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Author: Christine (Andy's Meddling in the Muse Award) |
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Date Posted: 00:17:03 11/19/07 Mon . Awarded by Andy - 18/11/07  Daily Reminders i am reminded of the times when i close my eyes and see the outlines of shapes that glow against the negative that my mind portrays i stare at a computer screen for hours waiting for the words to jump out and sink down inside me, burrowing like small rodents make me into a sponge, i used to wish let me take in all i see so that when i am finally twisted tight i can let it all go it’s not how it is, you know when i push myself to learn, it’s like shoving hot bricks into a child’s tent; flaming and searing red-orange flames that ripple past the point of origin to blend with others; tight fit, round block in a square hole and then i burn crisp, scarred in a subtle char knowing that where it seeks the dry tinder of hearts to fill and quench its own neediness, i have found the crusted edge i sigh..... so today I work, turning back to the piles of bills that line my desk, it's here I stand where i am captain to these troops of reality marching into quicksand like i need those cement shoes now you know, if i could get this hit time after time, i’d make it a life better lived but right now, it hits raw at night, that shove of ache outstretched in a questing mark can i do this, if i take it this way does it make sense as i swallow whispers of hope? my fingers are curled as they answer to the upper hand where i get it…..now TR ;) . [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |