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Date Posted: 15:53:41 07/06/09 Mon
Author: Janie
Author Host/IP: 24.102.254.141
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here goes...

i don't quite know how i got here or really if there is a point. i have been writing my "feelings" or rather lack of for years and it barely brings relief.

i am 25 years old...i kno still young, but so lost and alone, stuck inside my head. i really sit and live in old memories...i think i honestly was happy at points...but it always fades away. i know that there are things i cannot control in my life, things that arent my fault. but how can i make myself feel better. i cannot even cry anymore. i find no relief in pain. i feel nothing and i feel like everyone i love has pushed me to the side as if i never even existed. i dunno. im tired of being alone. not sleeping or wanting to sleep for days. i cant keep doing this. i have no purpose really anymore

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Re: here goes... -- Nicci, 22:19:02 08/25/09 Tue