rio now - much less a complete stranger. Her eyes once again went to Rio, silently pleading with him. (NT) -- Jackie, 17:30:09 04/26/05 Tue

  ---

• He had hung back after the look she had given him... he;d hated to go behind her back and do this but it had to be done and he didnt regret it- he wasnt sorry for it. He watched her look up to him pleadingly and he moved over to her, sitting down in the bed beside her and taking her hand, , his back turned tot the doc as he gazed down at her , brushing back her hair gently "She wont hurt you princess.... she just has to look to see if you're okay...you wanna make sure things are okay right? It's better to know..." He leant down and brushed a kiss to her forhead, brushing back her hair "And I'll be right here... I wont leave you alone...." (NT) -- Rio, 02:01:35 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• She swallowed heavily, trying to keep calm as she nodded slightly, letting the doctor slide off her sweats. Her eyes squeezed shut heavily, her fingers squeezing his as the doctor prodded and probed. It took a good fifteen minutes and by the time the doctor was all done, Jackie was exhausted and very, very close to sleep. Taking off the gloves, the doctor looked to Rio and then to Jackie, figuring that she was asleep. "She lost a lot of blood, her body was trying to terminate the pregnancy but that babies a strong one - she didn't lose it." She packed up some thing back into her bag before continuing. "She needs lots of rest, lots of liquids and as little stress as possible." (NT) -- Jackie, 06:01:36 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• He squeezed her hand gently as the doctor spoke to him, nodding a touch as he turned to face her and looked up to her. "She'll be alright then?" He stood idly as he saw her packing up, letting go of Jackie's hand just for a moment. He'd be having words with nina and Lysia about this... he half blamed them for all the stress that might have caused it. (NT) -- Rio, 06:08:31 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• Jackie was asleep, she wasn't hearing anything that the doctor was saying. The young female doctor looked at Rio, letting out a soft breath as she tried to figure out what was going on. "Look, I don't really know your situation here but really, I should be calling social services. That young woman has obviously been abused, there are tearing and scars internally...someone was incredably rough with her." She ran a hand over her hair, letting out a soft breath. "But I don't think your the one who did it and you seem to be taking decent care of her now, so I'm not going to call anybody." Her lips pursed a touch as she reached into her bag, finding a bottle of pre-natel vitamins and a few other vitamin supplements. "Have her take these and just try and get her to relax and ease up as much as possible, she should be fine." She paused again. "If you need anything else, just call, any questions, anything." (NT) -- Jackie, 06:14:45 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• He felt himself freeze up as she threatened to call someone , his brow furrowing, though he looked more worried than threatening. "You can't call no one... it wont do her no good... I'm takin' care of her.... She'd gettin' better..." And she was... she was trusting people ... well him... and she was laughing. He could make her happy and he knew he could look after her. "I wouldn;t ever hurt her doc... I never touched her, and I wont let her come to any harm... no one can look after her like I can..." He frowned a touch and glanced down at the pills, trying his best to read their labels and nodding easily. "Alright... look... we dont have much money... can I pay you in like... installments or somethin' ?" (NT) -- Rio, 06:21:16 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• She gazed at the young man and then back at the girl who couldn't even be sixteen. Her eyes went around the room as she remembered the rest of the house that she had seen as she had walked up. "I believe that your taking good care of her..." She bit her lip lightly, sighing deeply. She was going to go broke if she kept on like this. "Don't worry about the money, consider the first visit on the house." She pursed her lips, her head tipped to the side. "Listen, she's about four months along from what I can tell, when she hits about eight I want you to call me back so I can check her out, understand?" (NT) -- jackie, 06:35:18 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• He watched the doctor and nodded , releasing a heavy breath and leading her out of the room and back downstairs... he would imagine they'd be pretty pissed if they knew he;d had a doctor in this place- it had been a big risk but he hasn;t known what else to do. "Thanks doc... I really appreciate it... " And he did... he'd never known anyone like her- of her class and shit- give his kind of people a second glance- let alone any favours. "I'll call you then..Thanks..." (NT) -- Roi, 06:40:54 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• She nodded, making her way outside back to her car. Jackie was fast asleep, she definately needed the rest after her day. Not ten minutes after the doctors car left, Lysia came heading up the driveway, pausing a moment as she saw Rio downstairs. "Hey you." She smiled briefly, heading into the kitchen to grab something to drink. (NT) -- Jackie, 06:46:47 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• he couldn;t help but frown a little at the girl as she wandered past him, running a hand over his tight braids before following her intot he kitchen. "You need to lay off Jackie... for real. I'm not playin Lysia... she almost lost the baby because of yous and nina's shit." He was normally pretty chilled about stuff... and he wasn't yelling at her or even threatening her, he was just saying his peice. (NT) -- Rio, 06:55:46 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• She shrugged, reaching up to grab a mug to fill with tea. "Would have been doing her a favor if she had, what is she going to do with a baby anyways?" She shook her head, rolling her eyes. "She probably don't even know who the father is." Heading over to the stove, she put some water in the kettle and set it on the burner, tipping her head to the side as she watched him for a second. "Sides, I thought you two were on the outs, all not talking and shit." (NT) -- Lysia, 06:58:44 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• He all but glared at her, shaking his head a touch "You're a sad little bitch sometimes Lysia. What the fuck has she ever done to you? Your gonna compromise her fuckin; health and shit to get your kicks?" He slipped a smoke between his lips, pulling out his zippo to light it "There some shit wrong with you if thats the way your mind works." (NT) -- Rio, 07:04:44 04/27/05 Wed

  ---

• "I was never aware of the fact that saying a few words to someone every couple days could jeopordize their health." She stated evenly, not appreciating the tone he was using with her. "Besides, you should be lecturing Nina more then me if your so gung ho about bitchin' out everyone that isn't your sweet little blonde." She poured the tea into a mug, shaking her head as she gazed at Rio. "She's sucking all the fun right out of you." With that she turned, heading up the stairs to her own room. (NT) -- Lysia, 07:11:55 04/27/05 Wed