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Date Posted: 18:37:38 08/15/14 Fri
Author: Vice Verser
Subject: *AMND* (1-17)

Started: December 28, 2013
Finished:

A Mixtape Named Defiance

1. A Mixtape Named Defiance
2. Uniinhibited
5. Gold-Chains & Leather Jeans
4. Ode to Kendrick
5. Better Me
6. 77
7. It's All Imagined
8. Flow Sick
9. Know I'm A Sinner
10. Off Adrenaline
11. Trials
12. Why You Frontin?
13. 18 Lines (Revised)
14. Chillin'
15. Purpose in this Pain
16. Overrated
17. Slave Without A Face
18. Free Thought
19. Live Life
19. Stay Afloat
29. B-Side
30. No Unicorns
31. Quote from "Doors of Perception by Aldous Huxley"
32. My Alter-Ego
33. High Enough to Fall
34.

A Mixtape Named Defiance

Everything is right and most of it is beautiful
You think it's real love but in reality I'm using you
If I were me and you were you...
...we could make this love last
Seven's got his own mind, hate it when he does that
I wanna make a little noise, wanna get my buzz back
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He's alive and well, he used to like his shell
Used to lock hisself in, guess he likes this Hell
Couldn't stop Evolution but he gave it all he had
Thought he'd never break the chain or he'd wind up like his dad
They like to use the D-word, they often spark the madness
Baptized in blood like DMX and Lenny Kravitz
Drink a beer, play some Madden, this disease is all I have
Gonna go and beg for change then I'll pass out in the grass
Like to know she's watching, she's the light that leads to shore
Her smile can change the weather, makes me need it even more
Get your kicks on the road, get your fix for wicked fruit
Tell me what you wanna hear, I'll tell you when it usn't true
Gonna bet it all and win, gonna make the image new
Say we fake it 'til we make cause that's all we really do
I'm a hipster, I'm a goner, making love and breaking hearts
Hope the people never cry for the things that break apart
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Everything is right and most of it is beautiful
You think it's real love but in reality I'm using you
If I were me and you were you...
...we could make this love last
I wouldn't need this shaky faith
I wouldn't need these potent drugs
I wouldn't have to run in place
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I think I wanna be in love, think I wanna live a lie
Coulda really made a difference but I guess I didn't try
Sipping whiskey, getting high, acting like it doesn't matter
Treat me like some sorta God, try it on some other rapper
All I really need is faith, all I ever did was float
Got some Buddha in a bag, I'm higher than your high hopes
A little love, a little dope, a little justice 'cause it's blind
Too many pills, too many thrills, I let it all control my mind
When I find a better way I'll be too dumb to know it
Self-sacrifice is killing me, let's keep it out in the open
I've been searching for truth and I been searching for you
You pretend I'm unaffected but it's hurting me too
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Everything is right and most of it is beautiful
You think it's real love but in reality I'm using you
If I were me and you were you
I wouldn't have to steal away
I'd always know which way to go
I wouldn't have to feel this pain
I remember when you left me
My head is so hollow and emotionally I'm empty
This depression is sexy, it keeps me alive
I don't know where I'm going but I wait to arrive
Searching for truth while I'm searching for you
Pretend I'm unaffected but it's hurting me too.

Uninihibited

I wanna be uninhibited, sick of feeling limited
I'm evil on the inside, people think I'm innocent
People see the images and think they know the scheme
Is it what you wanna see, is it all that you perceive?
Breaking down walls, I'm just breaking down walls
Voodoo dolls and cat-calls, black magic claims us all
Am I all I wanna be?, probably couldn't give an answer
Evolve and keep it moving 'cause I guess that's what a man does
Freedom from the Ego and everything it complicates
I focus on progression 'cause that's just the way I operate
Blow up on the system, I'ma blow up on the system
Living how I wanna live and speaking with conviction
Forget the contradiction to radiate the brightest light
Engaging in the finer things to instigate a fire fight
Midas touched a firefly, the cyanide is flowing well
Possession's not allowed in my one-man only cell
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Stars all around me, people try to clown me
They persecute and down me, here is where they found me
Below the heighest heights tryna find a way above that
The darkside consuming me, I heard some people love that
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I wanna fly freer. I wanna dive deeper
I wanna be my own man, I like to smoke reefer
I love pretty women and I'm fond of the fastlife
I gotta have the finer things, it's time to get my cash right
Don't tempt me with the darkside, don't try to get me high
Keep the Heaven in my mind, the only thing that gest me by
It's everywhere I've ever been, I know I wanna go there
Slip into a minefield, I'm caught up in my own snare.

