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Subject: The Rain Came


Author:
Stephanie
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Date Posted: 07:04:44 01/20/08 Sun



Docile has become this life .... as I looked
up to the heavens today I saw the clouds
... ominous and black as coal ... and
I marveled at how even the promise
of rain fails to stir this
slumbering soul ...

Empty ...

I never knew a heart could feel so
barren ... how a life once lived so
passionately could just drift into
sleep ... as a child rocked in the
arms of love ... I have been
swayed peacefully ... yet
such sadness dwells in
these lullabies that
soothe ...

My spirit has stopped fighting as
resigned I have become ... weary
am I from loving so intently ...
from surrendering all that I am
... left to gather the pieces
that remain ...

In complacency I drift here ... no
longer concerned if your eyes see
me falter ... I worry not if you smile
upon my pain ... it doesn't matter
as it should ... for when nothing
remains there is nothing to feel ...

~ * ~ * ~ * ~

I looked to the heavens today and
I thought of you ... as I closed my
eyes I felt you in the distant sound
of thunder ... in the wind that
tenderly carressed my skin ...
and I breathed deeply to
hold back the tears ... not
willing to relenquish them
once again to you ...

my trembling hand upon my heart
.... one breath ... two ... and I felt
within my reach this welcome
reprieve from needing you ...
from loving you ... close
enough to grasp ... to
hold ...

but then ...
the rain came


© SLS 2007

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