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>Hi, >Where is God? I am feeling that He cannot hear me. I >am so sad right now. Like many other full figured >sisters out there, I want to be loved. Yes, I know >that God loves me, but a lot of the times I want >someone in the physical form who will love me for me >whether I am big or small. I cry sometimes because I >feel fustrated as to why almost all of my life that I >have been obese and that life has been so hard for me. >I have had men to treat me like the crap. I know that >I am beautiful in my own way. I have a pretty face and >importantly a pretty heart.I realize that I am not >going to be a size 6, but trying to lose weight to be >more healthier is a problem. I pray and pray, but it >seems that God won't hear my prayer. Sometimes, I >think God is punishing me. For what though? I >contemplate as to what I did so wrong that God wont >answer my prayer for being a bit smaller and sending >me my soul mate. >I am tired of going through man after man and then >feeling empty. I have feelings too and why should I >have to open my legs for such? Sometimes I ask God why >does the slimmer sisters, especially the ones who >strip have the perfect bodies and can have any man she >wants and a good girl like myself have to settle for >less? I have realized that sometime ago that sex is >not the answer. I got tired of feeling empty >afterwards. I rather lay with someone who loves me, >has a ring on my finger and will not leave me in the >morning. > >So now I just wait and wait wondering when I will have >that man in my life. What more does God wants me to do >in order to be loved like I know I deserved to be >loved. > >I really like this site and it has given me a chance >to vent and cry as to what ever is on my mind. I am >grateful for this site and to know that I am not the >only one going through this.
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