Gold-Chains & Leather Jeans

Gold-chains and leather chains and co-caine
I really love those thangs
I hope He don't take those things away from me
Gold-chains and leather jeans...and cocaine
I really love those thangs
Can you give those thangs to me?
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I like things that glow, I like things that shine
and if I get your love, you gotta be all mine (you gotta be all mine)
I like women that sing, I like music with soul
I like sair and trees, I like rock n' roll
I like sex and guns, I like love and war
I like to get my portion then I want some more (then I want some more)
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Gold chains and leather jeans now my chain's too heavy
I don't wanna do it but I think that they expect me...
..to sit around hoping like a wisher and a dreamer
Then they'll do me like the Lakers did Trevor Ariza
It's better to leave her but it's cheaper to keep her
I'm worse than before so now it's better to leave Earth
It's better to be first but now I'm last in line
Another passive guy that life is passing by
If I* had one wish, I wanna touch the sky
You wanna sing my songs, you wanna touch this guy
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Gold-chains and leather jeans gonna get me my wealth
Gold-chains and leather jeans that's my gift to myself
Getting low, getting lifted, getting blowed, getting twisted
Dreamed of reaching this level before I knew it existed
Might write it for myself and it's dope when I do
I didn't write this for me though, I wrote it for you
Wrote it for who?, I wrote it for them, wrote it for y'all
Wrote in the sky, wrote in my mind, wrote on the wall
Habits that I picked up before I chose to give a fuck
and everybody's crazy but Verser's got the bigger nuts
y'know I gotta live it up, it's only right I rock the crowd
The haters wanna join in, that hating shit is not allowed
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Gold-chains and leather chains and co-caine
I really love those thangs
I hope He don't take those things away from me
Gold-chains and leather jeans...and cocaine
I really love those thangs
Can you give those thangs to me?

Ode to Kendrick

A verse about this black girl that kinda had me vibing
Thinking I could relate to it even though I'm her guy friend
Aight then, I guess you could call it an odd statement
I think my flow's the way it is 'cause that's how God made it
Some people play favorites while others ride the bench
Used to have a thirst for knowledge but I guess it got quenched
Smell the stench of weed aroma, coronas and coronation
Wrote a rhyme the other day, today I thought I oughta say it
Stomp the pavement like a Yeti, I bet he could make it rain
Sing a song to change the World or just maybe do it in vain
So much drama in my life, so much trouble on my brain
Had a dream and wrote it down and then nothing was the same
Everything is different, new dreams and vital forces
Gonna bet it all and win, gotta tame these wild horses
Exorcists and extortion and all that other horse shit
My trees have green leaves you can bring Christmas ornaments
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Stories 'bout a warrior that grew up on the left side
I'll tell 'em how we do it and I'll see 'em in the next life
Wildflowers growing in my garden, kill the pesticide
That vodka in my cup got me feeling so re-energized
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If soaring is allowed I'll be soaring in the clouds
Woke up and did a dance, took a trip just to browse
Success making me proud, I be in PAris talking shit
I'd like to fly across seas where accents are that thick
Druck on St. Patrick's, the folly and the fuckery
Lucid as ya folklore when buses get thrown under me
I wanna be that lonely number 1 out of a hundred deep
Come look for me tomorrow and you're gonna see me running free.

