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Date Posted: 19:20:03 01/26/23 Thu In reply to: Ulysses 's message, "True Story-Introduction" on 19:42:14 08/12/18 Sun >I have had an interest in spanking as far back as I >can remember. I felt sexual feelings at a very early >age. I don't know if everyone does, but I suspect so, >in one form or another. From childhood my sexual or >intimate feelings revolved around spanking, >discipline, punishment, shame. Even in childhood I >knew there was something to be ashamed of having such >urges and being so obsessed with spanking and >discipline. This included embarrassment, humiliation, >degradation, even as a kid I didn't think these >obsessions were the makings of healthy relationships. >My interest and fantasies and sexual urges were almost >exclusively females being spanked. I don't think at >that time I had a name for these films in my head >which caused arousal, but I would later learn that >these mental productions are called fantasies. I >wanted to spank those girls behinds myself, but in >thinking back I think that it was mostly them getting >spanked by someone else. As I got into my adolescence >and teens I took a more active role in those spanking >fantasies. >I was never spanked in my childhood that I recall. It >wasn't prominent in my family, so where this interest >in spanking and punishment came from has always >baffled me. My childhood was in the 60's and early >70's, so spanking of children and even teens was still >pretty much acceptable. Times were changing, but it >was still a male dominated society. Spanking of wives, >secretaries, nurses, waitresses, etc. were not exactly >encouraged, but I'm sure it happened. >Although my main interest in spanking involved >punished females and I was largely what I would come >to know as a top, I was always curious about being >spanked and punished myself. It wasn't prominent in my >fantasies, but having never really had a spanking or >really any form of discipline I did wonder what it >would be like. At times it was even some yearning >desire to be truly punished, turned over a dominant >woman's knees and take my medicine beyond my control. >This could actually never happen due to certain >psychological traits and fears as I must have control >at all times. Not to give the impression that I'm a >control freak, I don't need to control everyone around >me I just need to be in control of myself. Why I wont >ride on a roller coaster or be in a car with someone >who exceeds the speed limit. I have other anxieties, >which I'll get to later. >Perhaps it was reaching the golden age of 50, I'm not >sure what is was that surged my interest in being >dominated. Being punished out of my control by a stern >woman, although had always been a fantasy had become >an obsession. At any rate, I began searching. It was a >casual thing that I never really thought anything >would come of it. I flirted on line, had many >disappointments, got a little scared, or the distance >was too far or it just wasn't practical. Basically I >was just jerking off. > >Well, that is my introduction. I will continue at a >later time. Hi Ulysses, You are not alone, of course. I was disciplined since I was a little girl. (We are talking about the real life). My mother spanked me and my sisters very often and regularly, about once a week. Spankings were administered in the living room, but only she and me and my sisters were present. Our father was never present! But it wasn't so bad at all. Our mother and her three daughters, wearing nighties (with panties underneath, of course). It looked like as a family event, disciplinary evening ... (you name it). We were drinking coffee or tea, juices ... chatting ... After a while, our mother told us to prepare ... It meant to lift our nighties and to take off your panties. She usually spanked my younger sister first. She spanked her over her lap, with hand. Them she spanks me. Then she spanks my older sister. It was a proper spanking. After spanking my ass was very red, warm and sore. And yes, spanking hurts! But I was pretty okay with that. My sisters were pretty okay with that. After spankings we talked about them. Talked about our feelings, was it good, was it enough ... Later at night my and my sisters also talked about our spankings. After spankings we usually slept in the same room even in the same bed. And yes, we masturbated! The day after we shared our experience with other girls. Nothing unusual. Those days a lot of girls, even adult girls, were spanked regularly. It was something normal, common and usual. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |