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John Doe
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Date Posted: 14:39:48 09/01/11 Thu
In reply to:
Charlaine
's message, "Re: My story" on 14:17:55 09/01/11 Thu
I know it was abusive of her, but at the same time I don't know if I can truly be mad at her. Part of it was that she wanted to be a boy, even saying that a few times, so by doing what she did I think she was helping herself even if at my expense. I don't really fight it, I just can't seem to feel right as either gender. I want to be a woman but I'm ok being male too, I don't really know which I'd pick but when it comes to sex I hate being masculine.
I'm 22 now, and I do have issues with women. I'm weirdly picky when it comes to it but the bigger issue is that I don't feel right being in control or dominant as is the normal tradition in society. I always want the woman to be sexually dominant and there's something very amazing about being treated like a girl myself. I hated it so much as a child, I used to feel crushed when people would mistake me for a girl because of my long hair and all, but now I feel good about it. I think my ideal girlfriend would be intelligent, dominant, and ok with me being feminized at least some of the time.
>Dear John,
>
>I am sorry this happened to you. It was abusive of
>her. Still, if you feel like a girl sometimes, that is
>nothing to be ashamed of or feel guilty about. I don't
>think fighting it will change it, so you will be
>wasting a lot of energy. Sometimes fighting something
>just gives it more power over you. Also if someone
>really loves you, they should not hold your feelings
>against you.
>
>I wonder how old you are now, and if you have
>difficulty relating to women because of this?
>
>Love, Charlaine.
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