Better Me

I wanna be a better me without the amphetamine
Oxygen and ketamine are selling me a hellish dream
There are no extra scenes just the pestilence of pride
This ain't my 1st rodeo, I'll take a little ride
Grow a little stronger, painting scenes that won't die
Not afraid to look away, I see beauty with both eyes
It was that girl that changed it all and claimed his heart
Everything is on the verge, I see the flame through shards
That's when I take a hit of 'Dro and shuffle my playa cards
Always feels ??I'm at odds with everything that's going on
I'm blowing strong, I'm writing songs, I'm doing me
They used to play us at the door now they asking who it be
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My friends wanted a Benz but I just wanted to rap
Seen this picture in a mag and said I wanna do that
I said I wanna be famous, said I promise I'd make it
Put my all into these songs no matter how long it takes me
and it's been taking awhile but I don't walk with my head down
I'ma snatch the Sun out the sky and put the stars in the crown
People been taking they shots, who wanna martyr me now?
Rookies been stealing my flows, they wanna borrow mu style
and I let 'em do it if it fits but if it don't they must acquit
these dudes be rapping 'bout this life but I been going through some shit
Like I need a decent job and I need some even odds
and I need to go to school and I need to speak with God
and I need a place to stay with lots of cars in my yard
All I think about is women, smoking weed and going hard
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Got dreams of doing better but I'ma shine whenever
The clouds are turning black, it's just a little bad weather
You know I gotta grind from December to Decemeber
You can say what you want but I'm not the one pretending.

77

Wish I could disappear and travel to different years
Cooling out and sipping beers
I'm getting mine, he getting his
Show love, that's what it is
Gotta grind hard 'cause I wanna doo it big
You was warm at one time but homie, I'm hot now
If I make a pop song it's like I'm letting Nas down
I want a life full of surprises, want that freedom 'Pac found
Catch me in my hometown riding with the top down
You could catch me in your city and that's probably what you want
Run up in the hotel and try to corner me with guns
I rise above it all, getting high from the herbal leaf
My name's Vice Verser and you probably nevert heard of me
Chop 'em up like surgery
Roll me up a fat blunt and steal away like burglaries
A masterpiece for sure like ingredients for war
they come for just a taste and get the whole smorgasbord
Holy Grail's a dope album but I hated Tom Ford
Weezy got a Bugatti, I dreamed of Honda Accords
Dreamed of rhyming on tour, alotta weed on the tour bus
We wanna change the World but labels never assured us
Shoulda died awhile ago but God gave me more luck
Here I am kickin' it, Bohemian and proud
Put the lime in the coconut and smoke a pound of loud
Put the wine in an empty cup and pass the cup around
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Wish I could disappear, travel to different years
Cooling out, sipping beers
I'm getting mine, he getting his
I try to grind hard
I just wanna do it big.

It's All Imajined

Lost my mind once or twice now it's time to get it back
Broke some hearts, lost some friends guess I gotta live with that
Praying every night 'cause I been going through a lot of shit
On Fascination Street smoking cigarettes with Robert Smith
Put me through a trial that hurts to bless me with some common sense
I'm gonna be a runaway, think I'm gonna hop the fence
Going through the motions, acting like the game is fun
Fight for my survival but I know I'm not the only one
Unlimited passion on a mission to pass out
A condo on my neck and I'm looking to cash out
Kesha likes the killing-joke and Jamie was a starchild
My compass broke awhile ago so tell me where we are now
Intuition supremacist, intellectual rebirth
Reading our palms and getting high on some free-verse
A me-first mentality to keep me out the coma
Forgive the jinns for whispering, I get a little rogue-ish
Pacifists and posers and magic-kids and lowlife
The World's a crazy place but I'm crazy in my own right
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Abracadabra....hallelujah
Sayonara....I salute 'cha
Feel the madness...running through me
It's all imagined but it consumes me.

