Oh my God Tess! *Hugs.* Wow. Wow. I can't believe your life, I just can't! -- The White Tree

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Date Posted: 12:00:28 06/14/03 Sat
Author: Chris
Subject: Oh my God Tess! *Hugs.* Wow. Wow. I can't believe your life, I just can't!
In reply to: Tess 's message, "OOC: *sigh* I'm so sorry Chris, Ik, I've been horrible with keeping up with this!" on 13:27:26 06/12/03 Thu

I don't get it, why do the nicest people always have to go through the worst stuff? It's really not fair. And DON'T WORRY; you can "dump" stuff on me anytime. And I know exactly how you feel, about not wanting to keep going, I've often thought about suicide . . . but ya wanna know the one thing that keeps me going? I'll tell you. It's because suicide is just about the most SELFISH thing you can do. It really is, believe me. Committing suicide is basically saying to all your family and friends, "Well, gee, guys, you're just not good enough for me to stay alive. Sorry. You're just not worth it." How would you like to hear that, in the most startling and hurtful way possible, from someone you really loved? What if your sister committed suicide? Sure, you'd mainly just be sad out of your mind, but I can betcha, after a while, you'd starting getting really mad at her. You'd think, "Ha! I guess I wasn't good enough, huh?!? Guess I didn't fit the bill!!" I dunno, this is definitely how I'd feel if my sister or mom or dad committed suicide. Believe me, I do know how temtping it is. To just finish it, get it over with. But . . . god, Tess, I can't say how much i'd miss you if you were gone. I just can't put it into words. You mean so much to me.

Life is an incredible gift we are given. It's a flower, and yours is just opening. Life is the greatest thing. And to waste your life by ending it before its time . . . it's being really ungrateful. Dying is easy. But life--that is the wonderful struggle.

And please, STOP SAYING SORRY ABOUT YOUR IN-ACTIVITY! It's totally not your fault. People go through this stuff, I can understand that. I do miss you when I can't talk to you, though. I just want you to know that I'll be here. Always.

That really stinks, about Alex. It's totally terrible. I can't believe it. It sounds like you really fit perfectly. I'm really sorry about that.

And Tess, if you're ever just feeling down? Go outside, and look up. Look up at the majestic sky. Take comfort in the steadiness of a star. It's the same sky I'm looking up at.

Love you, always and forever,
till the end of time and beyond,
wherever you are, wherever I am,
whatever we're doing, whoever we're with,
We're under the same sun, and if one of us dies . . .
We won't be.

I love you. Can't put it plainer.
Chris

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Replies:

I'm crying... -- Tess, 12:45:57 06/19/03 Thu
- aw, i thought it was kinda corny, actually.... :D -- Chris, 08:40:18 06/20/03 Fri
  - Oooo, Tess>>> -- chris, 12:58:03 06/22/03 Sun
    - Chris dear.. :-) -- Tess, 14:44:59 06/24/03 Tue
      - I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -- Chris/Huck, 05:20:58 07/08/03 Tue
        Awesome! -- Summer/Tess, 13:29:43 07/09/03 Wed
        That is SO GREAT!!! It just makes me smile to read that. -- Chris/Huck, 14:31:45 07/12/03 Sat
        hey hey hey! -- Tess, 06:36:26 07/18/03 Fri
        Well I'm good, I'm learning to play the drums (rock 'n' roll drums), and that's lots of fun. -- Chris/Huck, 12:22:17 07/23/03 Wed
        awesome, awesome - i took a guitar lesson the other day - fun stuff. -- Tess/Sunny, 12:37:23 07/28/03 Mon
        You're so amazing Tess. *Shakes head in wonderment.* -- Chris, 09:31:54 07/30/03 Wed
        *blushes* hehe aw, don't say that, it'll go to my head! -- Tess, 13:35:19 08/07/03 Thu
        CHRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! -- Tess, 14:52:49 08/14/03 Thu
        I'm so sorry, life's been hectic around here!!!!!!!! -- Chris, 11:15:05 08/15/03 Fri
        Hey you! Just wanted to tell ya... -- Tess, 12:34:39 09/21/03 Sun
        Well that's good to know!) -- Chris, 13:10:22 10/09/03 Thu
        Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'm back! -- Tess, 07:05:06 10/26/03 Sun
        HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSED YOU!!!!!!!!!!! -- Chris, 18:59:23 11/03/03 Mon
        CHRIS I LOVE YOU! come back! -- tess, 18:23:28 02/19/04 Thu
        oh and guess what - it's a miracle - I STILL LIKE THE SAME GUY! -- Tess, 18:30:09 02/19/04 Thu
        Wow, long time no see! :) -- Chris, 10:01:37 03/21/04 Sun
        Ah yet another two months pass us by... -- Tess, 18:58:18 05/07/04 Fri