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Subject: Its me..


Author:
Susan
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Date Posted: 23:51:27 11/25/03 Tue

Still remember who am i?
Hmm... today i m in a bad mood... I can't sleep so i went online. But i still can't find anything to do too. Suddenly, I remember ur site so i visited it. I read ur diaries too. I guess u r not too happy too. I wanted to express my feelings but i can't find any places except here. So sorry for borrowing ur board to let me murmur... hehe...

I cried twice today. I felt that i m so tired to do my piano theory homework... There are still on my table now, but i haven't finish it! And my teacher is coming tomorrow! I love music , I love to play piano but I dislike to do theory. But it is neccessary to do it I know. Hmm... Sometimes i think wheter do i really know how to play? Do i really know music? But i still can't get an answer.

I cried because i felt lonely suddenly. My friends all went to work( its holidays to us now) except me. No one will play with me. LOL. THis is not a main reason . The main reason is i find out that they are just some "normal" friend, not true friend. Well, maybe u don't really understand what i m trying to say. U know, i feel unsecure n nervous always. I don't know why but maybe that's my 性格 i guess.

After reading ur diaries, i realized that i m so stupid n idiot. Actually i m very lucky but i still want more. Hmm.. I m not an optimisit. I think negtively. But suddenly i remember a word, 活著就是精彩! This word is meaningful. Well, I hope u will enjoy ur life too!

Once again I apologise to u that i m writing some nonsence here. But i feel better now after express it out. Hehe... Hope that everyone which is kind-hearted in the world live happily everyday!

Thanks!!!
I hope i can express my feelings here next time, can i?
anyway, gotta do my theory work now. Its late now.. hehe 12.41am
Guess u are sleeping haha...

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[> Subject: Re: Its me..


Author:
marsha
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Date Posted: 19:32:35 11/26/03 Wed

hey susan,
of coz u can leave me msgs either here or thru icq whenever u wish!
this forum is meant to be a place for my frds to chat and share our thoughts. so feel free to leave msgs here. : )
(and more msgs are preferred... : P)
firstly, don't be so discouraged, ok? I understand it must be so frustrating when u have to do sth which u don't enjoy at all. um... maybe we can think of candy. I am not talking about compromising. everything has a cost, right? we all must go thru some strugglings in the process of achieving our goals. just try to think that, well... by learning the theory part, u can understand music better, and thus having a better understanding and performance when u play the pieces.
ur passion on music indeed impresses me! go ahead! believe me, you will be able to achieve ur goal one day! just keep going! ur hard work may be rewarded tho not guaranteed, ur will definitely not be rewarded if u have not even tried to work hard. : )
and... everyone has different paths and we all have different roles to play in life, right? no need to compare with the others. think of how tiny we are compared with this universe, one just can't help but feeling insignificant and hence insecure and nervous. yet think of how this world will be like without every seemingly insignificant individuals? so, don't look down on urself. u may think that u can't find any true frds. yes, true frds can't be found, but u will meet true frds one day. just don't panic, and don't hesitate to put a smile on ur face, I am sure u will be able to meet ur true frd one day!
haha, if u don't mind, u can chat with me more. remember, I have treated u as my good frd already!
cheer up! +++oil!!! : )

marsha

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[> Subject: Re: Its me..


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Susan
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Date Posted: 00:07:19 11/27/03 Thu

Thx!!!
hehe... =)

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