Flow Sick

Killing some brain cells all on my own
Even in a crowded room I be in my own zone
Listening to Cudi, I imagine he's my buddy
I just wanna be alone 'cause I just hate you and I'm ugly
Smoking on the finest fron them trees in Carolina
Make you panic like bombs with 30 second timers
Sipping on some Heineken, sipping on some Red Stripe
Hear me on my next song or see me in my next life
Wanna get my soul right, I wanna do a lot of things
Used to be that free-bird that flies around with broken wings
Used to like smoking things, habits die and feeling change
Life got me feeling strange, emotional and distant
Wanna live it to the full but death is so persistent
Losing my religion at the worst of times
Tell you what you wanna hear while I'm rehearsing every line
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I'm 'bout to hit the blunt and fly away
If I died today I wouldn't regret a fucking thing
Riding with my niggas, give a fuck about the drama
Flow sick and you can put that on my future baby-mama
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Rolling up sticky for the ones that fuck with me
I'm really 'bout business and these other dudes slipping
I'm the rap Bernie Madoff, I sell a hoe a dream
I'm that steady getting money nigga, steady rolling green
Don't get mixed up in the politics that shit'll kill your confidence
My old songs aight but I been working on some harder shit
Do it for my fam, my friends and all the fans
That be coming to shows blowed, kicking it with the band
Used to read books so I be acting like brainiac
but get a sip of goose and I'll be acting like a maniac
Try to make some songs for the junkies and the users
I'm so fucking high it got me feeling like a loser.

Know I'm A Sinner

I'm sick of people trying to think for me
Write down all my thoughts in a text and just forward me
You wanna read my mind and you'd like to share values
Try to take my breath away, adjust me to ya altitude
Now I gotta break away, nigga witta attitude
blame it on a lot of things, blame it on my aptitude
spilled milk and broken toys, broken boys wit' broken lives
I don't wanna miss a thing, I gotta sleep with open eyes
Hope and I try and I pray for the goodlife
Maybe I've seen it and didn'tknow what it looked like
These ungrateful dead and the puppets on the websites
Wanna get ahead but it's like I'm dying slowly
I'm on an unknown planet where nobody knows me
They might think I'm lonely, they might call me crazy
Blame it on this misguided society that raised me
Go to work, curse the dirt and make weapons
Reptilians around us, see their shapes shifting?
Try to put yourselves in my shoes for eight minutes
I just try to live life, smoke a blunt and drink Guinness
Know that I'm a sinner, that's a fact I can't avoid
and I know that I'ma winner, competition gets destroyed
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I'm in it to win it, I smoke a blunt every minute
Smoking weed in my ride, that's why my windows are tinted
Feeling like the matrix, really just a glitch though
My slow-flow, quick flow'll leave you in a ditch hoe
Crazy since a baby, I ain't changing for y'all
and if I start getting fake I'll blow my brains on the wall
Ride wit' me, fly wit' me, commit a homicide with me
You fucking with the truest so appreciate the honesty
The madman, the psycho, the bad guy with brown eyes
and I be getting so high I can't see the downside.

