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Date Posted: 18:05:40 08/23/15 Sun
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"For years (at least a decade!) there have been a few things I've done when I'm in a bad way mentally/emotionally... pick my nails, withdraw, eat bad food.... and the worst one... hide the wrappers/containers/rubbish from the junk food & fast food in my room. I've been caught doing this too many times to count when things start going south with me." -x/oz/oz-usb Carly Palmer
I'm doing what I promised not to do ... posting a facebook pic without permission. So please don't post this elsewhere! I just think its hilarious...(NT) -- x, 04:10:23 12/01/08 Mon
re: Melissa Weber Miss ID USA 2009: When the pics from Miss Idaho USA 2008 were put up last year, I was kinda bummed that Melissa Weber's pics were password protected and wondered why... now that she's won, I REALLY wanted to see those pics from last year, so good copyright-abiding citizen that I am (uh hmmmm lol) I managed to get the password out of the photographer (thanks to a fake email and a good story ;) ). (NT) -- x, 21:39:18 10/27/08 Mon
Subject: A sneaky request
Author: x
Date Posted: 20:01:55 10/24/08 Fri
I'm not really supposed to do this... but here's a request...
If you're looking at anything on my site... care to click an ad or two at the bottom? Yes, the ads are in now... they've apparantly got super awesome computer programmes that make sure you're not cheating the system... but I'm sure the odd click or two from you guys wouldn't hurt ;)
Subject: Arrrrrrgh!
Author: x
Date Posted: 23:50:12 10/26/08 Sun
I'm sooo good at getting myself into scrapes. I had some questions about my google ads when I had it set up so I went to the help forum and asked my question... the whole thing got a bit long winded.... THEN SOMEONE BROUGHT UP THE COPYRIGHT. I'm not sure how it happened exactly but the thing just kinda spiralled... to the point that someone has said they actually rang a photography company whos pics I had on my site... and that they have contacted photobucket and Freewebs. Ohhhhhh shit. So right now I'm just crossing my fingers, toes and every other possible extremity and hoping and praying that I don't get shut down. And that if I do get shut down that I don't get hunted down by lawyers.
Subject: Woah! Alaska's beast can email!
Author: x
Date Posted: 16:16:47 11/25/08 Tue
I never in my wildest dreams imagined I would actually get a reply from Alaska's director... she's proved me wrong!
Subject: Rachel Philippona & Keisha Walding
Author: x
Date Posted: 01:05:51 11/13/08 Thu
I think its pretty safe to say that Alabama is having an off year!
re: Gabrielle Carlson Miss MD USA 09: Can someone tell me how on earth this girl won Maryland...? (NT) --x, 16:03:40 11/12/08 Wed
re: Amanda Kozak Miss GA USA 08: I find her extremely unattractive and couldn't believe all the people fawning over her. The rest of last years GA top five were majorly robbed! (NT) -- x, 00:19:02 10/29/08 Wed
re: Niambi Powell: In truth... me neither. Her hair this year reminds me of the maniacal Sideshow Bob from the Simpsons (NT) -- x, 23:15:42 11/21/08 Fri
re: Alyssa Campanella: There is something weird about her mouth... its not just the teeth... its the shape of her top lip. Isn't that nasty?! lol (NT) -- x, 15:42:18 10/19/08 Sun
re: Kelly Harrel Miss TX Teen USA 09: Does anyone want to explain how/why TX Teen has gone so totally off the boil the past five years? I've even lost interest in it because they've failed to impress me so many years... and honestly, I can't see this years winner (out-of-the-blue apparantly) doing any better than April, Raevan, Sommer or Lauren (NT) -- x, 16:08:16 11/30/08 Sun
re: AL USA director Rhonda Garrett-Gilliam: There's just something "off" with her. She's one of the very few directors who NEVER return emails, the numbers are always pretty small considering they're southern states, there's very little promotion, we're lucky just to get these pics as usually we're lucky to see anything other than crowning pics -- and I've still never seen crowning pics from MS 06. It just all seems kinda secretive! (NT) -- x, 20:10:14 11/13/08 Thu
re: Hooked: She likes to play mind games, she's manipulative and a confidence artist... this woman is scary, most of all because she's so d**n sweet as pie most of the time. I am actually frightened, yes frightened of what she is capable of.-- x, 11:02:56 11/07/08 Fri
