"Things have changed, B, but it's always been there.. For me..." He informed her softly - though he had hardly acted like it so much of the time, he had never stopped loving her even for a moment. He wasn't even sure why though. They fought too much and didn't communicate, they were unfaithful to each other, and blatantly hurtful at times... Yet he simply couldn't imagine not coming home to her - truthfully, she was home. She was the only reason he ever came back here and the only reason that this was still 'home'. "If I can't love you anymore, I don't think I can love anything." -- .: Bianca's Apartment :.

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Date Posted: 10:53:28 05/29/05 Sun
Author: Gavin
Subject: "Things have changed, B, but it's always been there.. For me..." He informed her softly - though he had hardly acted like it so much of the time, he had never stopped loving her even for a moment. He wasn't even sure why though. They fought too much and didn't communicate, they were unfaithful to each other, and blatantly hurtful at times... Yet he simply couldn't imagine not coming home to her - truthfully, she was home. She was the only reason he ever came back here and the only reason that this was still 'home'. "If I can't love you anymore, I don't think I can love anything."
In reply to: Gavin 's message, "I'm chasing the ghost of a good thing..." on 06:42:43 05/29/05 Sun

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Her eyes were squeezed shut against the burning feel of tears stinging at her lids, she didn't want to cry. They still weren't touching, weren't even looking for her - their words just whispers in the dark room. Her fingers twisted in the comforter, a low breath escaping her lips in order to try and fight back the sobs. "I miss the way we were then...hell, I kind of miss not caring, not thinking about things like this..." She swallowed heavily. "This..whatever we are now, whatever we are doing..it's so hard and it hurts so much.." (NT) -- Bianca, 10:58:15 05/29/05 Sun