Off Adrenaline

Misery loves company, I'm staying to myself a lot
Smoke a lot of weed 'cause that Mary Jane helps a lot
Try to keep a level head and do some things the right way
On a money-mission so I care less what they might say
Mind on the cream but there's no I in team
Shades on my eyes 'cause my eyes are shooting beams
Put my team on my back to put my team on the map
Wake up early in the morning, chase dream then relax
My raps got substance and I speak so fine
If they foul me I'll just kill 'em from the free-throw line
Keep my eyes on the prize and I keep dope rhymes
You just a Craigslist hustler and it's Debo time
My number 'bout to hit so the haters don't like me
They gon' play with frie and get burned to the white meat
Do this for my niggas raising Hell up in Rice street
Said I would shout 'em out when I found the right beat
Sitting in jail was Hell but when they let me out
I said I would tell you all the shit I been stressed about
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Working like a slave so I'm running off adrenaline
The money make her cum and the money is my medicine
Mapping out my plan like I'm 'bout to run for president
Moving like a thug but I spit it so intelligent
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The game is full of politics, I'm speaking from the heart bro
That southernplayalistic shit, I got that Dixie-Narco
Plotting like bin Laden, have 'em thinking I'ma relapse
If the money don't come I'll be investing in a ski-mask
These women pop a lot of pills and drop it on the flo'
and I be listening to Drizzy when I'm mobbing on the low
Hit the lab with my pad then I'm putting on a show
Treat rap like stocks and bonds so my profit gotta grow
Got some money in my pocket, got my battery loaded
You cn call me a rapper but I'ma passionate poet
Taking nothing from no one, that doesn't mean I'ma savage
Taking time with my music 'cause I'm making a classic
You could never count me out man, I'm full of surprises
Just turn your radio on and listen to my shit
Flying over mountains, I be zoning but I'm down-to-Earth
'Cause even on my days off all I think about is work
Bad bitch on my line and all she think about is twerk
I'm coming down sipping drink and smoke a pound of purp.
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Working like a slave so I'm running off adrenaline
The money make her cum and the money is my medicine
Mapping out my plan like I'm 'bout to run for president
Moving like a thug but I spit it so intelligent

Trials

Time for me to write about the trials that I'm going through
It's so hard to breathe when the Devil's looking over you
I know them haters tried to play me to the left
That's why I roll a blunt and smoke away the stress
They judging when they see the color of my flesh
but that money turn a hell no to a hell yes
Them young niggas on the block got no religion
I'm thinkinh 3 steps ahead like I'm Bobby Fischer
Just a chapter from my life would be a dope book
but they don't need an ill verse, they just want a dope hook
So I'm digging in the stash, lifted on the hash
Get with it or you living in the past
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I knew a chick with a rockstar life
She had sex, shot dope and cut her wrists witta knife
Never thought she'd be the one I'd write a letter to
A sad day for the whole World in general
My smile a little shaky when I think of my regrets
That's when I gotta clear my mind, have a smoke, sip a Beck's
Got my mind right tryna get my money right
So why you gotta take notes when you can study mine
I'm sitting pretty dawg, I never spit an ugly line
and I don't wanna be a star, I just wanna shine
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I wanna see the light but the Devil's in my way
If you feeling how we feel then you smoke an O' a day

Why You Frontin?

Them niggas think they funny, well they need better jokes
All I need is a blunt, a lighter and a leather coat
Going Ham like a young'n witta life sentence
If it ain't 'bout the dough then dead it 'cause my life hectic
Mood change but you'll never see the team switch
Student of the game, bitch, I'm on the dean's list
I drink a gallon of whiskey when I get backstage
Got some model bitches and some ratchets off of backpage
Detectives at my brother crib, say they wanna question me
Put me in the line-up last time and they arrested me
No fakeness in my recipe, smoking on the freshest weed
Shoot first, think last so my family will never grieve.
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I'm fully loaded, 'bout that action so tell me why you frontin
(You a bitch-made nigga)
I'm at they throats, give 'em Hell soon as they show me my opponent
(Kush got me feeling undefeated)

18 Lines (Revised)

This needs to be her song 'cause I did her wrong
Can we just be alone, can I hold you closer?
Rhythms so insane it's like guns coming from holsters
Like weapons we never saw, like madness uncontained
Things'll never be the same, scent of peace in shooting pain
All I wanna do is take it back to where it started
Take a seat with you and chat about the artists
Still remember back when my halo was blacker
Demons would arrive just to bleed me out faster
Had a fued with the radicals but its cool now
When schools out the kids tune down and pass a brew
No science to this alliance just beauty and vibrance
We prosper and grow 'til the day our life ends
They say that at times I shine brighter then most
Light up the smoke then write up an ode
The planets expand and galaxies implode.