re: Hooked: I don't particularly like having to talk about people so negatively on here, but I honestly believe that the more people who are warned about this woman's behaviour the better. As I said, she makes an art of appearing sweet and non threatening which means a lot of people don't necessarily believe at first hand that she is capable of this sort of stuff. Unfortunately, B & I have been on the receiving end of it (and another poster here has been on the receiving end of Fred's issues) and I tell you its not fun, either of them. I just can't believe I got sucked in.-- x, 16:52:44 11/07/08 Fri
re: Hooked: She's a nutcase and there's nothing anyone can do about it... (NT) -- x, 17:16:28 11/07/08 Fri
re: Hooked: Its really hard to figure out who is who I think there are two or three people with numerous identities between them all set on causing mayhem. We are pretty sure that Hooked is the same person who used to post as Mrs Budgie, and I am 99% sure that Fred & Meemaw are the same person, but its just really, really hard to figure it all out. And it sounds completely off the wall and loony, I know, because its not when they actually start leeching the joy out of you that you realise just how screwy they are. I know there is at least one person on this board, other than B & I, who can attest to that... (NT) -- x, 18:07:36 11/07/08 Fri
re: M Back: ITS MEEMAW. It has to be. The more she's been posting, the more her writing style just SCREAMS Meemaw, just as Hooked's writing style in certain emails screams Mrs Budgie -- x 22:04:20 12/04/08 Thu
re: M Back: I agree but the thing is that what they are posting just sounds so much like Meemaw!!! Then again, I've had my suspicions in the past that Fred & Meemaw are the same person... -- x 23:20:19 12/08/08 Mon
re: Meemaw: The person is sick and the more people who know it the better (NT) -- x, 01:47:11 11/07/08 Fri
re: Meemaw: Its worse than that... what she does is stab people behind their backs when they're vulnerable. She always uses other handles so noone suspects its her doing it. You just had to look at what happened to me in 2005&6... anyway, I'm not going to keep pushing this conversation, and you're free to make up your own minds, but I'm just saying be careful with her... (NT) -- x, 14:34:15 11/08/08 Sat
Author: x
Date Posted: 23:38:49 11/16/08 Sun
On a completely different note.... does anyone find that the vitriolic crap heaped on some of the girls on USB - particularly Kristen Dalton - makes you want to stick your fingers in your ears and say wah wah wah ??? lol Seriously... if I was a mod on USB I'd enforce their rules and boot the backside of any of these negative nancies continuing to spew rotten nonsense about the new titleholders.
Author: x
Date Posted: 05:19:23 11/13/08 Thu
I'll admit that I am posting there now and then... not everyone on the pink board or on USB are monsters, and sometimes its nice to put up some of the things I'm putting on my site in a place that more people can see them - and I don't particularly desire to post on USB again for obvious reasons.
Fortunately the troll (who as you might know is extremely likely to be either Hooked or Fred, I'm banking on the latter) has taken a sabbatical... until today. What do I see?......
# HEY CARLY, how is law school going for you? (NT) -- keeperupper, Wednesday, November 12, 06:52:26pm
Oh, brother. More than anything else, I seriously wish this harassment would stop. Its stalking plain and simple, it doesn't happen to anyone else on the boards and I don't know whether he/she/it has fixated on me because they sense I am emotionally vulnerable (I know they've done that with someone else on here too but via email rather than publicly on the boards) but I really do wish I knew for sure why I seem to be the one continually picked on.
There's a good likelihood that this is a coincidece, but it did make me think of that very raw post I made this morning before I went and fluked my exam. I will admit that I can't control 100% every one who views/gets info from this board, because a) someone on here could easily filch (and we know that Hooked somehow got the password when she wasn't supposed to) and b) its hard to keep a track of AOL posters but if I block AOL ips we'll be blocking out a whole raft of posters B, SanFranGuy TNBoy, NCGal, SC Bandit, lil birdie. I know Fred uses an AOL email address, but every communication I've had with him the past few months has come from an IP in Germany, so I actually don't think he's getting in.
I honestly am at my wits end and I hope that Voy takes the email I sent them last week seriously and actually investigates this.
Subject: Fred is now stalking me on the North Carolina board
Author: x
Date Posted: 03:10:20 11/20/08 Thu
This guy is seriously creepy.
... it was actually Fred who sent me the Contestant Contract. He sent an email off the to AK director posing as a prospective contestant and got the contestant contract and application from her... then sent them to me.
