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Date Posted: 23:58:45 05/29/00 Mon
Author: James
Subject: I've played the deep thinker to long. I'm back from the darkness.

Gabrial thank you.

Thank you thank you thank you. In my idiotic state of denial, and self righousness. I ahve come to find that I was never far from God's love!

I know you prayed for me and I know a lot of people prayed for me and I am thankful! So thankful.

No more "one-winged angel" for me. God's name for me is Just fine. I'm James, that's all, Just James.

I strongly feel that there are some people God just refuses to let go of. I may be one of them. For no matter how much I tried to get away from Him. I found that He was always there to nudge me back. And one day He said to me (not really but you knwo what I mean) "Wake UP! You're mine! You always have been and always will. Quit trying to defy me! Just be the man I want you to be.

And I did. I just surrendered up my will and all my fits of rage, and depression vanished. I'm no longer an insomniac and life has really just turned around. I feel like Jonah being spit from the fishes belly! So I just wanted to thank all of my friends who ever thought to pray for me. Thank you so much!

Incedently my website is still up. I will be taking it down to renovate it. But I have no FTP program on my PC. Figures.

James

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