Chillin'

You ain't even gotta ask, y'know that I'm high
and if Hip-Hop can die and come back, so can I
Smoking like a bandit, they can't understand it
Had to take mine, you only got what you get handed
Write it down and brand it, trapped inside my damn mind
Watch me do the Gregory Hines on top of some landmines
See me in the future 'cause we cooler than the cold kids
or catch me at the bar with some hookers that wanna gold dig
Feels like I'm flying, I been dying every other week
Swishers blown, beer sipping, tripping as I run the streets
Moving like a fucking G, buses get thrown under me
The wheels of steel turn 'til they burn and get rubbery
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I be chilling by myself smoking Hydro
Rap still alive, I wish the critics would die though
Keep a low-profile and try to dodge the five-o
'cause I ain't gotta sing tenor to end this on a high-note
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Sometimes I feel like I'm rapping the hardest
Make me wanna start shit, snapping on a starlet
This alcoholic is tipsy and now he wants to bartend
My life a little crazy, here's the anthem to a car crash
I change gears, hit the pedal and stay real
Never gave a fuck, that means I care less how they feel
as time goes by I try to keep this off a bitter note
Smoke a lot of weed but you'll never catch me sniffin' coke
Can't afford this lifestyle, think I need a price-check
So now they wanna judge me but they being self-righteous
Let the sword claim 'em if they go against the new creed
Move the rubix cube I blow a fuse and make a dude bleed.

Purpose in this Pain

People refuse to believe in theyself
Don't wanna believe in God so they believe in they wealth
Seven devils staring at me wanna take away my soul
Take my spirit and my joy, toss my body in a hole
I used to have goals and I used to be intelligent
Used to be a superman, these truths are self-evident
I'm jealous as the best of 'em, I walk around with green eyes
Get a peace of mind from someone else because I need mine
Purpose in this pain, watch it flourish and decay
How many poison's is it gonna take to nourish me today
Self-medicating got me thinking that the answer's close
Think I'm feeling fine, that's the thought that makes the cancer grow
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There's a feeling that I feel. there's a purpose in this pain
I don't wanna write a song, I wanna listen to the rain
Wanna harvest these emotions but I go against the grain
I'm getting high, I'm on a plain so I really can't complain
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King of the misfits on his throne getting lifted
Give a harsh sentence 'cause I'm jaded and sadistic
They truned me into Damian and labeled me an atheist
Need to get away, my queen lady is a crazy bitch
Never been a fighter so the threat is psychological
I never tell the truth so my lies are pathological
I'm radical, defiant, poetic man of science
Refuse to make commitments, abandon this alliance
In a bad mental zone until the day that I atone
Temptation deep inside, it's like a tumor in my bones
At times the way I wanna be contradicts my actions
I'ma psycho on a path, I'ma factor in the madness
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There's a feeling that I feel. there's a purpose in this pain
I don't wanna write a song, I wanna listen to the rain
Wanna harvest these emotions but I go against the grain
I'm getting high, I'm on a plain so I really can't complain
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I need to cool it down, make some ground, move around
Wassup?, my name is Vince, I'm the biggest loser in town
Try to play it cool but I been raging on the inside
Know I'm marked for death but shit I think I shoulda been died
Kill you in cold-blood and I'm showing at the funeral
Somethin' in my cup's got me more aggressive than usual
Walk the street at night witta machete in my bookbag
Light another cigarette and ask you what you looking at
Looking for the answer but I never seem to find that
Lately I been acting out and thriving off the combat
I wanna feel the melody of 808's and hi-hats
Weed won't get me high does that mean that I should try crack?
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I know pain like Kurdt Cobain
All these demons mixed wit' uppers got me feelin' insane
It seems like these hangovers won't go away
Woke up feeling like I got hit by a train
I think something's really wrong with my brain
'Cause even if I feel fine, I find a reason to complain.