Now, who on the NC board other than Fred is going to start talking about me being a law student?.....
# And X, whoever shared that document with you I am positive did not think it would show up on a message board. (NT) -- Being a law student, you should know what confidentiality means., 22:26:04 11/19/08 Wed
Subject: Hooked's trying to scare me again :)
Author: x
Date Posted: 03:01:22 11/07/08 Fri
My email address is slathered all over my site... and Hooked knows it well. So why haven't I been contacted?.....
* I agree, Haki! Matter of fact, just a few days ago, I received an email from an attorney asking me who gave me permission to post a photo that x had posted on her website. (I had copied it from there, credited her site, and posted it on another board.) The attorney informed me that I had "stolen" photos that the professional photographer had never released the copyright on, and that I, along with the original thief were under investigation and would be prosecuted. I rarely post photos and I have always assuned that if photos were out there, then the people approved them. NOT true...and I hope I don't learn the hard way. Unless you know someone personally and have WRITTEN PERMISSION to post their photo, you better not! If you say you are someone's friend, than you BETTER act like it and RESPECT their privacy...and the photographer's rights! (NT) -- Hooked, 00:42:16 11/07/08 Fri
I've just gone through the entire 10 pages of the USB archives and Hooked has posted NOTHING from my site in the past two weeks... and I checked and she hasn't posted on Pageant Central or the pink board either (using "hooked" at least, I know she uses other handles). I also know that she somehow had access into here around the time I posted that message that someone on a Google forum was going after me (nothing happened, phew!)... I'm sure she picked up that little tidbit and added it to her arsenal. So, so sad & pathetic.
More "fun" >>> * Hey, x, I see you're posting photos all over the pink board. Don't have enough traffic at the Oasis? www.voy.com/217444/, your little haven? Have people finally smelled your for the rat's ass you are? (NT) -- Spinster Sister, 16:56:19 11/07/08 Fri-- x, 16:58:28 11/07/08 Fri
AND NOW THEY'RE PULLING B INTO IT >> * All I can say is that this board has become some much nicer and much more fun to visit now that the Kiwi chick ain't here much anymore. I really go sick and tired or all her egomanic actions. (NT) -- Relieved, 18:02:15 11/07/08 Fri
.................. and "Relieved"'s email? B'S. Sheesh, these people stop at nothing...-- x, 18:09:39 11/07/08 Fri
I said I wasn't going to keep commenting on this... but I just broke my promise :P THEY'VE BANNED ME FROM USB FROM MY HOME IP AGAIN :p :p :p Ah dear... not that I went there much but it is always a good source of pageant results :P-- x, 18:21:24 11/08/08 Sat
re: banned from USB: Oh, and I can actually get in because I've found a site that extracts the source from a website so I can just read the source... (NT) -- x, 05:25:39 11/11/08 Tue
Subject: :* (
Author: x
Date Posted: 18:24:23 11/12/08 Wed
I don't know what I'm achieving by posting this, but I just wanted to. You guys are like a second famil to me, and I'm just so conflicted right now.
And to anyone who's ever said that there's no such thing as internet addiction... the've never met me. I had A+ & A- grades before the fateful day I found my way to USB
...you know how I was giving up pagenats and stuff for the sake of my study? Noticed I never actuall went away for more than a week? Well, my final "exam" is in two hours and I am totally stuffed. I have a brain but this internet stuff has totally paralysed it and I never actually studied. So I'm going to fail all my papers again. All while having a smile for everone and saying my study was going fine. So now I'm sitting here with two hours to go and tears streaming down my cheeks, because I'm about to go into an exam I have not prepared for and that I know I cannot fudge. I don't know if they're going to let me continue with law once I've failed two of my papers twice, and one once.
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And I should note that this isn't just a recent thing. It started this time in 2005. I've basically chucked away three and a half years of my life and potentially the promise of a law career. I am addicted. Its not just to ou guys but to aimlessly wandering the net for hours. I just can't stop myself. I had two days where I could probably have done somthing to catch up a bit for this exam. I could have done some work from 8 this morning. But I just can't. And I don't even know the point of sitting down for the exam in this state. (NT) -- x, 18:27:13 11/12/08 Wed
Subject: Another update
Author: x
Date Posted: 18:05:54 12/02/08 Tue
It looks like I will be kicked out of uni for three semesters. And there's a very real possibility that I won't be able to continue with law at my university.
