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Subject: you need not impress me though your attempt seem to be failing miserably


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GiGi
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Date Posted: 5:39pm 04/04/05 Mon
In reply to: Deangelo 's message, "no. it was honest. some of my show is to impress you" on 6:47pm 04/01/05 Fri


moving closer as he embraced her, GiGi sighs softly. chin resting lightly on Deangelos shoulder, a hand raising to stroke lightly the back of his head. pools fluttering closed for the moment his strong arms about her bring back the memories of their first night. a tear sliding from closed lashes, heart aching to bring back the past though she knew it was not possible. free hand sliding to rub lightly his back, leaning as she does into him. holding him as close as she had wanted him to hold her all those night he had been absent. her love never failing which was the reason it hurt so bad when he disapeared on his nightly ventures.

feeling the swallow and shuddered breath she only drew him closer not expecting words from him or explainations, his being there now enough. fingers lightly running through his hair she kisses his neck tenderly. soft sounds leaving her lips in attempt to comfort him in the pained silence. indeed knowing that he regretted his neglect though not all that reasured that he would not continue to do so. his actions seeming a part of his nature something he could no more stop then she could stop her love for him.

the tightness of his grip welcome though she wondered how long it would last this time. his need for her aparent at the moment though she honestly thought it was a momentary thing something to take his mind off other problems. she not worthy of any long lasting love as he had shown her to many times before. the mind becoming conditioned after so many repeats to expect and buffer what it thought would happen again. a part of her wanting to believe his apologies as another part fortified her emotions for the crash that was sure to come. It ok love... Its ok.. words soft and smooth like a mother trying to calm a frantic child. their roles seeming at some point to have shifted as she took care of his self inflicted emotional pains. actions reminding her alot of her mother holding and kissing her brothers head when he had just fallen down and scraped his knee.

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I am a failure. Always have been, always will be. Ask anybody in all my historyDeangelo10:25pm 04/09/05 Sat


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