Overrated

I wanna sit by your window and watch your silhouette
Stopping by the store fro green tea and cigarettes
God or riches, am I serving God or riches?
I wanna be like the Twins 'cause they get a lot of bitches
Sometimes my mood switches, all these glitches and the bad thoughts
Make me wanna roll a blunt and listen to some Ash Roth
Read a lot of books and hope something from it sinks in
If I cut my wrists and overdosed what would you think then?
I used to be depressed and hate the fact I was alive
Now I'm just repressed and work for $7.25
When I'm done in the field I smoke a cig and drink a beer
My brother told me I should make 100k a year
but life isn't fair that's when my eyes get misty
Read the bible tipsy and hope the Lord forgives me
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I know I'm a sinner, I know my liver's blotched
Listen to everthing from 'Pac to vintage-rock
I know I'ma loser, I need some motivation
Wanna ditch this medication 'cause it's so overrated
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If I'm being a hypocrite you should call me out
but I don't like the things these rappers talk about
Liquor and women, fine wine and fine women
I know you get sick of hearing that every five minutes
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I feel like Captain Bumout so pass the Captain Morgan
I get caught up in my regrets, that happens every morning
My dad just sent a text telling me to pray
My home's doing time, he's just a felony away
I need to get focused and get this art to sell
but I been saying that since 'Quis Dollar moved to Carbondale
I need to clean up my act and find a new direction
My flow is nice, vote for Vice in the coming elections
Cudi was an outcast and Jamie was a starchild
These new kids are too glib, they tried to take our style
40 nights on a diet of Coors Light
so don't go bashing mines until you get yours right
I don't wanna ride the bench, I wanna keep balling
Feelin' like Future when he could hear the Streetz Callin'.

Slave Without A Face

Wanted to be brave now I'ma slave without a face
Dreamed of chasing dreams while moving at a snail's pace
Disgraced cosmonaut that says he just needs his space
Rapping 'bout some real shit, thought you could relate
Taking me awhile to find the pastures that I'm looking for
'cause peace is just a fantasy depending how you look at war
Bodies being laid on top of piles of the slain
I'ma soldier, I just walked a thousand miles in the rain
Pain is like a joke to me, a happy place at best
That's me just being humorous, my truth is said in jest
Molested by this cold World and now I need the antidote
Lose my mind and shoot a snuff film on my cameraphone
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I'ma slave without a face, live my life in bad taste
Waste of talent getting high, run away and catch a case
Get a vibe to move the crowd, sing it loud and feel the bass
It's not an evil anymore, it's just the system we embrace
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It's not an evil anymore, I'm not bad and you're my friend
Now watch me take a little trip with all the money I can spend
Take you with me if you're headed that way but if you're not
You're probably stuck on the Kush and 'gnac in the same spot
Used to be the phoniest pageant but now it's getting real
My mind could move a mile a minute while I'm just sitting still
Time spent in jail's a needed break now I can be awake
Finally seeing thangs, need a breather and I need a drink
A whiskey for my troubles and a Vodka for my blessings
My family's been supportive don't know why the Hell I'm stressing
Guess it's just the gravity of life, trhe tragedy and strife
My so-called friends that stabbed me with a knife
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On the underground railroad smoking on some magic
Break away from this crowd and make this night classic
Heart pumping faster made the night pass us
It's fabulous to turn a test drive into a crash test
Mad stressed but I been working on some new tricks
Eyes glued to idiot tubes to get my blues fix
Take a hit of this and you can feel ya soul dyin'
Dark knights, super-villains and gold lions
Mastering the make-believe to make you see the bigger plan
The paparazzi loves it, snapping shots at the triggerman
Defiant as I'll ever be, I'm bucking on the industries
Hallucinating, I'm just acting crazy off a hit of weed
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If my body of work causes my body to hurt
Hope I made some people think before I'm leaving this Earth
If the pain that I feel is the thing that tells me I'm living
Hope I cherish the freedom to use the gift I was given
If I finally start to crack and I can't take it any longer
Tell the people that the things that kill me make me stronger.

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