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Subject: Re: Who's here?


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Tanya
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Date Posted: 11:22:16 01/31/14 Fri
In reply to: Jackie Lea Sommers 's message, "Who's here?" on 10:28:07 01/19/14 Sun

I staarted getting Hocd about a year or so ago. Id had the odd thought before but just brushed it off. Ive never fancied women or wanted to be with one but for some reason I got these thoughts in my head and they wont go away! Im engaged to a wonderful man who I am sure I love dearly, but as im sure you all know the fact that there is no way of having a definite answer scares the hell out of me. I hate the fact that it makes me question everything I say or do, I cant go out because everyone I look at, male or female, I analyse my response. I obsess over certain things in my day to day life. I see a woman and I think oh they have nice legs, I iwsh I had legs like that etc. But my head will twist it to you looked at her legs you must be a lesbian etc etc. It is killing me, I get physically sick sometimes when I have the thoughts and my hands go hot, I cant bear to look at the man I want to spend the rest of my life with in fear he'll somehow know what im thinking. Im terrified ill one day give in and say something I dont truelly believe and hurt everyone I love and lose everything I have ever wanted. In a couple of weeks im going for assessment for CBT, I hope this helps I really do.

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