I am feeling totally numb and half comatose right now. I'm lying on my couch half asleep trying to will these thoughts away.
At least finally there's a breakthrough... I just simply cannot stomach doing anything major today on my website today. But I'm still fiddling around because I don't have much else to do.
My parents still don't have an inkling that ANYTHING is wrong. My next session with my pyschologist is figuring out how and what to tell them.
Subject: More Issues with my folks
Author: x
Date Posted: 05:04:25 12/06/08 Sat
For years (at least a decade!) there have been a few things I've done when I'm in a bad way mentally/emotionally... pick my nails, withdraw, eat bad food.... and the worst one... hide the wrappers/containers/rubbish from the junk food & fast food in my room. Why I don't just chuck the stuff out is beyond me but this seems to be hard wired into me, I've been caught doing this too many times to count when things start going south with me.
I'll admit it hasn't happened for a while... but with all the stress that's been happening I started falling this way a few months back. I started hiding stuff in my wardrobe again. Its nothing that was going to cause issues with wildlife (!) or anything, its just stuff I was waiting for an opportunity to chuck it out before my parents saw it. They think I'm still going to the gym & to the dietician etc... but there's just been too much *stuff* going on. You know what I mean ;)
Anyway, I live upstairs in our house, and I pretty much have my own floor - bedroom, bathroom, study/lounge (spoilt, basically). To my relief, my parents have pretty much kept out of my hair this year.
But yesterday I was looking for something in dads drawer that mum (on the phone) wanted me to find... and I find in the drawer my letter from uni earlier this year restricting my papers because of my marks from last year. Now, they pretty much knew the marks situation but they didn't know about the letter. I appealed it successfully and decided they didn't need to know about it. I'd never had that letter downstairs. It had always been in my study. So how did it end up in the drawer in my parents bedroom?
Related to the stuff about the rubbish... I got home from a miserable day Christmas shopping today.... to find some of the crap from my wardrobe laid out on the floor in my room with the door open!!!!!!!!
I know we have some mums here and obviously some daughters... what would your take on this lack of respect for my privacy be?
I was talking to my one real life friend about it tonight and she says she feels funny the odd time her mother goes into her room to make her bed, even though it was a kind thing to do!
The issue with me is that as soon as I try to tell them to keep the #*$*&$# out of my stuff (more politely put ;) ) I get a lecture that I shouldn't have the crap in the first place... they actually just don't get that at 22 they need to keep out of my space.
The other thing is that I can't explain the stuff without going in to some of the *other gaping issues* and I can't to that until I speak to my psychologist... what a mess.
The sooner I move out of home the better... it is all frankly ridiculous.
Subject: A fond farewell... I'll miss you guys!
Author: x
Date Posted: 02:00:50 12/10/08 Wed
Perhaps you might have seen this coming.... I'm signing off once and for all.
The only way I am going to kick this thing is to completely cut myself off from everything pageant-related on the internet, which will involve me deleting my website, facebook, pageant email and blocking myself out of the Voy boards.
I'm going to be deleting my email tonight after I send out one final email, and my website will be going down in two days, to give you the chance to save anything if you wish to. If you use Firefox and want to save whole pages of images you might like to try the "Down them all" add-on which I have found quite useful
Best wishes and have a very Merry Christmas & holiday season!
Subject: Ugh, couldn't keep away, could I ?! lol
Author: x
Date Posted: 22:12:55 12/10/08 Wed
I'm just BRIEFLY popping in here to say thanks for the support and love everyone has shown. (Phew, can't keep away for a day, can I? lol)
I just had to let you know this... I have had a lot of people asking for me to keep my site open, and you might just get your wish! I've had a couple of extremely kind offers from people willing to take over my site and hopefully we'll work something out. Honestly, I sat dead silent for MINUTES at my pyschologists trying to figure out what to do... it wasn't an easy decision.
The final thing is that I've decided to put the albums of historical pics I have up on Picasa... its all automated so it doesn't eat up my time... and it really would be a waste for them not to be available to people... they'll be up on http://picasaweb.google.com/pageantupdatehistoricalpics when its all done.
I feel like saying "farewell, and thanks for all the fish". I have no idea what its from, but its been in my head :P
Adieu adieu to yieu & yieu and yieu ;)
... oh and btw I hear Hooked is beating me up again on USB, something like she's claiming I've been run off because of copyright???? care to beat her up for me?]
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